Because I am in love with shekychan, and killing myself would elleminate the infinitely small chance of reconciliation

no gun, rope seems retarded

>>83477489
Hi, sweet boy.
Are you alright?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vdm04Pagnns
this guy sums it up well

>>83477489
I have a roof over my head, food, water, electricity, internet, and a healthy body. Once I don't have at least two of these things, I'll start considering. I am too big of a coward to take my own life, but once true hardship befalls me that I cannot amend, then maybe I'll finally become an hero. I want to die every day, but my life isn't too bad all in all

My mother is still alive, I can't do that to her, she's getting old though so won't be long. I'll care for her when she's too old to care for herself, then travel to some third world country, and OD on heroin.

>>83477489
Because it's scary, and food, fapping, long showers, and music keep me satiated for the time being.
https://open.spotify.com/track/45hNb2Uha7uFTSpTWVDGt4

Not sure if God is real, if he is I might be fucking myself out of an afterlife.

If I could kill myself? Would you be a bitch for not being able to do it? You'd start trying to kill people I'm related to. Are you going to stop being a bitch? I don't think so at this point you're a bitch. You're never going to stop being a bitch.

>>83477489
I want to see where the Epstein stuff leads to, probably nothing though, we could see a photo of obama, trump, bill Clinton fucking 1 year olds and no one will be arrested

>>83477586
Neither of us are bitches

>>83477489
Because the people who drove me to do it would have complete control of the narrative for the entirety of the two weeks that everyone larps like they cared before going back to normal, assuming they can't farm me for attention clout like Erika did Charlie. Also god would put me in hell for eternity for it afterward.

>>83477489
I'm a fomo homo

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I won't lie that it all hurts real bad sometimes, but I'm too deep into that foolish dream of mine to give up now. Again and again, getting stronger, better and capable of overcoming my developmental/psychiatric limitations, until that sacrosanct world is within sight.
Also, merikuri!

>>83477489
I'm weak, and deep down I still have hope

>>83477567
This is so real. Im Mad afraid of fucking Up eternal Life for myself

>>83477489
Mom would be sad.
>wanting sad mom
Imagine wanting mom to be sad.

I can feel pain, thats the only reason i havent sliced open my carotid to die in a minute from your brain having no blood to it

Failed twice so i gave up
Something wants me to suffer

>>83477515
>I have faith and hope that someday I will be in a relationship with a famous woman
based

i don't wanna die a virgin

>>83477489
>so why havent you killed yourself yet?
to get back at you

>>83477567
>>83477798
you niggas are retarded frfr

you know it's fucked up when even the LGBT think women are garbage

Y IOGKM N THN

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>>83477489
I'm Cioran pilled. I also wouldn't want to hurt my family even though they really piss me off often.

im a coward