it barely even feels like i'm a part of the world. as if when i speak, there's a sort of machine translation happening, converting what i say back and forth through a roulette of languages before someone else hears me. i'm heard, but not listened to, and it's like my words are ineffectual. i can't speak to anyone at all, smoke signals would be more effective.
>>83473857Well maybe we would understand u if u werent so vague!!
>>83473857You're speaking now. I am listening. I hear you.
It's not what you say but how you say it.But if you're ugly then focus on the content
>>83473865what am i being vague about?>>83473866no! i am typing right now. you are reading.(joking..)
>>83474076>what am i being vague about?Its just that I cant imagine what you're talking about exactly
>>83474076>no! i am typing right now. you are reading.I'm narrating it in my head so it's like you're talking to me telepathically. For what it's worth OP, I feel the exact same way. Everything just exists and I'm observing it. I can barely interact. I'm like a ghost.
>>83474098like the words i use are wrong. i'm misunderstood, misinterpreted, my intents are unclear. as if i can't really reach people at all.>>83474130i think you get it. sometimes it feels like i'm not even talking, but as if i'm just above my own body in some sort of weird third-person observant state watching myself and others
>>83474130>go to fbi, get proof of own stupiditygood luck. keep observing
>>83474216>sometimes it feels like i'm not even talkingDissociation. For me it's like that too. Were you abused? It's common in people who were. That's where mine's from, I think.
>>83474216>like the words i use are wrong. i'm misunderstood, misinterpreted, my intents are unclear. as if i can't really reach people at all.I dont know. You seem easy enough to understand.
>>83473857What shit is that nigga tell me
>>83474244Do you think I'll ever find ur HS picture in some school?