I will spend christmass drinking and smoking, what abouyt you?
i will sleep like a baby hopefully i'm sick as a victorian child depleted of energy full of dark thoughts
>>83474830Are you a gopnista?
>>83474849sleep is for the weak, drink with me anon
>>83474854no, but you could say im an alcoholic and a heavy smoker
>>83474856alcohol would make me weaker, i admire your persistence but i prefer engaging on ketamine or weed when i'm healthy
>>83474887my ketamine receptors are fried, it doesnt get me high anymore. weed i dont smoke cuz it makes me paranoid as fuck
>>83474830>I will spend christmass drinkinggoosshhh...I would like to do that... -.-
>>83474897what is your drink of choice anyway campari used to be my thing
>>83474922why can't yuyou?
>>83474830I will spend christmas alone in front of a scree. I would drink myself to oblivion if I was allowed to
>>83474830I got way too drunk last night so I'm kinda too hungover to drink today. Gonna cook a steak dinner for my dad and myself tonight, then tomorrow I will eat christmas dinner with my mom. Then the day after me and my "gf" are going to exchange presents
>>83474830take oxy and live in bliss for a few hours after i have the house to myself, then probably acting like a raging cunt here during the comedown (not sure why that happens), go to sleep a few hours early to end the day asap, repeat on nye
>>83474925whiskey, but since im living in the caribbean, rum is cheaper but tonight i will be drinking wine and smoking marlboro reds
>>83474933I live at a place where it's not alowed :(
>>83474937why arent u allowed u to? whats stopping you?>>83474938sounds nice, jealous of the gf part and steak, i wish i had both, what did u get het for a present>>83474944i think its common with the comedown to became enraged, ti happens to me on benzos.do u live alone?
>>83474968middle east? or somewhere else
>>83474830I was going to spend it playing The Finals until I rage quit 4 matches in a row because my teammates were unbelievably brainless, I'm convinced they've added bots to the game to fluff numbers or something.>>83474950Where do you live exactly, OP?
>>83474979a few thingsI got her a mug she really liked, it was one she already had but broke a few months ago and was sad about breaking so I ordered a replacement hehe.A finch feeder so she gets more varieties of birds for her cat to watch (she loves that cat more than anything in the world, definitely a child replacement lol)And a little plant pot that was sculpted to look like a cute dinosaur from a local artist.
>>83474988i hate video games desu, specially ones with other platyers involved anad rank, though, im addicted to dota 2>Where do you live exactly, OP?caribbean
>>83474830Probably watching some movie and play some games while I interact with my relatives. What else is there to do? I'm poor as fuck.
>>83475002thats nice of you, surely a nice touch and will make her happy
>>83475009>caribbeanI got that, but I need you to name the island, brother.And same, I loathe multiplayer games, but they're also the only ones I enjoy because deep down I'm just playing them as a way to get some kind of human connection beyond anonymously chatting on this board.
>>83474979I have to leave blood and urine samples evvery month and the nurse or whatever check me for any drugs and alcohol, 12 months done, 8 more to go. I simply live with the pain
>>83475025Thanks, you're a very nice anon and deserve good things coming to you. At least the weather is probably kinda nice in the carribean right now!Are you native or immigrated there? Was it your choice to or life circumstance?
>>83475016>im poor as fuckme too anon, me too...>>83475033dominican republic>>83475035why do iu need to do that>>83475040thanks anon, the weather is nice, its a bit cold.i was born in france then lived in the us then moved here
I watched Pluribus episode 9 and now I am drinking because I'm lonely and bored.
>>83475064Punishment for driving a forklift while under the influence of cocaine. I kept the job! but have to do mandatory drug and booze tests for 20 months
>>83475064>dominican republicGrim, what brings you to this board and site?And how do you feel about the Haitian invasion?
>>83475068heard aboiut it, might watch it, what are u drinking?>>83475077oh damn, at least u kept the job, thats good!>>83475079i have been coming to 4chan almost daily since 2006 and about the haitian invasion well im not fond of it, but i plan to leave the island sometime so i dont care much about it.
>>83475109>i plan to leave the island sometime so i dont care much about it.Relatable, what brought you there in the first place and where do you plan on moving to in the future?
>>83475146i was living in the us doing a bunch of drugs and had an episode, my family sent me here for treatment since its cheaper and i plan to move to finland, if not back to france
>>83475109Bubblegum flavored beer. It sounds gross but it's really good.
>>83475174Wow, you've lived quite the life.How did you end up in the US, and kind of episode did you have?
>>83475184sounds gross, desu yeah>>83475201well i have family in france, germany, the us, and the dominican republic, so since i have most of my liffe been a neet i have moved countries because my family believes that will changge me. i ended up in the us to get a job, which only i did not get but became worse. the episode was that i almost killed my mom in a delusional state.
>>83475218>i almost killed my mom in a delusional state.What was going through your head at the time?You seem pretty lucid right now so while it may not have fixed you I'd say you're probably in a better mental state than when you wanted to kill your mom for what it's worth.
>>83474830I'll be opening presents because I still live with my parents at 23 years old