>have nice anime school life dream>have a gf in dream, she's a chubby black girl>walking and talking with her on the way back home>I grab her hips and lean down for a goodbye kiss>it's exactly how my ex and I used to kiss goodbye>look down, generic cute black girl is replaced with my exI really thought I was over her, we only dated like 5 months but I guess it's hard to forget your first love.
>>83472045I think it's your instincts telling you that you failed to reproduce. Biologically identical to death.
>>83472052I think I just miss her cause she was literally perfect imo.
>>834720455 years since my first love left me. I have a recurring dream, rather nightmare, where I'll just be in her proximity. All sorts of different kinds of contexts, sometimes I'm visiting the place she works at for some coincidence and happen to see her. Maybe I'm at a party and see her. The most recent one was in a neighborhood, and we were both in 2 different friend groups that were interacting with each other. Anyway the entire time in these dreams when I'm around her, I can't bring myself to say anything. I'm afraid of pushing her away even further by trying. Instead I just wait for her. I just wait for her to call my name or give me the slightest bit of acknowledgement so that I can get the ok to talk to her again. I just sit there waiting for something that never comes and then I wake up.It's an oddly logical dream. I used to dream up nothing but pure nonsense but now I'm dreaming of things that have directly come from real world experiences. I guess that shows how deeply it's impacted my psyche.
aww look how happy he is dancing with his crush! Little he knows I'm gonna deconstruct him...and get away with it probably .You can't insult my mom like that. If I had a penis an inch longer than 5, even an uncut one, I'd be much more forgiving and less competitive!
>>83472135What? Is this an incel AI?>>83472100That sucks, this is my first time dreaming of her since she dumped me.
>>83472487No. Incel reality!
>>83472547You're incomprehensible