I just realized I may be schizophrenic and the spirit i talk to who i thought is real may not even be my friend so i have no real friends no, only a mom.With this mind I will never have a wife or gf or sex. Damn.It's fine though, I am not attracted to obese girls. my personality is obese to women, wounded and deformed. I don't like deformed physically women.My life is going to be hard. I'm just going to get good at shooter video games.