was anyone else really depraved and weird when they were young, like porn consumption seeping into ur daily life at a young age. i remember when i was like 10 and used to play dolls with my friend id wanna make the dolls spank each other a lot to the point i think my friend just stopped wanting to play dolls with me anymore. or another case when i was 11 i was reading femdom manwha and a friend of mine was pretending to be interested in what i was reading, got me to talk openly about it when i thought she was into it too and then claimed she was 'only joking' after id already expressed happiness in shared interest. it really genuinely haunts me at night to think theres these two grown women now out there who probably remember this and will always remember this about me
yeah. i got an entire block of lithuanian ips banne from this site. i won.
>>83491253>it really genuinely haunts me at night to think theres these two grown women now out there who probably remember this and will always remember this about meThey forgot about it years ago and won't think about it again for the rest of their lives.As per your question - I started masturbating when I was 10, unknowingly. I was overwhelmed with horny thoughts (hot women in bikinis), tried to contain my hard PP by squeezing it with my tights and got my first ever orgasm. For many years it was the only way I masturbated (by squeezing my tights) before I discovered the internet and found out other people did it by using their hands.
>>83491253>when i was 11 i was reading femdom manwhaunderage
>>83491271>They forgot about it years ago and won't think about it again for the rest of their lives.idkk, it was briefly mentioned by one of them like 3-4 years after itd happened so it was clearly something memorable to her but i do hope they forget it.>For many years it was the only way I masturbated (by squeezing my tights) before I discovered the internet and found out other people did it by using their hands. desu that sounds like normal kid sexual exploration stuff, i used to do something similar. i didnt know what masturbating even was yet so id just be casually doing 'stretches' as i called it in the room where my mom was, she obviously yelled at me to stop everytime.
I was sodomized at church camp and it transformed me into a bottom who let too many friends explore my body.
Yeah same dude,I've been jerking off since I was like 5 I think, I dunno how I discovered it but I think it was by accident
>>83491291I've you don't mind anon, can U tell us a bit about ur experiences with those friends of yours?
>>83491290>idkk, it was briefly mentioned by one of them like 3-4 years after itd happened so it was clearly something memorableThink about it this way: those people most likely don't think about you at all in their daily lives. Why would you think about them, or care about what they might think about you?>i didnt know what masturbating even was yet so id just be casually doing 'stretches' as i called it in the room where my mom wasI was kind of aware what sex was at that point and I briefly remember watching some educational videos about puberty in school around that time, but they also never specifically touched the subject of masturbation.I was never caught by my parents, I was always pretty stealthy about it, usually doing it in the bathroom. Although I have to say that it took me some time to realize what my sperm actually is or does so for some time I was bathing with my seed floating around gleefully while I was washing myself, it was pretty disgusting now that I think of it.
>>83491253When I was a teenager, maybe 13 or 14, i realised that rubbing against things felt good down below. So I started rubbing myself against random things outside. I couldn't do it at home due to my parents. So I would leave the house and find things to rub my penis againt while I kept my briefs on. I ended up using my neighbours fence (lol) a few times and she caught me once.
>>83491326I would bring up sex and ask them if they wanted to try it. After enough pushing pretty much anyone was willing to stick it in or let me suck them off. One of them really liked it and would invite me over almost every weekend to fuck and play halo.
The way I stated as a kid was that I used to actually lay fade down on a flat surface and pressure my dick(while still having my pants on)and just move my hand back and forth, I didn't know until I was 12 that most people jerked off by stroking which lowkey surprised me, I still use this method untill this day and I don't get how people jerk off by stroking
>>83491381Do you still do this kinda stuff?
>>83491345>I was bathing with my seed floating around gleefully while I was washing myselflol, yeah sex ed was honestly pretty useless from my experience, it made you aware of certain things but didnt really explain them so its almost more confusing for a kid. >>83491352sorry anon i giggled a little, at 14???
>>83491388lol i have a method similar to this, also cant cum the normal way i always thought i was broken
>>83491352U started at 14? Anon I started at 5
>>83491444Nice to see someone else like me here, the annoying thing about the method tho is that U gotta do it while Ur still soft
>>83491431>sorry anon i giggled a little, at 14???Yep it was either 13 or 14. I didn't realize I could use my own hand to do it, for some reason. So I just rubbed myself against random things. I did it again on my neighbour's fence once after she caught me. But I noticed there was a figure looking at me from her window (it was the back of her yard) so I quickly ran off. Never did it again after that there. I also used to give myself wedgies but putting the back of my underpants on stuff then hanging. That felt really good down below and I often orgasmed while hanging.>>83491447bro that's too early
>>83491431Sex Ed is a big thing in my country rn (Poland), there's currently a debate regarding the sex ed going on. Our current centrist government introduced the new school subject called "health education" and the conservatives are screeching because they claim it's "degenerate", "sinful", that kids will be taught how to masturbate during the classes yadda yadda yadda.Personally I'm split on that subject. I know that because we're a deeply conservative society, parents will almost never talk about this stuff with their children and thus they'll learn themselves, via internet, and we know how this ends.On the other hand, I am not 100% sure if the school teachers are entirely qualified to talk about it as well, since our school education is NOT very good in general, the teachers would most likely treat this subject as another annoying addition they have to get over with without a proper preparation and knowledge, and kids being kids will most likely make fun of it instead of being serious.
>>83491395I'm a gay bottom, so effectively yes.
>>83491466Yeah ik it was too early, I think the first thing I jerked off to was a pregnant woman having her belly cut open by a man (it was from a show I saw on tv) trust me I don't know what I found attractive about that
