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I don't really like the open-ended question threads. No one talks to each other (unless they add some bait in there) or seems to read others' posts, so I assume it's merely for the feds' sake. That or for the sake of that one janny always watching your posts because they are secretly in love with (you).
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>>83478061
Well anyways, I'm going to jerk off now.
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>>83478128
I'm sorry for failing as a thread maker.
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>>83478061
I make threads like that but I try to engage all the early posters and start conversations
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>>83478061
Jannies make all the threads here
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>>83478138
Eh?? Did you want me to jerk off here?
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>>83478138
I'm only posting in this thread because I feel sorry for you OP. That and I know what it's like to make a GOD AWFUL DUMB RETARDED STUPID IDIOT DUMB DUMB POOP thread like you have here today hehe.
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>>83478146
Even all the fetish spam and stupid "why haven't you X" threads? Kill them all.
>>83478143
Send us an archived/active one pretty please.
>>83478164
It may be better to not stick around before I avatarfag too much.
>>83478154
No. You could put it back in your pants and do nothing, though. Go enjoy Christmas.
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>>83478061
I've rarely had interesting conversations over the years. The longest ones are usually just rage bait garbage debating. Even when I try and be good faith the back and forth is pointless. If it's not some gay ass debate then it's maybe 2 or 3 replies back and forth with anons about some bullshit I only care about in the moment. I don't expect much of this place and I don't need to anymore it's just the only board I can call home.
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>>83478210
>Send us an archived/active one pretty please.
I was going to get one out of the archive but then I realized I am instantly recognizable and now I think I'll never make a thread again. Years and years and years ago. More than a decade ago. Kill me. I used to make threads asking anons to tell me a single story from their life. Those were very open ended but usually we got some nice discussions going. And if no one discussed, I'd still reply to everyone and try to ask questions or leave some thoughtful commentary. I only make threads when I want to talk to a bunch of people about whatever. Otherwise I just reply in other threads, like I'm doing now. I don't really get why people make a thread and then abandon it.
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>>83478210
Request denied. CUM TIME
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Alright, I thought I did but I don't think I have it in me to really commit to another thread, honestly I'm pretty depressed after spending some time with family for Christmas (it was nice though). I'm punished by having to listen to all my neighbors celebrating late into the night now too. Did anyone on this board have a good Christmas? Is that even possible for /r9k/?
>>83478265
How famous are you, really? It's not like I know/pay attention to any infamous people here anyway so I probably won't know.
>>83478238
>it's just the only board I can call home
Me too. I only keep coming back throughout the years because I made fun conversational threads in the past somehow.
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>>83478365
>How famous are you, really?
I'm not but if someone recognized me from an old thread I would die. It's all in my head, no one cares about me or remembers me.
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>>83478378
wouldnt hurt to drop one im curious now too. no one cares
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>>83478365
>Did anyone on this board have a good Christmas? Is that even possible for /r9k/?
Surprisingly yeah. Was Christmas Eve for me today we just celebrate both. Usually I just eat my food with family and go back to my room but I stayed around them and had some fun conversation. I don't like doing that but I know it makes my mom happy having me around and talking.

>Me too. I only keep coming back throughout the years because I made fun conversational threads in the past somehow.
Same pretty much. I can only relate with this boards userbase even if it's so normie infested.
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>>83478378
That's a shame, you made me kinda curious as to what was in them.
>>83478404
>I can only relate with this boards userbase even if it's so normie infested.
Why do you feel that is? Honestly even though I rarely enter a single thread for more than a cursory glance at the ragebait replies, I'm still here every day for a while every now and then. It's pretty annoying. I don't like any of what I see and if anything make that "ick" disgusted face all day long at how crass so many people get. Glad to hear you had a nice Christmas (eve)!
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>>83478517
>Why do you feel that is?
Well for me I guess the no friends or gf NEET's. I don't claim to be an oldfag so I really don't know what this place was like in it's early days. Anons say it was always an incel board and others claim it only evolved into that over the years. I just like talking to loser NEET's like me and I find them here so I stuck with this place. I'm past the point of caring about no gf or friends. I've come to realize all I care about is my free time and if I can spend it having fun even if it's just escapisms.
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>>83478599
How old are you if I may ask? I have a feeling that if my relationships (romantic or not) keep going wrong and I hit like, 25~28 without having anything longterm then I'll just give up. I don't really want to, but it might just be the reality for me; people only say they want someone obsessive to fall for them before realizing it's genuinely annoying and a waste of time. Ever had any luck (even if temporary)?
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>>83478392
>you made me kinda curious as to what was in them
I went back and read them and it was so cringe but I miss it. I can't link them because it actually does completely ID me and there are some people who might still be around that I don't want to run into again. I built a little community here on r9k how weird is that?
>people only say they want someone obsessive to fall for them before realizing it's genuinely annoying and a waste of time
I known a lot of people on both ends of that. It's harder to date when you're like that, but there are people who enjoy it. I love that stuff but I'm a guy. I've known girls who love it too though. Keep your hope up anon.
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>>83478639
I'm 24. Honestly a board like this seems like it would only attract teenagers, early 20's or, oldfags that gave up long ago.

