My family are retards not gonna lieMy entire life I've had no help getting my life on track, earning money, doing shit, shit I'm still not fully operational and functioning and still working on being a basic functioning humanThey want me to hang out with them during holidays or whatever, what the fuck is the reason? There is zero value exchange, I don't wanna do retarded meaningless talk, waste my time, all while being sneak dissed with subtle remarks that they think I'm too low IQ to pick up on, the shit never ends Is this entertaining? Am I supposed the be the laughing stock wasting my time with retard shit while barely hanging on in life and getting no help?Every time I hear from retards it triggers stress and anxiety and I have to think if my reasoning is logical or if I'm being too harsh with retardsMy tolerance since becoming older has diminished to near zero, I have no tolerance to deal with retard shit, I just remove myself from hostile and annoying situations I've been in them for what feels forever in various forms I just can't handle that shit anymore or do I want toAnd when it was worst I had no help eitherSo why should I care anymoreThere is zero value