feel so miserable and alone to be honesti miss getting attention from my cosplays i hate being an isolated loserliving is miserable and it always gets worse more and more responsibilities always pile onat least im cute i guess
>>83487637greetings, anon! this is one in a lifetime opportunity. i offer you a fair exchange: you give me cosplay, i give you company, money, and virgin uncut cock.
>>83487637hey, you... :(theres always people here for you <3
>>83487925tempting offer you really want to offer money when you haven't even seen me yet? >>83487936i know i try to remind myself thatsometimes it's just hard
im cute and a lonely losertake advantage of me!
>>83487637On top of all that, to make matters worse, you will never be a woman either
>>83487637Make friends then you will still be a loser but not lonely. This was your obviously obvious advice of the day. You are welcome.
>>83489360i don't wanna be a woman ewwwim a cute boy not a stupid foid>>83489368im trying, i don't know how to make deeper connections with people besides exchanging social medias uggh
talk to me!!give me advicemake fun of metell me to kill myselfanything
>>83489382>i don't know how to make deeper connections with people besides exchanging social mediastalk to them lol
>>83489631i do!!!i just don't know how to likeconnectughh im autistic i might just be fucked
>>83489638>how to like connecttalk moar, find similaries, you can't force it, it kinda will just develops naturally the more you talk with someone !!
>>83489647im just too anxious to initiate and im really bad at talking unless it's likeabout something i like i don't have any close friends irl and im really scared of it getting worse once i move
>>83489654>too anxious to initiate and im really bad at talking unless it's like about something i likethen talk about the stuff that you like...? and don't be afraid to initiate the conversation :3>i don't have any close friends irl and im really scared of it getting worse once i moveonline friend werks for me at least, i have like 2 irl friends from school that i've been hanging out with since middle school and thats it
>>83489672im scared of annoying them thoughand i don't know how to start the conversation uwahhi wish they'd talk to my and hold my hand and pet my hairOnline friends are nice and super helpful but i hate being alone irl no one to tell im bi or im depressed and anxiousit hurts
go back to the gay thread and continue cutting yourself you sad depressed twink.if you were a woman i would offer you a dick to cry on
>>83489683wanna talk to me then? but here's the thing, I won't be the initiator (im tired of be the one to start conversations) but I will never get annoyed at you no matter what you want to talk about :Ddrop ur discord tag if u want
>>83489691i haven't cut in a while!! it feels so good tho it's hard not to>>83489703maybe i just don't wanna bother you about stuff you don't like... can you share some interests maybei like omori a lot and anime and stuff
>>83489709first of all, dont cut its not le based... ._.i like vidyas, manga, papercrafts, stuff related to /g/, etc >maybe i just don't wanna bother you about stuff you don't like... im bored and also have no one to talk to so im down to talk abt anything desu
>>83489720cutting is fun thoughhblehh idk i just feel bad about bothering peopleyou seem nice i don't wanna bring you down cuz i talk depressing a lot
>>83489738>cutting is fun thoughh...>you seem nice i don't wanna bring you down cuz i talk depressing a lotonly if they knew heh (no you cant bring someone down if they are rock bottom alr)
>>83489750you'd be surprised im very good at making people miserable that's probably why they ghost me or block me!!!>>83489752free wifi anywhere you go
>>83489772>you'd be surprised im very good at making people miserablesurprise me then :3i gotta go out now, have smth to do, it was nice talking to you, "chocomintsoju" on discord if you want to talk moarcya~
>>83489787baiii anon!!nice talkingg >>83489796no im a good Christian boy!!also satanism is for annoying fags (more annoying than me)
I want to see your cosplay pics OP
>>83489822im a virgin volcel tho>>83489828i might post them on litterbox!! they're kinda cute i thinkat least everyone else called me cute
>>83489859please do, I look forward to seeing them
>>83489890are you into twinks or smth anoni don't judge!!
>>83489904Of course I am! What about you? what are you into?