> I have a feeling that if my relationships (romantic or not) keep going wrong and I hit like, 25~28 without having anything longterm then I'll just give up.
I wont tell you to give up but I think it is just about perception and what you are willing to sacrifice. I simply value being a NEET loner more. People and life are too complicated for me therefore I can't accept friends and a gf to just fall into my lap without an extreme amount of effort I am not willing to sacrifice. It's not like it doesn't suck but I think it's fair for someone with my mindset.

> Ever had any luck (even if temporary)?
Back in highschool when I was a sophomore kinda. Friend was a wingman for me but the relationship lasted like 4 months. She needed too much attention which was probably my first real blackpill about women. Another time when I was a senior (sat alone at lunch in highschool all 4 years) group of 3 freshmen tried to sit with me for a few days and a girl showed interest in me but I just ignored cause at the time I was super depressed and thought I'd kill myself after graduating. They eventually stopped talking to me.
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>>83478663
Creating a community sounds kinda weird, unless you had a general going on. I went to /mbti/ the other day so I sure hope it wasn't like that. Completely esoteric and annoying...
>I known a lot of people on both ends of that
Now that I think about it I've never seen a woman ask for an obsessive man. Probably because men usually aren't really cute enough to where you can excuse that sort of behavior, I guess. In any case though, I've come to assume any man asking for an obsessive gf is chronically boring therefore wants something/someone interesting to just fall into their laps without any effort.
>>83478734
With all that talk of preferring to be alone, do you have schizoid personality disorder, by any chance?
>which was probably my first real blackpill about women
That being...?
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>>83478760
>Creating a community sounds kinda weird
It wasn't on purpose. I basically did make a general, though the thread starter always asked for stories about the topic, but things were kind of different back then. Everyone posting there posted elsewhere on the board so we'd run into each other a lot. Even if they weren't trips some of them were pretty recognizable. I think it was probably annoying to outsiders but we had a little friend group going so it was comfy.
>I've never seen a woman ask for an obsessive man
I've known two women who wanted an obsessive man, but they were very obsessive themselves. When guys want that, it's usually insecurity that drives them. Personally I like it because it makes me feel useful, so I probably fall under the chronically boring label.
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>>83478760
>do you have schizoid personality disorder
Maybe? I don't like treating psychology stuff that seriously but I do share the symptoms for it. Isolation and free time just feel more important to me than other people even if it sometimes hurts.

>That being...?
>That women need a lot of attention.
>They want to do things I mostly don't want to do.
>I need someone mostly like me and that is not compatible with most women

I'm just a simple guy I guess. If something is too hard or requires to much effort I don't really think about it. All that matters to me is that I can NEET for now and have my free time.
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>>83478818
>I've known two women who wanted an obsessive man, but they were very obsessive themselves
Eh... that reminds me of all the people who say that they want someone who has nothing in their life except for their partner, and want the partner to do the same but... even as an obsessive person myself that sounds so mind-numbingly tedious I can't even start to think about it for a second. You would so, so quickly run out of things to do if you literally only want to do things with that other person? I can imagine a week tops of that being fun. How would you even find out about new things or whatever?
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>>83478061
>No one talks to each other
because when you try they never respond and only want to chat with op
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>>83478891
They were very extreme. They wanted a complete ownership thing. I don't think it was particularly healthy, but it was what they needed due to their issues. I don't mind having a partner be the only person in my life, other than family of course, but I need a lot of time alone so it's not as bad. I mean, I'm currently the only person in my life and I still find new things to do fairly regularly.
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>>83478599
There's no point caring in the first place especially when you're born unlovable like me
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>>83478061
>The sake of that one janny always watching your posts because they are secretly in love with you

