I've learned that life is like punching air and no matter how strong you are or how hard you try it doesn't make a difference because you're not hitting anything and just wasting your energy. The only way to survive is to just accept that it's all hopeless and let the cold air make you suffer
yeah guess what soon we'll start hittling for real and you will know who is me.we have a lotta time fo tha
id punch air to make you happy Fuck air
>>83480539Thanks anon but happiness isn't real, it's just a lack of suffering. Suffering is the only thing that's real because it's necessary for the constant change that we and the universe go through. That's why happiness fades but suffering is always there and will always come back even if the happiness doesn't. It's just a distraction from the reality that nothing matters
>>83480558well i apologize deep down i like to split myself from everything and try to make people like you happy or atleast people more intelligent than me try to hash out the hellscape we are born intoI do not suffer because i put 2 fingers to my nose and realize someone has it worse or betterKeep thinking about suffering and happiness because you experience both every day multiple times
>>83480529If suffering is all that exists, then it's not suffering, it's living.
>>83480590It can always be worse but it can never be better. The happiest people in the world aren't happy but distracted from the suffering. Money doesn't make you happy, love doesn't make you happy, purpose or friendship or anything doesn't truly make you happy, it just distracts you from the cold reality that you know deep down is true. I'll keep thinking because it's the only thing I'm good at anon. Thanks for listening to my rambling
I fucking have no ill-will for anyone ever AND YET my every heartbeat is met with an elaborate shit-test, comedy sketch, comedy routine, wherein I am somehow always *worse off* after EVERY INTERACTION. LIKE, NO JOKE, EVERY INTERACTION it's like those anti-drug ads where they use the before and after pictures BUT REVERSE how am i somehow worse off than a meth brain after just ONE normalfag interaction like, yeah i'm seething etc. not even a point to my post.
>>83481598because you didnt fuck Yamina at age 16 infront of the whole school, that was primed for you.now you experience the same amplitude, but with a negative sign.what is your problem? its perfectly understandable.
>>83481617Yamina was getting bent over the dumpster by 38 year old Flavio I never stood a chance
