>>83477157
That's why I just want an egf. All the benefits of a relationship but I can jack off in peace instead of having to fuck.

>>83477165
why not try grok or something
seems like a better version of an egf to me

idk. i do know i want at least 2 BJs a week though

>>83477175
I don't like talking to LLMs. None of them feel right. I like bpd girls and AI just can't replicate that at all. They're not messy enough, not enough drama. I don't know. It just doesn't do it for me.

>>83477157
of course sex feels shit if you do it with a piss random girl. Unless youre a sensory chad who lives in reality / not inside your head 24/7 anyway.
I bet for most ppl on this board emotional connection matters more

>>83477177
ok ill concede bjs do feel good

>>83477191
>I bet for most ppl on this board emotional connection matters more
>expecting "emotional connection" with a female
kek

>>83477157
>sex doesnt feel much different from jerking off
Are you cut?

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>>83477157
let me explan it for you, from my own perspective.
I'm 35 years old. I'm a virgin.
The way I see it is, everyone else around you exists because someone had sex.
Everyone else around you or "normal" people, have sex a lot, and healthy and constantly, usually once or twice a week. Its very healthy for mental health.
But most of all, having sex means other human beings are validating your existence. Others deem you worthy of the experience.
So you sold yours at 18, didnt think it was all that, and now have the opinion that its pointless to be worried about it?
Well, my opinion is just different.
In all my time I've existed wherever I was, no one wanted to be with me. I tried dating apps, talking to people. Nothing happened for me.
Its just like I said. You kind of feel invalid as a human if you don't experience what everyone does all the time.

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>>83477191
>live in reality

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>>83477157

>why do people unironically jump through all sorts of hoops just for crumbs of pussy

It's because they're NPC hylics that only know materialism and hedonism, anon. Also, sex can be nice if there is a component of love which is a higher ideal than carnality.

>>83477294
those two things are barely even commensurate lol

>>83477294
I'm an N and I have aphantasia and an internal monologue, you are assuming these things are all connected but they aren't.

Bud sex feels 500x better than jerking off. You probably fucked a girl with a carved out pussy or youre coping with not being able to get pussy easily.

Plus, BJs. Bjs are fucking amazing. A girl decides to put your cock in her mouth and suck it. Is there a greater pleasure in life?

Maybe youre not coping but for me, sex feels way better than jerking off.

But orgasms from fapping are way better than sex orgasms for me. Sex orgasms kind of hurt.

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>>83477338

>because I don't perfectly show ALL the signs of being an NPC, the signs are wrong and not connected.

t. sample size of 1

>>83477157
If you use a condom, have no connection with them, don't have a relationship with them or feel nothing for them will feel flat. Subconsciously you're reminded of the fact that this is all an act and that she doesn't want to fuck you. She tries so hard to fake a smile, to act like she's into you and to warm up and make you feel comfortable but you're the 20th client this week or month. Some of them don't even try, they just have an entitled attitude of hurry up and cum

>>83477294
>>83477338
im probably the biggest npc hylic there is
but im still not a slave to pussy
>>83477338
>>83477380
also mbti is bs pseudoscience hr women believe in

>>83477157
Did you wear a condom? Sex with condom is shit compared to jerking off and jerking off is shit compared to raw pussy.

just my personal experience.

>>83477442
obviously, its a hooker
but one time i got a raw bj and that felt really good
too expensive though, waste of money
also she was ugly
>>83477383
yeah dude i nutted early once and she jewed me
fuck hookers

>>83477380
Okay show any evidence of connection between them.

>>83477460
so if there is no genuine connection on either end, if you're not actually attracted to each other and you came early, there was just a few seconds of blowjob and a few strokes before it was over then there is why you felt let down. Imagine if all you ate your whole life was bland flavorless oatmeal or rice. You'd be wondering why people talk about steaks, bacon, and baked potatoes like they're wonderful and amazing, worth investing time into. You'd genuinely be unable to conceive and fathom why someone would go through all the trouble to cook a steak, but when you have a steak done just right and done the way you like it it will literally change your life. Or maybe you just don't give a fuck about sex. Which isn't wrong

>>83477238
>The way I see it is, everyone else around you exists because someone had sex.
It's almost an absurd observation to permavirgins like us. Existence is only possible because of sex, yet I will likely never experience that process.

>>83477157
If you are decent at getting yourself off, sex with someone who didn't learn what you are into just feels severely worse. It's honestly just an ego thing.

That's why relationships are great. You learn what they are into. They learn what ur into. Plus, cuddling is honestly better than sex imo.

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>it's another "I lost my virginity to a prostitute and am now a sex expert trust me guys sex isn't good" thread

>>83477509
sound explanation
but i dont hope to care about sex in the future either desu
glad i got it out of the way early so i dont have delusions about women actually caring about me for me, or something absurd like that
im not really a "provider", so im content without sex

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>>83477486

That was the original pic-related. If what you're really asking for is evidence of spirituality, then look no further than the CIA. They take psychic phenomena seriously Psychic phenomena implies the presence of a spirit which communicates with the ether to make the psychic phenomena possible in the first place.

I did something similar OP, i'm also a schizophrenic.

With my mind ill never actually relate to a girl, and I dont feel like learning to game on a girl if even possible for me. A life time of solitude.

you're supposed to love the other person, retard. most people don't even have that much sex, only incels worry so much about it

>>83477901
>woman
>love
you have to be 18 to post on this board
>>83477879
based brother

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Id be too ashamed to pay for sex personally

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>>83477238
>I don't exist unless im having sex

>>83477974
You don't exist unless god's mind is having sex with wisdom

>>83477238
Could be worse. Imagine being trapped in a sexless marriage. Lying in bed, so close to a soft, warm pussy but if you fuck it you might get accused of rape, getting your life ruined. Low libido woman are a thing.

>>83477349
>sex orgasms hurt
Have you tried sex on weed? It relaxes all kinds of muscles and makes orgasms much more pleasant and longer lasting.

the sensation on the penis isnt really that great but for me sex is amazing bc you can run your hands over your woman and you can thrust into her and hear her moan and whimper and cry out 'i love u' as she cums

>pay for the worst possible version of sex from a disinterested party
>it sucks

>>83478242
i doubt you've had sex faggot
only virgins hold sex in such high regard

>>83477157
felt the same. wondered if i was a different species or there was something wrong with my brain after seeing all these normgroids act like fucking apes or horny dogs over this shit. idk, its better with someone you like but then after that again its better with someone you dont know because you can blow up your ego pretending you're that skilled or whatever, or its the looks you're able to pull placing you somewhere, or notches on the bedpost. but its just an ego boost. the act itself is eh, especially with matress women. prostitutes in particular, some of them are really good at what they do and you might dead ass think she actually gives a shit until times up and shes gone. one of them fuckn drained my account in one night because i was drunk an lonely and kept paying hours before doing full price for the night anyway, i was weak as fuckn shit but she was like what i needed that night.

think i'm halfway demented at this point because i keep quiet until i see something that sparks my brain and i go on this long stories with a barely coherent point.

>>83477157
Lucky you. I did the same thing and I haven't been able to stop craving and daydreaming about sex ever since. It has kind of ruined my productivity and free time. I spend several hours a day just laying in bed flashing back to it. It's been 3 years since I first had sex and my desire hasn't let up at all.

Personally I think sex is way better than masturbation, even when there is no attachment. Sex makes me very happy and calm for a whole month.

>>83477157
>sex doesnt feel much different from jerking off
yOU'RE DOING IT WRONG