11th year alone on christmas...When does it stop hurting?
>>83472752why are u alone?
do you not have family or anything? or are you talking about being with a lover
>>83472759>>83472764Moved out many years ago to another state...Hope to start my own family...I can't go back pops dead, mother hate me...no family, friends or lover...Atleast I don't need to go to work and got my lizard Allen
I envy you. idgaf about shitsmas and I'm tired of being forced to care
>>83473176>got my lizard AllenAre you and Allen gonna be doing anything? I'm just in my room watching a game rn
when you finally sudoku it stops, also the scum wins, but if you keep suffering they win anyway so you dont really have a choice
>>83473185mmmh I'm gonna give Allen a treat and then I'm going to make a delicious steak with a glass of wine.Christmas makes me sad that a lot of people are together with their family but at the same time the few I've been to as a kid always ended in someone crying or everything being a bit tense.My old pops always said that family are the friends you don't decide and are obligated to meet.Christmas is overrated but I just can't get the feelings out of my head.
You're lucky. I wish I could be alone on Christmas.
>>83472752I'm sick and tired of normalfaggot culture and all the artificial significance given to it. It's literally a made up celebration like every holiday. If you're alone there's no reason to care. You feel pain about it because you choose to its just another day in the week.
>>83473218Pretty sure I'm alone this christmas too want to get together for it and have a strictly no homo christmas date? We can have no homo sex if you get me drunk enough.
>>83473218Wow, Allen is very cute. I hope you and him are able to enjoy y'all's food. Steak sounds very yummy. I don't like Christmas either, but I also wish mine could be better
>>83472752This is my 4th or 5 th Christmas alone and I will be coping with alcohol. So pretty much just an average day
>>83473420>>83473218sorry just realized it sounds like I was addressing OP that message was for Allen