I've been home from college for crimmy break for a couple of weeks, so that means I haven't had any access to booze or weed. I think that's the reason I've been having such vivid dreams as of late, but most of them are total nonsense. Last night was different though, I was standing in a long empty hallway with her and I felt totally carefree. I still remember her voice and her autistic laugh perfectly and we just went back and forth telling each other the same jokes and laughing at the same stupid little things until I woke up. I thought my heart was pure and my intentions were good, so why does my mind have to show me these things? It kind of hurts man.