Doubt that's the case
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I just had an insane sleep-apnea induced dream. It was like two respective elsagate videos were happening at the same time and a camera panned between them. One was a row of 5 recognizable mascots like Mickey Mouse and the Grinch, and they all slapped the next character in line's butt after a long-winded conversation... and the other row was a bunch of shadow creatures and me... but they were all just trying to tickle me, I think? They were actively chasing me yet without moving. There was a lot of tickling in this dream, including it cutting to me trying to leave some kind of club but everyone touched me in weird spots and made my real body feel tingly/uncomfortable... This was some scary stuff, honestly. Sleep apnea is no joke thankfully I don't experience it often.
>>83479776
Okay maybe not with you, but I highly doubt that hasn't happened at least once. And no one ever knew. It's even more plausible with girls who've posted pictures of themselves around.
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>>83478061
well well well...
merry christmas ryubence anon
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>>83479903
Hello robot nurse anon, I guess leaving with one thread wasn't enough. We're all stuck here forever, as they say... hopefully you had happy celebrations and stuffs.
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>>83480622
It never is enough, son. We prideful are bound to cling onto the thinnest thread of hope if that means that whatever we did might be remembered. Our mortality is engraved in every step we take.
I knew you would continue clinging onto this identity, if only because you already clinged onto that first thread for as long as you could. I was just wondering when I would see you again.

If anything, your original question deals with the basics of impermanence (yet again, every meta question does really). The reason no one talks to each other or why bait is so prominent on this site is both because there is no memory of anything. There's no continuity, no idea, no backing or history to support whatever message is left by the poster. It is an image of a loaf, it has all the right visual cues and shape, but none of the smell of freshly baked bread, none of the substance, none of the nourishment. It simply becomes something not worth interacting with in the long run. Newfags will enthusiastically debate and make good posts, but they will inevitably be stomped again and again by the marching hands of the clock. What does that leave you with? A tired, burnt out culture of temporary spotlights where no one deserves an audience. The shackles of liberation are the strongest, only because they cannot see them.

And, abstracting even further, it's a reflection of the fundamental indifference of the world. When no one cares to make things "right", it's on us to mold the systems we use and develop towards our own ideals.
And when we don't, when we leave the systems we build to sort themselves out, they just fall back to the the laws of the universe, that is, the path of least resistance. You cannot make an engine and expect it not to increase entropy.

Oh well. Perhaps this is a bit too heavy for a day like this, but I just looove ranting about dumb stuff I've been thinking about for ages. Christmas has been fine, thank you for asking. I hope you have a nice day too :>
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Good morning and merry Christmas. Time to jerk off again
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>>83480794
Thankfully or not it didn't take long. Though I wanted, I myself doubted I would simply be able to go away for a while just from closing the tab. I don't even like /r9k/ but it's the only place on 4chan where you can have talks like what happened last thread. This is a bit meta, but all forms of 4chan spam (i.e. bait) are mainly used for telling lurkers to think and what to say, with disregard for all actual posters, as the lurkers become drones to spout whatever message they'd like in real life. If you go on /v/, you'll notice that the term "uncslop" is being spammed right this moment, on every thread about a beloved game from the last decade and beyond. Even outside the leaf clover website, haven't you noticed just how many memes over the years were just someone's fetish? Femboys, overweight women, footjobs, etc. It's all propaganda shaped as stupidity. Things like this are why the internet is dead. Something I find worse than propaganda machines is using the website solely for wanting attention though. And wanting attention itself isn't the problem, it's not putting any effort into your posts and expecting to be given it anyway. I'm talking about people like sems, if I had to name someone (and to not namedrop la creatura again).
I'm glaf your Christmas' been nice! We celebrated it on the eve, but it wasn't anything too special. Just showed up late then stuck around for 30 minutes or so. I did have a vague sense of fun but in the end it felt kind of meaningless.
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>>83481040
Summoning chickn. I am doing it. chickn arise. Arise, chickn. Chickn arise
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>>83481040
I think that your observations are right but your deductions are off. A common fallacy many people fall into when trying to explain strange or unusual trends is a sort of "intelligent design" of the collective unconscious. In fact, that very pattern of trying to explain things as more of what they are is proof that we simply just follow simple, observable, repeatable motions that come to form emergent complexity, much like the evolution analogy.

