another christmas eve as a hikineet hiding in my room while my family is having dinner downstairs, no misaki for me this christmas either, i'm even older than satou by now, might be my last christmas alive desu, anyway happy holidays anons.
>>83476383i kinda liked misaki, but then i talked to a girl that had her as pfp and she was fucking awful, now misaki is just a bad memory for mehappy holidays op
>>83476388normies finding nhk was my personal holocaust, hope you have a holly jolly night anon
>>83476388women ruin everything mancant enjoy shit
>>83476431thank you op. but yeah, she wasn't a normie. she was actually the opposite. i liked her a loti don't think i've heard a lot of normies talk about nhk, where have you seen them? like on social media?
>>83476431i really regret sharing it with my friendhe called satou a bum and i realized im just fucked for life
>>83476448they kinda do man. i learned the hard way that women don't mean what they say and don't say what they mean, it's always an endless game of guessing and walking on eggshells
>>83476458yes, there is a shitton of edits in tik tok and instagram and is really popular in anitwt, also a lot of girls larp as misaki in anime spaces, is cute if you ask me but kind of weird in a way, i saw nhk in 2018 man
>>83476472>he called satou a bum and i realized im just fucked for lifei die a little inside when people say satou is unlikable, he is literally me
>>83476473all women are normies>>83476473true. recently one of my friends exes has been coming onto me but i also know shes talking to a bunch of different guys as welli really dont understand it when i struggle to talk about anything at all, i dont know what to say in person or react when she shows me pictures, even right now, i dont know what to typebut obviously there is no misaki to save you irl, you're forced to thug it out for the rest of your life, therapy is fucking useless tooi wish somebody would tell you that in the beginning, if you're a surplus male you just have to figure it out
>>83476448>women ruin everything man>cant enjoy shiti just wish most women were honestly attracted to hikineets for real man, most of them are just larpers
>family doesnt actually do any christmas celebration until the 25th>hiding out in my room>intense wave of depression and dread hits meThings have actually improved in my life but Im only getting older and Im still completely alone.
>>83476640at least your family actually does christmasbeing neet with totally dysfunctional family sucksi think at least half my problems would be solved if i came from a better familymy dads 25 years older than my momi wish i was a normalfag
>>83476572>all women are normiesi was doing christmas shopping today and I saw a young teenage girl who was following her parents around and had this weird vacant look on her face and a strange walk. i guess she was autistic or something. it doesn't matter for her since she's a woman though. she'll still get worshiped by the opposite sex for merely existing.
>>83476431also i fucking hate doomscrolling tiktok and seeing an nhk editit makes me want to throw my phone at the wallmisaki is my wife
>>83476572>all women are normiesthey have the potential to be normies, but nope, not all of them are. it's a very small proportion though>recently one of my friends exesyou sound like a normie yourself too, but dont worry i have nothing against your kindand yeah there's no misaki to save you, sadly you're a man and you are the provider or you can just die alone>>83476548well i suppose that happens because some tiktok users decided to post about 4chan and then you have a bunch of teenagers coming to le heckin cool place and making this kind of media viral. but yes i watched nhk a lot of years ago too
>>83476690>it doesn't matter for her since she's a woman though. she'll still get worshiped by the opposite sex for merely existing.yeah that was what i meantwomen with similar qualities to us can get "saved" no problemmen with any issues whatsoever are replaceable and historically just get tossed away in some war
>>83476712>you sound like a normie yourself tooyeah maybemy dad had me in his 50s so im pretty certain im retarded thoughi fantasize about having a girlfriend thats mine that has a really nice family that takes me in and lets me live with themdaydreaming is better than real life desu
>>83476742>im pretty certain im retarded thoughfrom what i have seen, the moms age is way more impactful than the dads, so if your mom was young then you can still make itthat's a nice dream, is your family bad?
>>83476742that and the only friends i text are my old ones from high school, it took a lot of effort to make them in my final year, i had none for the first 3i dont know how people make them effortlessly
>>83476758yeah pretty shiti realized im not normal during the few times ive went to my friends house or heard about how they share hobbies and stuff with their parentsi only rely on my parents for food and shelterlittle trust or communication or anythinghonestly as i think about it more, i probably am a failed normalfag