Well, another year goes by where I'll finish it being 25 and a virgin. This started bothering me after being invited by a friend to eat something and he brought a girl to eat with us. The whole god damn year just barely thinking of cooze and focusing on my job and college, just to end up thinking these last 3 days on nothing but how I ve never interacted with a girl in any sort of way.Its never going to change because I dont want it to change, but whatever, what bothers me mostly is that it drives distracts me from what truly matters:>job>studying>moneyI need to focus on these 3 things otherwise I wont be able to provide for my parents, who will need it once they retire and for their illnesses. Cooze and these retarded thoughts invade my head and decrease my productivity. I was doing so well and then shit like this happens. FUCK
>>83476012Also couldnt play my favorite game because the fucking lights went out as soon as I posted this thread. Fuck this shit
>>83476012>I need to focus on money and meaningless shit that nobody will care about in 5 years That's exactly what I thought. I was wrong. I'm in my 30s now and nothing changed. Focus on your love life first, anon. The rest is just routine.
>>83476576Money is for coping by buying stuff that I love and enjoy. I also need money so I can help my parents once they retire, which is beneficial for them and also for me (securing a place for myself to live now and later down the road). I love them to death and sadly one of them may die soon or idk, dont even want to think about their illnesses.What is love? Baby dont hurt me lolJK, what is love to me? Idk, never felt it and never got to experience it with another person. I have feelings but I dont feel comfortable exposing myself to another person who wont like me. I prefer to stay this way. I just wish the thoughts would go away so I can keep on doing the stuff thats productive and helps me cope.
>>83476748Money is a cope, anon. You can't take it with you to the grave once you die. It'll all vanish. Same goes for fame and career success. It's all a vapor, the only earthly certainty is oblivion. Value the bonds you have with your loved ones. Because life will be over in a flash. I know it sounds cliche but it's true. Even the most successful people are all forgotten as people. All people care about is what they meant to others, but nobody will ever remember you for who you were.
>>83476012It would probably help if you found adult women attractive to begin with.
>>83476900Meh... I dont have nothing of value as in for leaving a legacy, so it doesnt matter that much to me. All I want is to have fun and do stuff that amuses me. Ever since I was a kid, money was always everything to me. Money is probably the thing I love the most in the entire world.
>>83476012I'm making a baseball team with all of the cups
>>83476924For the record, I will just say that I adhere to whatever AoC the country I m residing at. Nothing less.Regardless of that, no women will ever find me attractive and I had never nor will ever ask a girl out, so this doesnt really matter.
>>83477379I dont understand, but I will use your reply as a bump so my thread doesnt die :)
>>83476012Your money should go to the next generation, not the previous generation. Your parents had their whole life to prepare for sickness and death. Having the older generation eat the future of the next generation in their death throes is dysgenic.
>>83477776Fuck the next generation, what the fuck have they ever done for me, besides retarded memes/jokes and being fucking obnoxious little faggots.
Does anyone else end up losing their track because of stupid thoughts like these?