Things like fluoride in the water, covid vaccines or jewish owned media are all hyperbolic, intricate explanations to otherwise extremely conventional things purely for the sake of creating a narrative. This is normal, but that does not mean that it's good. That is to say, thinking that there is a deliberate unspoken notion of "acclimating" newfags into the sphere by perpetuating the same threads to engrave a culture into the site is... an overreach, if I may.

I've also noticed the semi-recent upsurge in sexual and fetish related media, but again, it's not deliberate propaganda by everyone, it's just a consequence of the medium. You see, algorithms work in a simple way. They detect localized trends, and then they externalize them. Those that fail to be externalized, say, an inside joke or a niche meme, remain dormant, unseen by you and I, and don't merge into the collective unconscious. But those that do breach that initial bubble do so because of one thing: dormancy.

Femboys, footjobs, armpits, thighs, they didn't just spawn out of nowhere. There was a latent population that already enjoyed those things, implicit or explicitly, and the global network just happened to ride their wave when they were present, reinforcing the loop. And guess what, it ties into identity yet again, because if people crave one thing in this life is recognition. It's validation. It's seeing that something deplorable like liking to dress with skirts and thighhighs as a man suddenly becoming mainstream, acceptable, and even desirable.
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Most threads have no answers worth replying to, but it'll always be better than inane blogposting from people that have no clue what this place is about.
It's not about yourself, if you want to make it about that just go open up a tumblr account.
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>>83481596
>people that have no clue what this place is about.
You don't get to decide what this place is or how it should be. It is.
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>>83481393
...my intellect has been shown up. Ahhh, I'm too disengaged now...!!!
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>>83481729
my fault... i'll go back to sleep
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>>83481596
Something I like are threads with a mix of people having conversation and blogposting. They're comfy if you're involved otherwise I imagine not many people put up with reading them at all, maybe aside from just skimming some posts. I usually just grab any good images myself.
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They are in love with me!, I know they are, they have to be, why would they answer me if not, they need to be, no one can be unloved, it is not normal, thats why I know they love me, some has had to, if they dont love me then no has loved me, and thats just not possible
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>>83478061
>I don't really like the open-ended question threads
oh... are you saying my threads are bad? oh okay... unless you mean the datamining stuff. in that case i agree.
also i had a feeling you'd be back. i hope your christmas wasn't too bad! i guess even if it was just a brief celebration is still better than spending it all alone. perhaps.
>>83481393
hello!!! merry christmas i hope you're having an okay day at least!
>>83481814
oh...
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>>83478061
I just have terrible conversational skills
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>>83481814
I didn't notice this post, sorry for making you feel despondent, robot nurse anon... Sleep well anyhoo.
>>83482126
I meant the datamining stuff, as (vaguely) evidenced by my OP. I don't think I've ever seen your threads though, only you posting in other peoples'. Like I said, I doubted myself even as I ended that thread, bumping others so that mine would die, that I would magically stop coming here. It's been a few years already... I doubt it will ever happen. This goes for all of 4chan instead of only /r9k/. Hope your celebrations were a lot more eventful than mine, since my dad and I just showed up late and spent about 30 minutes at an aunt's house before going home. It was fun but felt kinda hollow afterward.
>>83482139
Yeah, ugh, jeez. I can see that from your post. Ugh. just kidding
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>>83478061
>>83478138
That girl is oddly familiar. Did you perhaps claim you don't want to avatarfag in the recent past?
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>>83482229
...It's not what it looks like.
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>>83482246
I see. Have you picked the drawing back up? If not then it's fine.
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>>83482180
>I meant the datamining stuff
ah yeah that is always a bit sketchy . and mostly done just to demoralise people i think. you can come and say hi if you see my threads! usually theyre nice. i ask questions n ask you how you are. and i say hi. sometimes i make cringy depressing threads when i fele like dying too and you're allowed to call me cringe and stupid when i do.
>that I would magically stop coming here.
remember, you're here forever... i like hating on this wbesite but i genuinely think that its only palce where ill ever feel like i belong at least a little bit. and sometimes theres really really nice anoons that i otherwise would've never met if not for this place. so its not all bad!
>more eventful
they were a bit too eventful. i had to go to a family gathering and there were a lot of people... though i mostly just talked with 1 person. and i drank a lot of mine for my standards too so it made everything bearable.
>felt kinda hollow
i think thats normal, after we do something fun everything that comes after feels boring and pointless! and then maybe i go even on tangents on stuff why does it matter that i did fun stuff if i just keep feeling bad after?? how fun. okay sorry ill stop typing now. i need to drink water.
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>>83482263
Do you mean the drawing an anon told me to make to represent how I viewed someone? No, I haven't really done anything since that. I think the thread died only a day ago so it's too early.
>>83482280
>i genuinely think that its only palce where ill ever feel like i belong at least a little bit.
Sadly, this seems to be the case for far more people than we think.
Your Christmas sounded great! Just get those silly thoughts out of your head already hu tao anon, they're for myself to have...
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>>83482384
>Sadly, this seems to be the case
that just means more frens to talk with! i suppose... it would be better if everyone could just be happy without having to use this place but its better than just being all alone no?
>get those silly thoughts out of your head
i am trying! its difficult. but wine does help. dont drink too much though anon its bad for you.
>they're for myself to have
naw you dont deserve them either! no one gets these thoughts they will forever float outside of everyone's heads! take care of your brain too even if its evil soemtimes
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>>83482126
hiii helloo merry christmas (again)