>>83489942twinks and prettyboys especially nerdy ones like me ughhhi like women too but i got bullied by them a lot so now im really afraid of them love cute soft boys like me so much
>>83489956Unfortunately I'm none of those lol, but that's fine, I'll still give you attention if you want it
>>83489971ill take it!!! what do u wanna talk about anonhow was your day!!
>>83489981It's been okay, I've spent it in bed so far lol. And you? Also are you open to sharing your disc?
>>83489998samee, bedrotting is so funim kinda hungry but i don't wanna move im too comfyif you wanna share your disc ill add you !!
fucking talk to me if i was a foid id at least be getting death threats
>>83490060sent anonn!!
>>83489683Check if you have board/card game stores near you. The easiest way to make connection is regularly show up to an activity with other people. You can go there to play. People will be happy to have someone to play with. There's no pressure on you to be mega social, you can just talk about the game and check the vibes of the people there and find someone you like as a person.
>>83490138i don't drive (trauma) so it's really hard for meim also really stupid and can't play any card gamesi play TTRPGs sometimes but you need friends to join groups i think
>>83490168Nah there's public TTRPG groups you might be able to join. Just check around. You can't make friends without at least a bit of effort.
>>83490209i knowwim just scared and really picky about who i stay around irl ill try but without being able to drive or get around easily it's really hard
>>83487637Anon, let me see cosplay, I am sure I can offer you company attention and love. I am sure you are really cute anon!
>>83490329thank youuupost your disc ill add you if you wantt
>>83487637I'll entertain you when I get back from the store
>>83490361yayyy!!!thank youuu come back soon anon
where'd everyone go !!come backkk pretty please
>>83490940you seem cute, do you need a bf? :3
>>83490955yess i do!!i don't date online though i get too lonely :c
>>83490972im sure plenty of cute guys will want to date you :>
>>83491057i wish!!!i get no attention irl at allwell i did in cosplay a little...do you still wanna be friends?
>>83491063um yeah okii ;-;
>>83491119yayy!!!what's ur disc ill add youu
>>83491149What is this gay little anime character that you keep postingDo you think you look like that
>>83491163its basil from omori!!i do kinda look like him desu!
>>83487637>feel so miserable and alone to be honestchristmas new years>>83487637>i miss getting attention from my cosplayswas it real attention or internet non human persons>>83487637>i hate being an isolated loser>living is miserable and it always gets worsei will say i was suicide and always getting worse. and i failed suicide. and now im doing okay. "it gets better" doesnt feel right cos its a normie meme and ik it wont get better for everyone. so idk. but try life maybe if u are only internets>>83487637>more and more responsibilities always pile oni guess. u r a adult and im guessing 19 turning 20 that period was tough>>83487637>at least im cute i guessthere u go. so u can still cosplay LOL so u r crying over spilled milk basically. and. u know the saying. do not cry. over ever
>>83491376it was real attention from irl peopleim trying, I've only attempted once and I didn't get anywhere lolcutting hurt too muchim trying to not cry over nothing but i cry a lot!! i find myself ugly but other people don't I think
>>83487637I love being a good looking guy that spends his time in complete isolation, the world will never get to see my beauty, but my self centered facets of self will certainly live thanks to it, once my body starts to get old i'll kill myself thotho
>>83492758i feel bad going outside cuz i view myself as so ugly it should be a crime that other people can see mekilling yourself when you get old is real tho!! I was gonna do 20 but maybe I can wait a bit
why did everyone stop respondingso rude
hii everone!!where did you all go
>>83491376this guy here I fell asleep cos I was drunk aince thentry playing a video game or a ttrpg solo or something
>>83493999what did u drink!! i love alcoholhow do i play ttrpg solo? i have been playing games a bit tho its fun yay!
