seeing regulars and trips/avatars/names kinda makes me wanna cry sometimes. I have been posting longer than some of these but unlike them have barely any discussions or friendships on here. i think there are a couple of reasons for this but i don't see how to fix it. i know i shouldn't depend on others to make me feel good but after realizing that it looks like no matter where or how, i will always be that person who just doesn't participate really made things weird for me. I can't even lurk properly without feeling jealous or sad. Thought about leaving this place for a whole now but despite being just a third wheel i can't bring myself to do it. On one side i want to be alone and play with loges but on the other there is that little kid that wants to play soccer with the others.Why why why does it need to be this way, why why why am i like this? i can't stand it anymore
>>83488039thats most people on this site, dont feel bad about yourself!i can be your friend if you want
>>83488039Same, I wanted to get to know people from here but all of them are genuinely retarded
>>83488039there are many nice robots worth getting to know and it isnt too late
>>83488039>no matter where or how, i will always be that person who just doesn't participateLiterally me reading those secret santa threads
>>83488050what can you do its just like real life
link the last 2 threads you made and anons will judge whether you're boring or interesting
>>83488057>what can you do its just like real lifeFuck no Real life is much easier but I don't want real life people, cause all of them are retarded, online people seem much better>link the last 2 threads you made and anons will judge whether you're boring or interestingIt just me yapping and complaining or talk about random shit
>>83488062>link the last 2 threads you made and anons will judge whether you're boring or interestingnot op but I want you to do that too
>>83488047>>i can be your friend if you wantno i don't think that it works like that. if i need to make a cringe vent thread to make people show interest then its not really working. i say the same sorta things and i wish everybody could always be friends but i don't know>>83488053i know that there a lot of those but it never works. we are speaking different languages or something. after a bit every conversation falls apart. Doesn't matter if its my thread or a existing one.im not >>83488075 if anybody is confused but my answer to the thread thing is the same
>>83488098>everybody could always be friends but i don't knowWith all honesty you are retarded just like all of them
>>83488112i feel like i am more so than most. even the most basic people still have friends or talk with randoms just fine
>>83488062>>83488078im not op and im not allowed to create threads because im a danger to society, but here are the two lengthier posts that i made recently (im the shinobu poster):* >>83483262* https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/83466142#83471650but mostly i just shitpost for the lulz:* >>83465781
>>83488098threads kind of fall apart quickly usually desu. its just the nature of the site and it takes a particular type of person to keep one going for long. thats why people add each other on other sites n such
>>83488117Listen retard, you do know why you got nobody to talk to cause you basically don't want toEveryone here is almost identical to each other they act lonely, sad or whatever but whenever they got someone to talk to or some show interest on them they push him awayAnd that's why you got nobody to talk to so deal with it
>>83488120>because im a danger to societyHey, aren't you that nigga who was chased by the police for buying a sex doll?
>>83488132but plenty of people still talk to each other jumping from thread to thread. so you don't even need outside platforms to keep in touch. its why i mentioned all the non-anon things in the op. what makes people understand each other so well? i don't know but i wanna do the same. my head just won't allow me too.>>83488139no i don't think that that is really true. when i post i always wanna accommodate everybody and don't sound like a know it all asshole like you do right now. i try to keep things going but it just fizzles out most of the time despite me trying and i don't get why.ironic but i need to abandon the thread for a bit actually. the board is not too fast at this hour so i think i will be able to reply to everybody after im back
>>83488141im white so the police don't chase me and yes, i do have a sex doll that i cuddle every night. she's my daughterwife that helps me fall asleep.
>>83488170its easy to be an anon. you have to develop identifiable habits (such as the pics you use, the way you write, and themes in topic) if you want to be recognized over time. consistency is also important as well, as people forget very quickly here
>>83488170>and don't sound like a know it all asshole like you do right nowI'm being an asshole cause I got fed up with the people here for fuck sake everybody are either attention seekers who act all lonely but ditch you as soon as you show a slight interest in themSome complain and that's it or just a one side kinda of convo or reply to you with a very cold response that doesn't get anywhere it's fucking annoying and it's just one or two it's almost everyoneI'm very sorry for being an asshole to you right now anon but I got very annoyed>i try to keep things going but it just fizzles out most of the time despite me trying and i don't get why.That's totally normal but like I said before it's really annoying when the other person is not participating even if you are a really good at talking and get people to talk and just really good socially those niggas are impossible to talk to
>>83488182Wtf anonhow disgusting
>>83488182>im whiteI know, I was joking. By the way, when did you start fapping to loli?>the police don't chase me>>im not allowed to create threads because im a danger to societyWhat does it mean then?
>>83488190>its easy to be an anon. you have to develop identifiable habits (such as the pics you use, the way you write, and themes in topic) if you want to be recognized over time. consistency is also important as well, as people forget very quickly hereI don't think that's a good idea, it kinda ruins the whole philosophy of 4chan anonymity. I myself always tries to avoid posting in the same of writing and same images and gifs so people don't recognize, and privacy is a good thing in general
>>83488218op doesnt seem to want to be a true anon tho.
>>83488218>hololive-shirakami-fubuki.gifAmefag?