I'm having a great day honestly, not that different from usual since my family mostly relegates the festivity to meals and not the entire day. We usually just do our own things on downtime. Why ask though, how's your day doing?

>>83482180
Don't worry, it was an acknowledgement after all. Also, sleep is for the weak, I would never do such a thing...
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>>83482475
I guess I'd rather speak to 100 completely anonymous strangers than to have 10 failed relationships in a row. For some reason sometimes it feels hard to actually open up or put the effort to even have much of a conversation with people in less anonymous spaces. Truly, this is an outlet if anything.
>take care of your brain too even if its evil soemtimes
I'm trying really hard... really, really hard.
>>83482575
>I would never do such a thing
Then what were you doing?
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>>83482575
hi greetings! its nice to see you anon! im glad you're having a great day!
>not the entire day
are you saying meals dont last an entire day here? lucky... i suppose it helps with not getting burned out desu.
>Why ask though
i just wanted to talk with you! my day was okay overall. tiring, but i had some okay conversations and jolly times. a friend gifted me a fumo and its really cute heheh. plus i got to drink some really nice wine. overall a nice christmas
>>83482626
>speak to 100 completely anonymous strangers than to have 10 failed relationships
perhaps me too. especially if the random 100 anons are nice. its hard to be honest and openn yeah, especially if your face is in it lets say. its a lot easier when you know no matter what you say theres' no real consequences. still hmmm, you're back here with your avatar... so there must be something you want others to remember you by. or maybe you just want to talk with the same anons?
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>>83482879
Aha... I'd say both, probably; I don't know. I suppose I was merely trying to have a nice talk with you bunch again, and I still had all those pictures of Ryubence downloaded so why not. Would you say you have a few or at least one close friend, though? I do and opening up or putting as much effort into typing what I do here for them is kinda hard. I assume it's all about what I'm used to doing, but that's lead to me being evil to them a good few times, as well. :/
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>>83482925
hello Ryubence anon. i just wanted to say that i read your previous thread and was 100% convinced that you were a friend of mine who was going through the exact same situation you were describing, so i dm'd her leading to one of the most awkward interactions of my lifetime when she told me she had no clue wtf i was talking about. there's no greater point i wanted to make with this, just thought it was funny.
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>>83482997
That *is* pretty funny... I feel sorry for her though. Thanks for telling this story and I hope she gets better soon.
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>>83479813
Cool so you're saying Maria stalking me
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>>83482626
Drawing, of course. I was working on some pieces from yesterday and a new one for today, and also drew >>83482575 to have a christmas pic to go along with :p

