What's the worst thing about yourself?
no sexy jorb
>>83477092probably my appearance
>>83477092Mentally ill tbqh
>>83477092My entire personality.
>>83477092im so lazy that i ruin my life
>>83477092being alive c:<
>>83477092Being a small guy. I was going to say my social anxiety and me being broke was the worst but I've realize being small gave me social anxiety and having SA made me jobless/broke.
>>83477092>incontinent>tranny>fat>ugly>isolated At least some of this is fixable
>>83477126This >>83477151Hope you get a rope for Christmas
i have a pancake face so even if i'm low BF i have to rock some type of beard or mustache
>Addicted to painkillers>Eating disordered, chooses to be alone on Christmas Eve so I can eat and throw up repeatedly and scroll r9k>Quite literally a whore but at least no longer burdening my family financially Things will get better once I get out of my own way
>>83477092Either my laziness or cowardice
>>83477092fatif i fix it, id have a good chance
>>83477211For what, to lynch chuds with? That'd be baste.
>>83477249Want a boyfriend that's pretty much what I look for in a girl
>>83477092br0ke + lazy
Probably just that I'm weak-willed and lazy. I can't be much help or much trouble to anyone because I'm just too fixated on my own comfort and dwelling in my own little bubble. I go with the flow too easily and tend to be easily cowed by stronger personalities.
>>83477092Being mentally ill and passive and unattractive.
>>83477151>fat trannysounds pretty cute
>>83477249>tfw no drug addict whore vomit gfI need you
>>83477092There's a constant rage in my chest that gets out sometimes, it makes me feel like I'm losing control when it starts to come out, I start to cry, and sometimes details about what happened are recounted to me which I do not remember.I am not well.
>>83477354>>83477281if one of you buy me more ice cream ill consider
>>83477092alcoholism, and even worse than that I am passive. I know exactly what I need to do to improve my life and I still fail to pull the trigger. I am in a miserable relationship because I am too passive to take charge and even when I do she just grinds me back down.
>>83477092I am plagued by shame and regret from past failures. These failures still haunt me today in the form of abandonment, isolation, ostracization, social anxiety, and a marked ineptitude for establishing and maintaining interpersonal relationships.Also, I guess, I'm black.
>>83477527>Also, I guess, I'm black.My condolences anon.
>>83477092avoidant and self sabotage and then I complain about these things I do to myself
>>83477450Those are both me but I've got no money so all I can offer is my charming personality and acceptance of your career choice
>>83477092>black>small penis>ugly as shit>niglet>autistic>suck at sports
>>83477315I wish, but I'm just a weird looking male.
>>83477092lazyness
>hates people due to bad past experiences where set up, but can't stop being sus of everyone or else may get fucked over again>lazy, none of my efforts were rewarded and doors slammed in my face due to sabotage>hates men, but mostly because wish I had those privileges >fat>liar if I think it'll protect me
>>83478661How fat are you you fat little liar you
Everything because its all derivative of my ethos of being alone
>>83478675BMI 32 sadly
>>83478759Damn girl that's pretty big. You ever try losing weight? I know it's hard as fuck.
>>83478770I've been working out regularly for a year but just get more hungry when I exercise, I lost it easily before when I moved out from family, so it's mostly just change in environment. Hopefully can move out soon with bf.
>>83477092I am an actual coward.Unable to confront anyoneI refuse to do anything that pushes my boundaries or comfort limitCan't make decisions on my ownWould probably freeze and hide like this guy in a stressful situationhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rf7KwQFI9zo
>>83477092I don't know how fake feel so I gotta keep it real
I need from you as a mentally ill. I chain smoke. You can only make me stop doing certain things like cigarettes I have to be away from people. I am schizoaffective surgeries done or whatever, I feed off your supplies, your very life supply, for cash, favors, for long, not like a swanky resort owner investing making you a dine in dime, but like I am some type of narcissist addict looking to feel better with beer and weed and sex, making my girlfriend disappear because shes dumb, friends jealous and irate, for reasons that make sense and can be explained rationally. I also get money taken and am always brokeish. I might as well be ball and chained by prozac and booze I need to not kill myself for example. I hate the money even like this. Everything I want out of reach once again, rejuvenate.
>>83478947that's the worst thing?
>>83477092small penis. like 5 inches. and dont tell me thats average size. average doesnt count for shit nowadays. if you werent born with a huge dick you simply are not allowed to have a sex life, but be forced to continue living anywau
Im a nigger, and im violent and irrational
>>83477092probably the fact i have a big fat pussy
>>83477092I am trapped in the belief in my own weakness
>>83477092My entire life feels as if I am just emulating everyone around me to appear human. I am an empty shell of a person, I have no goals, no ambitions, no real purpose, I am completely apathetic. I have always been this way, when other kids would talk of becoming astronauts or surgeons, rockstars and celebrity actors, all I ever wanted was to work in some biennial job with enough simply to sustain myself. I'm not creative, I'm not intelligent, I'm certainly not attractive. All I really care about is myself, and myself is nothing. I live in a permanent dream state, waking up will kill me.
>>83477092I have no motivation, nothing about getting my life together appeals to me. I can't say no so my family constantly robs me and puts more pressure on me despite not being there for me.I have no hope for the future. Love does not exist. And even if I did everything I could, I would only be surviving. I should have died ages ago.
>>83477092My unconditional self love. It sounds like a nice thing to have on paper but when you think you're perfect just the way you are and accept yourself along with all of your shortcomings as simply being things that make you the person that you love so much, you never really feel a desire to improve or work on your faults.
i hate my ear more than everythingi dont have any against moly tho
>>83477092I'm a 21 year old virgin
