what's your biggest secret, anon?
>>83491734I do actually have hope that someday I'll stop being a 30 something year old NEET shut-in, that I will fix my life, that I will meet a sweet and beautiful woman, that we will fall in love, and that things will be okay.
>>83491734I really don't want to be alone but I know I will be forever
I sucked my babysitter's 20 something year old cock at 9 and have no traumas about it, maybe even kind of enjoyed it. Despite all that I didn't turn into a faggot.
>>83491826Cope. You're doomed and will never escape the cicumstances of your suffering.
I tricked a guy out of 500g in vanilla WoW. I was just a kid and couldn't believe it worked. Still feel bad tho.
>>83491734I am a femboy and dress up in girly clothes none of my parents or friends know about this. I have a massive humiliation and exhibitionism fetish and I want to pleasure other men. If my family ever finds out I will kill myself
>>83491848by pretending to be a girl, right?
>>83491847The circumstances of my suffering are caused by my own hand, surely I wouldn't allow myself to live like this forever, right?
>>83491857wow mine too. although I didn't care if my friends found out about my stash of girly clothes. just meant I got to wear them out and about instead of just at home
>>83491734As a sick form of revenge I got an old friend of mine's mother back on drugs and it ruined her life
>>83491878Nope. It was an auction house C.O.D scam
>>83491897that sounds nice I wish I could do that. too many people around that might recognize me tho.
>>83491910oh lol. I was like 8g short of my level 40 mount on my first character and just asked trade chat for money and somebody gave it to me lol
My cousin technically raped me when we were both like 4 or 5. I say 'technically' because I didn't even experience it as awful. It's just that she forced herself on me and tried to sit on my completely flaccid toddler benis.
>>83491918while I wouldn't ever want my family to know about such things, so I kind of get it, are you really that ashamed of wearing the dress?
>>83491930There's no way an adult man don't molest her before that point, that's crazy.
>>83491952crazy projection
gf really really hates a girl I used to be friends with and despite telling her we were only ever friends, I did actually fuck her in a threesome involving a then ex gf of mine. I think shed genuinely have a brain aneurysm if she knew.
>>83491945I am pretty ashamed sometimes but they would hate me forever if they found out. I don't want to disappoint them but I love it too much to stop.
>>83491986You're telling me a little girl of 4 or 5 years old just knew to get both of you bottomless and then proceed to mount you in order to simulate sex organically?Get the fuck out of here, there's darkness in that girl's past.
I fucked two hookers, but I still claim KHHV since I've never gotten with a girl aside. No one will ever find out irl. Sure, you guys know now, but I will die alone knowing this secret of myself. Not family or friends. Trust no one.
>>83491734I'm pretty sure I'm a narcissist, but I'm diagnosed with autism, so everyone just thinks I'm some inept sperg most of the time and lets me off the hook. I hold everyone in contempt and avoid them because I think I'm better than them, which really isn't hard since IQ has been free-falling for the past 60 years, and they're all delusional hypocrites. I usually lean into this and leverage it to my advantage, acting purposely aloof to avoid reciprocation or to offhandedly demean others if I feel like messing with them. I think it's a survival mechanism; I act shy as a form of self-preservation, but if I had the power, I would make everyone's life a living hell and feel no remorse. The worst part is they deserve it. Normalfags aren't human.
>>83491734I ____ on my l_tt__ cousin's ____
>>83492021Sexy..... t b h desu
>>83492018oh well they wouldn't hate me forever if they found out, especially if I could play it off as a joke, so maybe that's why I'm more cavalier. still don't want them to find out though...maybe you should move away for a few years and experience what its like wearing cute outfits in public! way more fun btw
>>83492139I'm stuck in uni for now but after I'm done I absolutely will. For now I just hope I can find a fwb to relieve stress with while crossdressing.
>>83491734I'm in love with my cousin.
>>83492128One man's sexy is another man's sad.
>>83492021Kids get sexual around that age. Sexuality predates physical fertility.
>>83492235They get curious, they play doctor, they don't simulate sex like the original Anon implied in his post, that's not normal.
>>83492235This is true btw. I was never molested but I started crossdressing in my moms clothes around that age.
>>83492248> they don't simulate sex like the original Anon implied in his post, that's not normal.I had sexual thoughts when I was a kid but I didn't really understand how it worked. Little girls instinctively know how sex works before the boy does and lead him into it.
>>83492277>This is true btw100%. I already had boners when I was like 9. The thought of wanting to bury my head in tits began around that age. And I was raised in a sexless family so clearly sexuality starts before a person can actually procreate.
>>83492311Yea I wanted sexual pleasure long before I knew how to masturbate.
>>83492248Untrue. When I was a kid, I was wanting to hump things out of sexual frustration. I would get insanely horny. I also did some fucked up stuff to sleeping lg's at that age, but that's another story.... heh.
>>83491734I wear panties underneath my clothes.
>>83492368Well I have to admit that there was a hunger there, but since I couldn't comprehend it yet it sort of stayed buried. I figure that's how you instinctively start to masturbate and figure it out yourself eventually. There was a time for everyone where you just fondle your genitals for no reason until you figure out what it actually does. Kinda crazy how that works.