>>83482879
They used to, but fortunately my family has started realizing that eating 30kg of food in one sitting and having to clean up after is more trouble than it's worth, so we've been receding on that custom over the years.
I'm really glad your day was good today, christmas can really be a hit or miss for many people. What's the fumo of by the way? Is it... hu tao?
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>>83483109
Oh I didn't even realize, the style was so different I thought it was from some random artist's Twitter, lol. Some super cute as usual.
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>>83483137
perhaps the random twitter artists were the friends we made along the way...
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>>83482925
>so why not
hm hm... well im glad you enjoyed talking with the anons here. the more good posters we can get the better it is, and the sooner this board is going to turn in a better place for everyone!
>a few or at least one close friend,
i'd say i have 2. ive known one for all my life, and the other is someone i can be really open about my problems with and understands me. i do understand your struggles in opening up to them anone, i dont think the fear or rejection and judgement ever goes completely away, even with the closest friends. its hard! but you can get over the fear and do it anyway, you'll see things wont be bad, and eventually your brain will put the dots together and make talking about your feelings easier.
>lead to me being evil to them
i think if you explain to them your issues like you did with us on your last thread they'd understand, and it would make everything easier for you too. better than staying silent or hoping they'll get it eventually.
>>83483109
>we've been receding on that
ah yes, its a good realization to have i think. do you miss those kind of days though? i think i dont dislike them much. at least it keeps me busy with something so that i cant be depressed. most of the time at least!
>What's the fumo of
its of nijika from bocchi the rock! and its a real fumo too! woah! i never had a real one. just a few from amazon. sadly no hu tao fumo exists, they havent turned her into a marketable plushie. yet... did you get anything nice?
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well im going to jerk off and there's nothing you can do to stop me. go call the fapping police you big fat jerk
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Hm, I guess a way to stop scrolling on 4chan is to simply keep only the threads I'm invested in open. The catalog is like mainstream news in the way where if you don't look at them, nothing really changes... that's something I should keep in mind. I'm not actively trying to stop using the website just yet, but I mean I'll have to eventually, as I'd assume with everyone else.
>>83483421
We don't care!!!
>>83483163
The anons we met along the way is more important imo.
>>83483197
I actually already have told them about things like my mental illness it since we're pretty close. I think they understand. It's no excuse though. I'm glad you have a few people you can rely on. I won't pretend I know literally anything about them but if they've stuck around through your lows and supported you then don't let them go! Talk to them a lot!! Now!!!

Anybody got any gifts this Christmas? I didn't sadly...
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>>83483421
*Flash bang and fap swap busts in ur mouth*
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>>83483197
Not really, no. It was from the time where I was an infant so I don't really recall anything from that time period if at all, only a vague idea.
Still, when it comes to family I seldom miss anything. Without going into unnecessary detail, I've made a lot of progress to try and better my relationship with everyone in my family and the relationships they have with each other and the lives they lead, so right now it's actually the best it's ever been.

>nijika from bocchi the rock
That's so neat... I've always wanted a fumo as well but I've never really had any weeb stuff at all so it feels weird to casually drop like 200 on a plush all of the sudden, but maybe some day...

>they havent turned her into a marketable plushie
They have, though... kind of? It's the doll from her quest, not really her, but idk. This late into the production cycle they'll probably never make one at this point, though seeing as how natlan was such a massive flop they might just go back to milk her one last time... Though it seems like columbina will be the next icon for now so maybe they'll just make merch of her now.

> did you get anything nice?
I never ask for gifts, and this christmas I finally got exactly what I wanted: nothing at all. So yes I did :>
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Nobody likes my specific interests, so I have to be vague enough to gather some sort of attention.
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>>83483421
Also what's going on with these retarded noquote posts lately? Are they ai generated or something? Does it have to do with the new captcha?

I just genuinely cannot fathom a human person capable of investing the time in such a worthless display of nothingness.

>>83483524
What are friends but anons we call one, really.

