I am losing my mind. I am losing my desire for a girlfriend. And this isn't a good thing, it's not happening because I'm "moving on", or because I'm finding joy in other things. It's the exact opposite. I feel so alienated, so tired, so repulsive, that the idea of ever exposing myself to a woman that I love, just drains me of hope. What the fuck is wrong with me? What is so wrong with me that I had to be so fucking disgusted? I want to explode. I want to be looked at, but I also want to be invisible. I am so angry. I'm not usually angry. I just feel everything getting worse. Daily. Everyday that goes by, is another wasted day. I only get older. I see signs of aging in my body. Nobody is going to want an old virgin. Why did it have to be like this? Why is it that I regularly see people who worse than me who have all that I want? Am I actually just worse than them? Am I worse than some drug addicted cunt who beats his gf? Apparently so, because at least he had someone love him, and I couldn't. Kill me. Why am I so bad?
>>83495158I don't know what to say but I feel your pain, even though I've had several gfs lately I wonder if it's unironically better to have never loved than to have loved and lost.I'll pray for you
>>83495158I think you're alright. Human relationships are more often than not just a bad time. People are too complex, too messy. After this Christmas I'm pretty happy to be alone.
>>83495158Did you try touching grass
>>83495175>better to have never loved than to have loved and lostwhich way do you lean?
Wake up, clean room, shower, outside, go for walk, sit in a library, sit a restaurant say hi to the waitress, go see a movie, go to bar and grab a beer or two, sit with an old drunk fart and tell a joke, go home. Yes this all can be done a single day and it'll probably be more rememberable than anything you've done in the past 3 years. It'll help put some hope fuel in you. You can fix the problem with words it's through action. gl
>>83495253You can't* fix this problem with words it's through action. gl
>>83495253I go to college. I will graduate in a few months and I did absolutely nothing. No friends, no gf, nothing. I struggle with anxiety when I go outside.
>>83495158>Nobody is going to want an old virgin.You're retarded. The only thing women care about is sex, so as long as you can give them mind shattering orgasms it doesn't matter what you look like.