>>83494027>what did u drink!! i love alcoholI had 1 or 2 whiskey sours>>83494027>how do i play ttrpg solo? iI don't know, I think there's books but they cost money. I guess you could make an AI bot if you aren't against that kind of thing or something. I want to setup a dnd as a DM for just my bf or something>>83494027>i have been playing games a bit tho its fun yay!video games are fun yeah what did you play for christmas
>>83494074i dont like highball but i love sours!!grape, lemon, strawberryall so yummy!!i miss japan sighhi have all the books but i just dont know how to play alone, maybe ai is a good idea!!i played a lot of songs of syx and a little roblox slop!!
>>83494113>i dont like highball but i love sours!!>grape, lemon, strawberry>all so yummy!!I think this is whiskey mixed with a liquid fruit? Sounds nice maybe I could drink just sugar>>83494113>i miss japan sighhare you asian anon>>83494113>i have all the books but i just dont know how to play alone, maybe ai is a good idea!!if you have a large PC you can host it yourself for free, that's what I do sometimes>>83494113>i played a lot of songs of syx and a little roblox slop!!idk what song is but I played roblox years ago. it's a pity survive the disasters is gone now
>>83490004Disc is @moistboi5910Not on much but add me!
>>83494158oo that sounds so good>asiannoo im a cute white boym, just visited>host for freereally? which models?songs of syx is fun try the demosurvive the disasters is still there i think!!!
are you the same guy who avatarfags as the twink from degrees of lewdity or wahtever its called?
>>83494226maybeee !!!(yes i am!!)
>>83494290hello how are you.today i had pho and i watched anime.
>didnt add meIts over
>>83494206>>host for free>really? which models?uhh so I use sillytavern as the frontend and ollama as the backendthe model I am using atm is called hf.co/mradermacher/KansenSakura-Erosion-RP-12b-i1-GGUF:Q4_K_M
>>83494302i was goodbutnow anxiety attack trying not to cry!!thats fun tho anon!!>>83494306i did but u didnt accept i thought u were trolling me>>83494324thank u ill try that!!
>>83494356>now anxiety attack trying not to cry!!why
>>83494356Nuh uh! I didnt get a request! Whats your discord then?
>>83494409personal stuff!!dont worry about it anoni deserve whats happening anyways!
>>83494466Dis me btwAnd check those double dubs
hhi everyoneanxiety attack over!!how are you all
>>83494609>>83494470hello do you want to hear about my day, or i can hear about your day>anxiety attack overthats good, im glad its over
>>83494619id love to hear about your day anonn!
>>83494677ok i told you a bit before on how i ate pho and watched anime>phowe wanted to eat out on new years eve (with my family) but every place was closed pretty much so we just ate at home. we didnt go out for christmas obviously so we ate today. im not the biggest fan of vietnamese food but its what my parents wanted and i thought i might like it this time. >animei watched this anime called digimon tri which consists of like 6 movies but the first movie was kinda dogshit so im considering maybe not watching it. i also got a healthy amount of sleep although ive been procrastinating on taking a shower and im gonna cut my hair soon and shave
>>83494701thtas really fun anon!!i love digimon i watched it a ton growing uppim glad u had a good day (it sounds like at least!)i procrastinate on that stuff a lot too!
hhi anonshican i have attention
>>83494725>>83494833oops sorry i forgot to reply, sorry
>>83494725>i love digimon i watched it a ton growing uppme too but i started getting into it again recently, and i really like the original season and the 2nd season>im glad u had a good dayyeah kinda :-)i also beat pokemon crystal
>>83494927iits fine!! nno worries at all>>83494934i shshould rewatcj it!good job beating pookemonm crystal!!ive never beat a pokemon game
>>83494984are you have another anxiety attack?>i shshould rewatcj it!yes, its very good and some moments almost made me cry. a lot of people say the second season sucks and i understand where they're coming from but i really like it >good job beating pookemonm crystal!!yep i beat Red and his level 81 pikachu in like 5 tries (my pokemon were in the 60s)>ive never beat a pokemon gamewhat pokemon games have you played?
