Can you please gape my asshole instead I don't want to think

>>83487652
foid? if so, you know. yknow

>>83487611
shitty upbringing

>>83487611
>Why are you like this?
Lazy, semi-alcoholic, semi-unemployed father (at least he was never physically abusive).
Good-natured, hard-working good mother, but introverted and emotionally distant.
I actually turned out fine, all things considered but I am very far removed from normiedom. Still, considering how most normies live, I'm glad I'm not like them.

>>83488427
>Had a good upbringing and still ended up shitty
Guess I am just that shit!

being raised by a father who has no interest in you as a person is the sole reason why robots exist

Any anons who had caring, loving fathers please sound off, I want to see if you exist.

>>83488480
He was loving and caring but it was negated by the fact that he was a lazy alcoholic.
Never believe the promises of an alcoholic

>>83488461
told him to fuck off earlier this year and my mental health has been much better

>>83488461
That is a good succinct way of putting it.
What kind of man is ok with not teaching anything to his son, locking him in a bedroom when he isn't at school because that means peace and no trouble, and seeing him year after year growing into what we've all became?
>he goes to school and has good grades. My job as a father is done!
Now he is pissed because instead of grandchildren he has two grown ass men in their 30s pissing in bottles at home.

I faced physical abuse at home on occasion. But every day I would go to school and face psychological abuse. I'm free. I escaped. I can make my own decisions. I can make rational choices about what is good and bad for me.

But the things that were done to me fucked me up in a way that's unfixable. I come here and read all these posts from people whining about how not getting laid makes them depressed.

I get depressed for no fucking reason.

No amount of success will make that nagging feeling in the back of my skull, that dull unceasing pain, go away. I can achieve all of my goals. Find love, career success, enjoy my hobbies, travel, accomplish things.

But I'm still fucking broken. The pills only do so much.

>>83488480
Idk what that means. He's a turbo autist like me, we never talk, I don't have any type of relationship with him.

>>83487611
that image looks so comfy i wish i had a setup like that