I don't think I would be able to survive in a relationship at this point. After a very extended long distance one that essentially failed right at the finish line of fully relocating I find it really difficult to enjoy anything other than isolation. Engaging with other people outside of work discussion feels smothering and uncomfortable and I'm pretty sure I would wind up despising having to change any aspect of my life at all since I previously was the one putting in the majority of the effort to actually follow through previously. Even if my taste in people wasn't strange and specific, I would be grappling with my own disinterest and inflexibility.
>>83478000I keep on destroying my friendships and it's gotten to the point where having a real life conversation with anybody makes me want to throw up. Isolation is really peaceful. I feel you anon
Wanna call me and talk about this?