>>83495002yesyyea i watched a lot of it as a kid!oo youre really good at pokemon if yyou beat him 20 levels lower!!ive played a lot, blue, black, x, the remake of saphhire, sword n shield!!
>>83487637>feel so miserable and alone to be honestwe all do>i miss getting attention from my cosplayspost one >i hate being an isolated loserwe all do>living is miserable and it always gets worsebecome a drug addict, ive found it improves things to a point >more and more responsibilities always pile onthis is a reason to rejoice, if you take nothing from this thread please understand that the more people rely on you the more you matter and the more good you bring into the world, the least miserable people like you and i can do in life is help carry the load for the people who can feel joy and thats a worthy cause imo, if you dont think so then kys idgaf but please consider continuing to make the word a better place before you do >at least im cute i guessthrow some ass and prove it
>>83495014>oo youre really good at pokemon if yyou beat him 20 levels lower!!nah i think i was overleveld but my pokemon were kinda ass anyways so idk??>ive played a lot, blue, black, x, the remake of saphhire, sword n shield!!wow thats a lot, i havent played sword n shield becuz i just havent yet for some reason. i should soon tho. how come you havent beat them?
>>83495089>post onei might post it on litterbox idki feel really ugly rn!!mindset thing prolly>druggieim an alcoholic so close enough>more people rely on youno one relies on me, its just obligations to myself when i move out>throw some assmight, im pretty proud of my body>>83495105idk i can never finish a pokemon game, never sure what stopped me lol
>>83495145>im an alcoholic so close enoughwhat alcohol do you like>idk i can never finish a pokemon game, never sure what stopped me lolhmmm i see, what type of games do you like?
>>83495159>what alcoholany really. used to do shots but theyre hard on my stomachlove japanese beer !!>what gamestons! my fav game is omoribut i play a huge varietyjust how im feeling that day lol
I thought you were straight why are you talking about dating men
>>83495172>any reallyoh, i havent drank before so thats cool>tons! my fav game is omorioh yeah duh, that shouldve been obviousdo you like games like deltarune then?i used to be a bigger gamer myself but something happened to me
>>83495181who told you that>>83495191drinking is fun anonyess i love deltarune and undertale!!persona is also super fun
>>83495203>who told you thatYou did you hazy headed drunk
>>83495213WHENlowkey that mightve been a really old thread!!im bi tho
>>83495240Like 1-2 months ago idk im drunk all the time too lol
>>83495260that makes sense!! i think i said i was straight in myfirst threads!!
>>83495203>drinking is fun anonmy dad got whisky for christmas, maybe hell let me drink some despite being underage>yess i love deltarune and undertale!! persona is also super funhmm i havent played any persona but i used to be obsessed with undertale when i was younger and i have deltarune on my steam wishlist
>>83495276My friend goes back and forth between calling himself gay and straight depending on if women are giving him attention at the time and its really annoying i wish hed just accept hes a faggotYou dont do anything like that do you?
>>83495145>i feel really ugly rn!!just post some random qt3.14 boy butt off google, i wont know any better and i wont love you any less for it >im an alcoholic based, i used to be an opioid man myself but that sort of devolved, im sure you can imagine, now im a whisky guywatch out for beer though it might impact your figure >just obligations to myselfdoubt thats entirely true, humans are social animals and we are all interconnected, im willing to guarantee you that someone relies on you even if it is just relying on the idea that youll to be in their lives for years to come, kind of like how im relying on you to throw some ass ;3
>>83495286yay!! drinking is fun!!ooo persona is really fun!rpg mixxed with life sim!!
