Over 90 percent of the people on this planet are miserable and have been through their family and friends taught to deal with the pain of being denied what they want by hurting those around them. They will find every nook and crevice in other's ability to punish them for their harmful behavior, whether it be screaming, utilizing the law, coercion, insulting others, physical violence, lying or threatening income. Having a child is the most popular means to establish a socially acceptable abusive dynamic with another person, as a child can rarely fight back. There is next to zero home life regulation in any country and parenthood is worshipped by many cultures, creating a near perfect veil for evil. Every person who has entered my life is an apologist for this behavior or a perpetrator, because they have something that they get out of being abused and abusing others. They have been raised that way and there is no changing their minds. They have shaped this world forever. I am not their kind of person, so there is nothing beautiful about this world to me, and everything that I have done and will so is a struggle for scraps. I hate everything, except this post. A corner of sanity for me to huddle in. The only respite this world will afford as it tries kill me.
>>83479661holy shit man can i get a tldr
>>83479661I struggle with the antinatalism blackpill all the time desu. I don't want to believe this is some repeating torture chamber or all for nothing and you die and return to the void. For those that can even conceptualize that I think it's still at least worth it to live a good life and breed and offer those children a better life if you can. It's just really fucking hard to when these concepts demoralize you and when some people are better off not breeding.
>>83479661I like you. There's a resonance I find in the way you have described the situation and the condition of the society. The world is out of joint as it is a place where hypocrisy builds relationship and the number of lies a man must since beginning affirms his position in the society. This hollow shell of a social life standing on all the negative virtues is somewhat sickening to the core. Yet, as we lack the constitution of removing ourselves completely, we bear with this vulgar display of greed and hypocrisy being practiced as social rules without actually being swept by it. I hate to be a participant yet for this bodily needs I must play my part in a way that is both detached and dispassionate. I hate this world for what it has become, but I mostly hate the humans in it who are pretentious fucks. I have no hatred towards simple people who are avoiding the race to be the best fucker alive.By the way, that pic of Ripley is sexy as fuck.
clear as the sky that i have longago giveup all hopeis lostnot all who wander are lost but the eyes. light green emeraldgreen