How many 'bots here spent their Christmas alone?
I am, I couldn't bare going back home to my parents because the girl I was dating eight years ago died literally up the street from my childhood home on Xmas day. I am filled with regret everytime I set foot back there.
>>83483365Went to work and they told me to enjoy the potluck even when I salient contribute.Feels good being the visibly youngest by two decades among a bunch of 40+ year olds in a workplace
>>83483477when i didnt contribute**
>>83483365I spent it alone, but it doesn't bother me, holidays don't mean anything to me anymore.
>>83483365holidays was just an excuse for my mother to beat me, then she had a stroke on Xmas eve. when I was younger friends would include me in their holiday plans, but that was always awkward.
>>83483365>moved states as a family after high school>mom wanted to be closer with her family>only family here is 45+ years old>all they talk about is football and old childhood friends' health problems>no cousins within 300 miles>they dont even ask if ill get a gf anymorei would rather spend christmas alone
>>83483365I slept all day because I was up all night crook. My parents both have dementia so there's no tree and they don't know it's Xmas. It's just any other day.
>>83483365me. All my family are dead or estranged. I spent today listening to sad shoegaze and drinking cheap booze alone.
>>83483365I wish I had, let myself be guilted into showing up after skipping the last 4 years and regret washed over me in under 30 minutes. Sitting here waiting for the oxy to kick in.
>>83483365I love you every single one of you anons in this post! If I could, I would make you all a fantastic dinner and give you guys all hugs. Nobody should be alone on Christmas! I love you all, I mean it. Merry Christmas anons. No matter what happens, you'll have yourself and everything will work out in the end. :)
I did. I called my parents and had to put in a happy face. I hated it.
>>83483904>then she had a stoke on Xmas eveGlad to know Santa's elven death squad is still active.