>>83495296ok im going to bed now soon but hope u are chill n shit later,bye bye
>>83495293nahh i was just nervousim bi>>83495294>post some randomidk thats disengenuous!!>beer impact your figuresomehow nothing does. i eat like shit, never work out and sleep all daystill cute twink!!>someone relies on youdoubt itat most someone probably just enjoys my company>throw some assmaybeei have some really cute pics
>>83495306goodnight anon!!thanks for the company
>>83495315Man i drink like 12 beers most nights and i get a beer belly from it but im completely skinny elsewhere how much are you drinking
>>83495350i mean i get tipsy off of likeone big beer!!so maybe thats why?
>>83495372Yeah you're more of a drunk than an alcoholicIt takes like 4-5 pint cans to get me to even feel anything that i could call enjoyment
>>83495392wowwwi would fucking hate that!!i feel sick after like 2 cansi can keep drinking a lot but id rather just stop when im tipsy
>>83495442If you continue to stay depressed and you like drink this much you're going to end up like me where you need to drink a nauseating amount to just make you physically tipsy and twice that to actually enjoy the tipsiness
>>83495470idk i dont drink a lotin japan i drank daily but nowi drink like maybe once a month at most?i really dont drink a lot anymore
>>83495501Thats goodIf you spend most of your time by yourself you should only ever really drink in social settings and vice versa
>>83495315>idk thats disengenuous!!lie a little sometimes babes, its fun >somehow nothing doesi have friends just like that, ive always been jealous of a fast metabolism, guess we cant all be beautiful -.- >at most someone probably just enjoys my companythats all it takes really, you underestimate how much a little company can mean to people in my estimation
>>83495545i really only drink alone or in japani dont go outside a lot>>83495599lying makes people sad thofast metabolism is the best, but i know once it goes away im fucked>how much company means to someonei meani guess so?but no one relies on me so my life is not worth much
>>83487936dang i thought the thread woulda died after my post :ogood morningg [11pm] basil
>>83495638morning!!! how are you feelinggim kinda sleepy
>>83495655im fine, eated some potatoes and oreossleepyhead...
>>83495604>no one relies on me so my life is not worth muchI enjoy your threads and they are the only time i actually enjoy scrolling social media
>>83495674yummy!!!>>83495685well im glad thati could make you less miserable anon!usually i do the opposite
>>83495604>but i know once it goes away im fuckedthe dreaded twink death TM as it were >my life is not worth muchsee now youre lying to yourself and to all the friendly people in your thread, i thought you werent a big fan of lying hmmm curious
>>83495732twink death is gonna ruin meidk likeits nice to know i made some of you more happybut that doesnt give my life value
>>83495760>i made some of you more happyThis determines 99% of peoples value though. Anything else is vanity.
>>83495809i guessso?idk id like to have some value tothe worldbut making people happy is nice
>>83495837What would you even want to do to "have value"?
>>83495853i dont knowi think i just wantto realize that i have value to myselflike shinji from eva!!!!
having a drink anonshopefully gonna feel happier
>>83489683unrelated, but u should make a group chat or server some time for the friends u make here1 on 1 talking is nervewracking for me 2, sharing the burden of conversation helps me talk >,<
>>83495869>i think i just want to realize that i have value to myselfthats all up to you man, you do have value, all of us have value, you being in this thread and being wherever you are and breathing the air means you intrinsically have valuebut you have value beyond that which is yours by virtue of being human, you have the value of being a nice cute person who took the time to give wretched me a few (you)s tonight when i could have very well spent this part of my evening tying a noose for myself, thats valuable to me even if it means nothing to you the slightest look, the flicker of a smile, a bad joke, all of these things you can offer and more and ill bet you have offered to the people you know in your own life and that is valuable, more than valuable it is preciousyou have double value, your innate value as a living thing and your personal value you create as a living thing and its up to you to accept that truth if it takes a second then wait a second, if it takes a day then wait a day, if it takes a decade then wait a decade, but i promise you when you do internalize that fact it will make every second of your life seem worth it 1/2
