>become older>pushing 40>long ago lose interest of majority and gaymes and stop gaming long ago>spend time gooning instead>time passes closer to 40>end up losing libido and desire and full time job of gooning gets completely pointless too>"no go fix your life and be a productive citizen and wage slave for 50 years pay taxes and die"I am not kidding almost everything enjoyable and ceased to exist and now is the time I need to lock in because there is nothing left and life is becoming more and more pain