Tripfags and namefags are against the spirit of the website unless they are the op of a certain thread where knowing their identity is important for following through on a concept or story. you are being jealous of faggots that shit their pants and want everybody to know. Being anon is the best part about 4chan you are using the site appropriately
>>83488235>nless they are the op of a certain thread where knowing their identity is important for following through on a concept or storyNot really, I've read many stories of anons on other threads and they don't seem to post that much info about themselves even though there are plenty of anons I recognize cause of the images they post and the topics of their threads>Being anon is the best part about 4chan you are using the site appropriatelyTrue I love being an anon
>>83488205>Wtf anon>how disgustingthat's how i know you aren't one of us, and that you discovered this place not too long ago from tiktok shorts or twitter. real og niggas like us who suffered from isolation and no female contact for decades have developed coping mechanisms, one of which for me is cuddling my girl. when i turn off the lights and my eyes adapt to the darkness, her silhouette looks exactly that of a real human being next to me. you will never know this feeling because you're a normie.>>83488206>By the way, when did you start fapping to loli?since i was a teenager. i discussed this with my psychiatrist, that as i was aging, i was supposed to find older women attractive, but for some reason im stuck in a teenager mind.>>im not allowed to create threads because im a danger to society>What does it mean then?some nigger from my country who larped as a female and then fucked off to swedenistan with his rich parents, spammed this board so much in 2019 that moderators range banned my country.
>>83488039that's a tough one, anoneasy answer is to just be observant, but we both know it's way easier said than done, especially when it comes to like, coming up with topics to talk about and stuffbut if you ask me, i think it's fine for things to fizzle out after a whilelengthy discussions are often times exhausting, as fun as they may be...tell me, what have you done this christmas? did you eat anything tasty?
>>83488039>trips/avatars/names>friendshipswhat a grand and intoxicating innocence
>>83488288>since i was a teenagerWhat were your thoughts on that at the time? Did you feel guilty in any way? What did you think when you saw people on the internet saying that people like you who jerk off to this kind of drawing deserve the worst?>moderators range banned my countryGot it
>>83488039>third wheelmei should go atp>>83488235realspirit of the challenge... or spirit of the run, or something idk[x]fags are choosing to shoot themselves in the foot with the tools available, its nothing to worry about>>83488303how could he be so naive??
>>83488288Look at you, you pathetic 30-something waste of oxygen. Not every anon is a lifeless, dickless failure like you, clinging to a cum stained body pillow because you're too repulsive for a real person to touch. You're not just a loser you're a fucking monument to mediocrity, a cautionary tale whispered by parents who don't want their kids to end up as a useless, coom brained man child. Stop breathing my air and do the world a favor either fix your broken existence or fucking end it. No one cares either way
>>83488378Go back to tiktok, alphie
>>83488423I don't use tiktok or any social media
>>83488430I see, you're just a newfag then
>>83488433Yeah I've been lurking here for a whileBut it doesn't mean I have to be a incel loser to be part of the site or something
>>83488444A parasite doesn't need to be welcome in a body to be there.
>>83488315>What were your thoughts on that at the time?i was ugly and they were attractive girls my age.>Did you feel guilty in any way?no. i became anxious when the european union passed the chat control law that lets the state scan text messages, and law enforcement enter your apartment without a search warrant, but i think the medicine fixed my anxiety. in any case, if i get busted, i can just hang on the door knob in the custody/jail.>What did you think when you saw people on the internet saying that people like you who jerk off to this kind of drawing deserve the worst?i encounter people like this >>83488378 quite often in the loli threads on /b/. i reply to them with the most realistically looking loli picture and laugh that my mere existence makes them some people seethe. i stopped caring about people's opinions about me a while ago. i think trannies feel the same way. you stop caring because it gets boring reading the same insults all over again.
>>83488452No shit anon>>83488457Good you deserve all the hate cause the shit you are doing is not normal
>>83488457I see, interesting point of view. I'm not a lolicon but I have OCD as well and I've become desensitized to many sensitive topics, such as loli, because of intrusive thoughts. I wish you luck with your treatment, anon.
>>83488039You know, it's been a couple of days where this exact thought has been circling around the site lately. It's strange, really, like finally the consequences of having your entire history be deleted with every interaction are starting to show up, like the moment you look back and realize all the sandcastles you've been building all your life have been swept by the waves, and no one has proof of their existence.That's a normal feeling. You just want identity, a fingerprint, a shared memory of what constitutes you, validation that what you did and what you're doing isn't just part of a thread or a narrative but of yourself as a person. There is a certain mysticism attached to this impermanence, often found in eastern philosophy. Like, surely, if others are fine with this, if this entire site that I often visit is completely fine by being anonymous and by having their threads be deleted with no permanence, surely I'm mistaken by wanting to be different and stand out, no? Surely, I'm the attention whore, right?Truth is, everyone has their own needs, and adhering to a culture or to a notion purely by the sake of adhering to it and fitting in is merely self erasure. Be an avfag, be a namefag, be whoever you want to be. You will always be welcome somewhere, here, near, or far away.And hey, if you ever want to join any of our or anyone's conversations, then do so. You have nothing to lose, really.