>>83492383that's not a big secret, everyone can tell ur gay anyways
>>83491734I jacked off to my first ex's photos (some of them intimate, some not so much) for almost 10 years. But that's not the "secret". I'm almost 35 and we haven't talked in years and being hung up on an ex is not exactly uncommon. My thing was - I got over her after 3 or 4 months. I just got addicted to her image. I did countless catfishing accounts in different places over the years where I've lived fantasies (most of them just basic cuck shit) with made up stories about her or us or where we're still together etc. She'll never find out and none of the men will ever see her in person or find out anything about her as I've always kept her anonymous. It started as a basic little voyeur thing that she was into too, but it developed into something so much bigger and more pathologic than I could ever imagine. I've probably talked to hundreds (if not thousands) of guys online. Some women too.I don't know why. It was just this deep appreciation/fascination/obsession that I had with her body and overall figure that kept me going. I never wished her any harm and I never did anything that would actually have any real life impact, but God knows that it took a lot of strength to finally stop and delete everything earlier this year. It was a step above porn addiction and I'm glad I'm finally clean of it.Never shared any of this with anyone though.
>>83492382At 4 or 5 years old, Anon, really?
>>83492120Nigga please tell me you're talking about her 18-year-old pair of picrel.Greentext plz, how was the act of tit painting? I had a chance but was giga kvl so just couldn't cum but still didn't think of anything special about the act.
>>83492494Well to be fair I remember it was when i was 7 or 8. But close enough
>>83491826dw it'll happen somedayyou ever seen a 60 yo neet ?>inb4 they killed themselvesno, at 50 you realise your life is shit and do something about it
>>83492524My uncle was a 60+ yr old neet. He blew his brains out.
>>83492524>at 50 you realise your life is shit and do something about itLike what? By becoming an unhappy wagie instead? Wow. What an improvement....
>>83492513It was f__ts, hah...
>>83492524Thank you, I'll keep holding onto this small glimmer of hope.
>>83492514Same bro, was technically molested by wanna say +15 foster sister around that age, no trauma (when I am bricked up I wish I knew what I was doing lol but it was just non-genital kissing and touching / thrill of getting caught doing something naughty) still rember 2 geo locations lol 1 is pic rel >>83492235And to further his point I had NO clue wtf I was doing, I knew what tits were but not from girls my age but from media like TV and films (2007 ish btw) I knew I wasn't a fag and there was something that lured me to women but as >>83492248 said, I was curious but had no fucking clue and as >>83492294 said, she took the lead, her sister was in the room sometimes lol, she had a missing phalanx... probably would have gone full out IMHO given my adult knowledge nowBut hey, not as fucked up as fucking my (and me drunken) foster sister a few years back. Took pics of her back whilst fucking but had enough sense to delete it, but 50/50 on that lol. But I still know it was a good call considering that has ACTUAL repercussions outside of the sin bin lol. Was too drunk to feel anything let alone cum, I do regret not being more giving lol.new capta is a nigger!
>>83492578nigga what? lol
>>83492662>I was curious but had no fucking clueWe all started off that way, anon. When a little girl tried to mount me I was rushed with feelings I simply couldn't handle yet. My brain was simply too underdeveloped for it to process it. All I remember was that it was intense. Very intense, and I liked it.
Dressing up like a cheap slut and let strangers humiliat me online. Did horrible things and promised me that I never will do that again. But I can't restart to come back every time I'm frustrated and that's nearly daily
>>83492736Hi, it's me, a stranger on the internet
>>83492736>Dressing up like a cheap slutWhat were your outfits like?
>>83492760First stated with underwear of my mom and now I have a big collection of sluty clothes of all types. For example i love my bunny outfits
>>83492790Why you ignored me I wanted to humiliate you but now you're humiliating me
>>83492790Neat, do you still crossdress as a fetish thing?
>>83492759Sadly exactly my type
>>83492800It's more a addition
>>83492805Great so let's trade contact and I'll make you do horrible things and completely degrade yourselfIf you're lucky I'll even pat you on the back and say there there you're a good slut afterwardsBut that probably won't happen
>>83492818Addition?
>>83492823How can we text?
>>83492826I meant Addiction
>>83492870Discord if you want, just to be sure what gender and age are you?
>>83492383I wear a cage underneath mine
>>83491734I got kicked out of the military twice before age 20, and it still stings. Despite how I carry myself in public, I am actually very self-conscious and struggle with a never-ending sense of inadequacy.
i plan on doing it soon. nothing ever got better, i am 30 years old already.
>>8349291324, femboi, very feminine and skinny. Sure discord is good for me
>>83492925How has the cage experience been?
>>83492925Omg love to wear a cage
>>83493004I like it a lot. It always reminds me of my place and It feels really hot to have a secret like that day to day. I also love anal and cumming while caged feels amazing. The days or weeks of denial before an orgasm feel wonderful.>>83493038They're so humiliating I love them. I wear a flat cage. I think I might go to a changing room plugged and caged soon and strip down to my cage and masturbate. I love being a femboy its so much fun.
>>83491734I was in a BDSM relationship with a man once for about 3 years and out of all the relationships I've ever been in that one was the one that most drastically impacted my life in positive ways. No other homosexual encounters though.