>>83483606
SEE???? It's just so... meaningless.
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>>83483613
>Also what's going on with these retarded noquote posts lately?
Lol, it's probably shitposting for the sake of it. To think someone does it because they actually believe they're contributing would be concerning for that person to say the least.
>What are friends but anons we call one
What about real life ones? What a dilemma... actually, no, I guess you just switch "anon" to stranger, eh.
>>83483606
Okay well... what's the sort of thing you're into? At least getting it out there might be cool enough.
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>>83483524
>It's no excuse though
well yeah that's also true. its more of a reason to not feel as bad, since they know you dont do it on purpose and they dont get hurt. or at least not as much as they'd get hurt if they thought you were just being mean for no reason.
>don't let them go!
i know! i wont do it! sometimes i do get the thought of just disappearing completely though. and start over. like that would help anyway. but yeah! i talk to them!! but i also like talking with new people too. i kind of have a need for it. to further understand more things, have more views about stuff, i must talk with different people! otherwise if my mind will close entirely and i dont want that
>gifts
i got a cute fumo and a few games on steam. i kind of feel guilty whenever i get a gift but i appreciate them a lot too. mostly the thought that someone cares enough to give me something makes me happy
>>83483586
>the best it's ever been
humu, i see. family is kind of a gamble after all. but tis nice you're managing to make things better! that takes effort too. i mostly feel embarrassed whenever im around family. if i lived alone im not sure i'd ever visit anyone.
>casually drop like 200 on a plush
well yeah thats true. the friend who gifted me this got it from amiami for a really cheap price, perhaps because its also not a tohou character (or not an actual fumo lol) so it's not as expensive or requested i think. still you can get one of those cheaper fumos first, there isnt a lot of difference from real ones anyway. which fumo would you like to get?
>the doll from her quest
oh, you're right! i forgot about that. they're also selling that exact doll so she literally turned into a marketable plushie... poor tao. (i'd still buy it though) i also really like bina! i've been wanting her since she was revealed years ago... but im not a fan of how moe they made her desu. my headcanon was better
>nothing at all
aw. well i get it. is it because you feel guilty for receiving stuff?
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I'd probably talk in those if people weren't butt-fucking annoying half the time
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Uh... I know it doesn't matter to say this or not but I'm going to leave for a bit, I'm actually going to see a Christmas-related play tonight. I love theater so I hope it's fun even though I don't really care about religion (it's a play about baby Jesus). I'd reckon it's better than having stayed home all day during Christmas. See you anons!
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>>83483729
>Okay well... what's the sort of thing you're into?
I am into invented languages.
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>>83483810
NTA but sounds cool desu
Are you interested in making them yourself or like learning others?
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>>83484026
Both, but I can't make one by myself. I lack the internal motivation, probably because I have A.D.H.D.
Mi lernas Esperanto. Ji mi xwexi Globasa.
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>>83483790
plays are really cool! wish there were more theatres here. have fun anon! and happy new year in case i dont see you before then.
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Apologies for the late reply, I'm just so tired...

>if i lived alone im not sure i'd ever visit anyone.
You never know, honestly. Even with the people I really don't get along with in my family, I still at least try to keep harmony with them, at least until I'm absolutely certain I can dispose of them. You never know...

>which fumo would you like to get?
Probably yukari -> reimoo -> marisa

>is it because you feel guilty for receiving stuff?
Not at all, I'm not like you in this aspect. It's more a question of relative value, I usually derive little to no pleasure from the sheer act of consuming or acquiring new "stuff", and so I specifically ask others to keep their money so that hey can spend it on themselves instead. I simply don't need or want it.

Also, I'll be going to sleep soon, so goodnight anons -.-
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>>83483197
Your post made me want to self-harm by the way. But it's not your fault.
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>>83484518
why would you feel the need to mention this anyways?
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>>83484518
Kill yourself you retarded faggot you are so insufferable
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>>83484550
Le vibe of the board o algo
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Back. The place, cast's clothing and stuff was super pretty but there were NO seats. And the play was long. Too long... ohh my tender legs~
>>83484228
They're all around where I live, it's kind of cool because they're usually historical buildings and therefore stick out in a good way. I hope your new year's goes well, hu taonon!
>>83483810
That's actually pretty sick! Whenever I worldbuild I always try making a new language to go along with it. The farthest away from generic alphabet replacement I've gone was creating one based off Korean with unique grammar and characters, as well as completely original words. I could probably find notes written in it lying about somewhere in my room, but I'd have no idea what any of it meant anymore really. Is that the only thing you're into? Surely not... lest?
>>83484311
Sleep well nurse robot fella.
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>>83484518
Idk, maybe just do it already at this point if you felt compelled enough to post about it
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>>83478061
/\?$/boards:r9k;op:only
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>>83485692
>I could probably find notes written in it lying about somewhere in my room
I know it's here somewhere but for now I could not find them. I figure this thread is going to die before I wake up tomorrow so, too bad. Was a fun enough one!
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>>83478138
So here is the issue. The "open ended question" threads or other datamining-like threads generate a lot of replies (people just spam out their slop even though no one is reading it) but little to no discussion. Threads that compel discussion and are also popular tend to be simple divisive topics: politics, women, etc... the usual trash. Threads like this one are just you posting your opinion and hoping it takes, which are a gamble and typically work best if your opinion is shitty. This is actually a good thread because your opinion may be "unpopular" because it derides a common, highly posted-in type of thread, but it isn't stupid because you're right about how the other types of threads play out.



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