>>83495869>>83495985its not like i have anything better to do than coddle a twink online but i do mean what im typing half drunk and half high right now, do my words have no value to you right now even if you forget them a second later? to be honest i couldnt care much considering the levels on inebriation im at now, im too strung out to even ask you to shake some ass again, but you do matter and even when everything feels like horrible dogshit just go to bed because tomorrow morning is another opportunity to approach the feeling of love for oneself that random people you might not think about much feel for you every time they think of you which is probably more often than you thinki personally (because im cool and brave and heroic) would jump in front of a bus to save your life just like i would for anyone because idgaf who you are i just want you and everyone around me to live and be merry 2/2
>>83495974that would be funni love talkjing with you all>>83495985>>83495996youre too nice of a person to meim really not worth muchim glad i could make you, and others, happierbut i feel like such a let down to everyone around meive squandered my opportunities, im very lazy so i dont practise my skillsidk thats just how it feels to methank youvery much for the kind wordsthey mean a lot
>>83496046>ive squandered my opportunitiesdoubt it, how old are you? if you havent hit twink death you cant be nearly old enough to say that lol >they mean a lotif my words can mean a lot then imagine how much more you mean as a whole living breathing person, much to think about
>>83496063old enough for me to realize that life never gets betterit is a lot to think about thank youshould i have another drink
>>83496073>life never gets betterLMAOOOO
>>83496046make one whenever u feel like it :>also, i vote for another drink, its the end of the year anyways
>>83496108yay!!having oneeei love alcohol
>>83496151:^) wish i had some rum so bad rn xdadorable image btw holy shit...
>>83496239IKR?!?!? its so fucking cute ughhi love sunflower sm
>>83487637>>83489302I NEED a mentally ill crossdresser to use as human onahole. Would you fit the bill.
Any spirits other than expensive whisky which i cant afford make me barf when i smell them and vomit when i drink them
>>83496271yes!!im incredbily mentally ill and i cosplay>>83496276just do lower percentage then anon!!
>>83496267committing total tear-wiping and hugs
>>83496293So, are you in Europe?
>>83496303YES yes yes yes yesneed so bad too...>>83496313sorry anon im not!!
>>83496320Well shit. Post hole.
>>83496326mmmaybeei kinda wanna post some cute pics
>>83496348That would (hopefully) make my day.
>>83496320petting ur head :>>>83496363it would make mine as well <3
>>83496363>>83496368here stupid faggies<3https://litter.catbox.moe/uydauzebqvpyggsj.jpgenjoy
>>83496380woaaaow, didnt think you did your nailsso fucking pretty... <3
>>83496380Cute hips and soft fingers.
>>83496414tthank youu, thats an older picmy nails are sparkly teal rn :3>>83496416thank youumy waist is cute and my hips are bigmy hands are super slim and fem too
>>83496427Well now I want to see those teal nails and hips in more detail if you catch my drift...
>>83496442give me a little bit to get dressed and take a new pic
>>83496442this one's not as cute cuz I'm fucking drunk as shit!!https://litter.catbox.moe/c0ax989f96sxm3ry.jpg
>>83496513Just as cute as the previous one. Since you're drunk I won't ask for any more photos. Maybe in a future thread.
>>83496544thank you!!!putting on my leotard while drunk is hardnyaaai love being cute
>>83496513resting my head on your belly and playing with ur handsahh... i want to cuddle
>>83496548Well you did manage to make my day.
>>83496553that would be funni wanna cuddle alot>>83496555im gglad anon!!
im fuckingdruinkplease tlak to me
arent u sleepy tho...wyd rn
uhm i duuno if somebody already said it itt and im kinda late but you are still nice and good anon! you just are, ok?
>>83496684im looking at sunflower art and being cute!!>>83496685okayyy thank youuu >.<i feel so cute rn
>>83496701what does the being cute entail.......? xd
>>83496716cuddling my plushies idk!!making cute noises!!
>>83496701so be cute also in addition to nice and good from now on!
>>83496724nhjngkjhnghfjn, holy frick....i wish i was the plushies
