Stats say suicides peak during the holiday season so I think its important to check up on everyone and see how everyone is doing. How are you all holding up bro?
I've spent time with family and hated it. It was pleasant for about 30 minutes I think. I just want to go back to rotting.The holidays just feel so fake or something. I try to enjoy it but cant.
>>83481280>How are you all holding up bro?I'm good. It's just a normal workweek for me. My family will all get together and celebrate Christmas + New Years in a couple days. My girlfriend will be joining in the festivities as well.
>>83481313Based, I spent time with the family and got kinda drunk but not too much but just enough to open up too much. All fun though.
>>83481280>NO YOU CAN'T ENJOY THESE PICTURES THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO SHOW THAT ORANGE MAN BAD THIS ISN'T WHAT WE WANTED
>>83481280>be me>retail wagie>christmas eve last year>regular customer comes in>seems kind of depressed and despondent>figure it's just holiday stress>gets a few things>starts talking to me about personal stuff out of the blue>says he was at the office christmas eve previous year>looked out the window and saw a woman on the top floor of the parking garage>she jumped>he saw her hit the sidewalk>turned out to be a homeless woman who couldn't deal anymore>says he will never forget it and it messes with him every christmas
I dont have family. Im trying to gaslight myself into thinking there are places for myself to go where i wont be lonely. Id be lying if i said the thought didn't cross my mind every Christmas since i was 9. Man homeschooling sucks man i wish everyone in college werent such stoners or literally scaring girls by their mere presence.Ill live though i think ill go to somewhere im not sure though. Im trying to find a lonely girl or something
>>83481280>Stats say suicides peak during the holiday seasonthat's wrong though research says suicides peak in spring and not at all during holidays
i missed the big exit kit wave before 2016 or whatever, wouldve been a nice and convenient way to go when you could just order them online easily
>>83481280>>83481299Every year I increasingly come away from Christmas thinking that spending time with my family is a giant waste of time, and that I should stay home with the dogs.My mother is a dumb cunt borderline alcoholic that can't just drink responsibly. No, she has to get shit faced and be a stumbling embarrassment.And my sister is a self centred full of her self bitch who encourages our mother to drink, then gets irritated when she's a legless fucktard.Christmas dinner for several years has been a complete shit show, mainly because my mum fucks up the cooking because she's downed several glasses of wine during the process.What we've been doing recently is having a christmas meal on christmas eve and then going out for a curry on christmas day (weird I know, but honestly is a lot better just because it makes things simple and keeps a schedule)This year?Curry place we go to is closed so that fucked up plans. New plans made? NopeYesterdays meal? She was already fucking it up and started late, then my sister drags her out to the pub for 'a pint', which turned out to be several. We didn't eat until 10pm, and we even had guests over - who were probably about as fucked off as I was.I really hope the job market improves in the new year so I can get back on track and fuck off away from the pair of them.
