its 3am, im a eurofag. all alone in my room listening to yung lean and staring at the ceiling. i periodically think of my singular ex and wonder if she also thinks about me or she just moved on. im finishing uni in 2 years and have no skills or plans for life, financial or otherwise. im expecting someone to magically appear in my room and become friends. its not that different from other nights now that i think about it. hows your christmas going?
>>83477163in 3 hours and twenty minutes i will open the gifts my mom got for me. all my family is somewhere else and i am alone. i don't celebrate christmas though.
>>83477163I went to church with my family. Now I am going to play video games.
Ameritard here. I made dinner for my family since no one was gonna do anything for Christmas eve.Corned beef roast, mashed potatoes, asparagus. I also bought them all presents despite us usually never doing that. Feeling pretty superior right now.I live how i live not because of how i was raised but in spite of it. Now im sitting alone in the kitchen drinking wine and listening to dead meadow.
>>83477163Alone and feeling like shit both physically and mentally, but it's good to be able to feel something, even if it is sadness and disappointment as, anhedonia is honestly more miserable than sadness.
>>83477163i'm in a surprisingly similar predicament as yourselfthing is i'm late on my studies and i have a fuckton of everything at uni tomorrowand it starts at 9 so there's no point in going to sleep nowalso i live in a orthodox country so no christmas for me until the 7th of january
Bought a couple 12 packs, a dab pen, rolling rock and miller high life for dad and I. The small presents if you can't get anything else. Prerolls. Meme brands we know. I also renewed games pass for Christmas eve, got a few bucks for games for once too, Resident Evil 4 is for sale on xbox, re4 5 and 6 are 14$ out the door, rec me one unde $35, thinking on hitting my cigarettes more, chilling by the wood fire stove right now, halo on deck
