do you still remember all the people you had crushes on/fancied? especially the ones you fell head over heels forwho's the one youre most crazy for?
>>83501021I stopped having crushes around highschool. Too many attractive women to have crushes on all of them
>>83501021yeah I don't remember them because I'm not a fucking cuck. move on.
>>83501021Countless girls I would have liked to fuck, but there has only been one I would have wanted for more than that. I've always been a loner, and the thought of sharing my life with someone else has always been alien to me. She's been the only exception to that. It's been 15 years, but I still think about her sometimes. If I ever could have been a normie, it would have been with her.
>>83501021the only crush I still have is on my fat ex-girlfriend's cousin, that bitch was so hot she ruined our relationship and I'm not even mad about it
>>83501021She ruined my life and set my professional career back by more than a decade. How could I possibly forget?
I either dated or got really close to dating almost all of my crushes. That was my super power as a kid, was weaseling my way into my crushes life.I remember a really long time ago, this isn't serious at all, but I had a crush in elementary. I literally found out who her friend was and I used to go over to her best friend's house who lived extremely fucking far away from me and I would get in trouble if it was discovered I was going over there without telling anyone, which I was.I would knock on her friend's door, her mom would answer, she would let me in, the girl wouldn't even know I was at her house most of the time LOL. I would play Ecco the Dolphin until the sun went down at her house.Anyway one time my crush showed up at her house and she was on the swing set in her back yard and I remember not even talking to her, I just watched her swing.I remember feeling too old for my age. I felt like I was 15 creeping on this girl, it was really weird, like prodigy conscience where you're mentally too far ahead of your age, but we were the same age in the same grade.The 90s was wild. That's all I did as a kid all day was walk door to door to people's houses. I was outside so much that the ambulances would honk at me if I wasn't wearing my bike helmet, so I used to get scared when I saw ambulances.
>>83501021>KatieVietnamese girl, and the earliest crush I can remember (3rd Grade). She came in one day wearing a red dress, but me being an early-weeb, I of course didn't get her attention. She now runs a nail salon, and probably still single.
>>83501021the last time i had a crush was 13
>>83501021It's pathetic, I'm 33 and still have occasional painful thoughts about a high school oneitis who I got rejected by when I was 17.Though I suppose it's less anything about her or remembering what I liked about her, and more the sense of shame for how I can't excise her from my head entirely, and how I passed up real opportunities with other girls because I was too fixated on that one
>>83502094lol I got rejected when I was 18, spent the rest of undergrad cleaning up the fucking mess so I wouldn't get thrown out of the program, and they call me pathetic for fighting tooth and nail to graduate so I wouldn't waste my tuition and further fuck up my life.
>>83501021Yes and her ig is public now and I found a video of her singing so now I finally know what they're going to find playing on my computer when they find my body.
>>83502120You did better than me, I failed out of college the first time partly because of being socially/emotionally handicapped by that rejection in my final semester of high school. Probably should have taken a year off in between to reach a better place mental health wise and make college more of a fresh start
>>83501021>do you still remember all the people you had crushes on/fancied?I do remember all of them, some are just vague memories whose image and names are lost to time, some I can see in my head clearly but most of their details are lost, and there are those that I will carry with me forever or at least until I find a life partner to consume my mind.>who's the one youre most crazy for?A Australian girl I knew for close to a decade, we spoke on/off, she acts tough and mean but she's actually a super softie on the inside at a level that few could compete with, she's funny, extremely beautiful although I never knew how to tell her that since she struggled with ED, I never knew how to say a lot of things to her because I wanted her in a way that's hard to put into words and would have probably disgusted or scared her if she knew, she is the only woman I can safely say I desired on a spiritual level.I cried over this girl a couple of times, the first time was because she had ghosted me so I'd stalk her Tumblr while drunk and just browse, might have even sent a question or two but my memory is hazy, the second time I cried was when she spoke to me about her living situation, it honestly broke my heart, if I was a better man it would have made me fix my life in order to support her but I am so unbelievably broken as a person.I haven't spoken to her in some months now, I'll probably never speak to her again, but she's still on my mind every single day despite that fact.I love her, truly, but I hate myself more so nothing would have ever come of it.Thank you for making this thread, OP, I actually found it cathartic to type that out.>>83501908I felt this post, it's weird how most crushes are just your horny brain, and then there are those special ones where you want so much more from and with them.
>>83502209What was she singing and does she have a nice voice?
>>83501021there weren't that many
>>83501021>who's the one youre most crazy for?a redhead in 8th grade who got fat and am pretty sure is BBC only now
>>83502368It's her best feature by far. She's cute as hell too but I would blind myself no further questions if I could just talk to her one more time. Everyone else just sounds like a wood chipper now.
>>83502385>got fat>is BBC only nowTale as old as time, on some level I think it's cause they're the only guys that actually desire them on average, and it probably helps to have a dick big enough to get through all the fat.
I had a crush on this one super adorable little Mexican chick in High school. After High School I figured I'd never see her again but unbelievably I think last year I ran into her at a concert. We both were friends with the band but we just never bumped into each other. I was able to talk to her all night and we got along incredibly well and shared drinks and went on a walk and whatever. She had a boyfriend so I knew it wasn't going to go anywhere and she even brought up how she was annoyed when shed bump into an old friend from school and they just ended up wanting to confess their feelings for her or something. So I didn't say anything about how I felt. I gave her my number she gave me hers and we said we'd meet up at another concert but we never did. That was the last I saw of her but it was really nice being able to catch up with her again and kind of have a better last impression than some unrequited something from high school.Sometimes you can get lucky in life
>>83501021i feel like i loved her so hard i dont know if ill ever love anyone else ever again. im sure ill get over it but man i just cant forget all those nights we spent together having fun until morning
>>83501021Yes. I mentally cycle through them every couple of nights and relive how badly i fucked up with them all and then think of killing myself.
>>83501021Last time I looked up the class sweetheart's profile:>survivor>proud single motherAlso ran across porn of girl(s) from my class. They were very kind, they even let me copy their homework sometimes. It's a cold cold world man.
>>83501021I still think about my high school oneitis 20 years later. I literally confessed to her like an anime character and got friendzoned. I was bitter about it in those days but in retrospect the friend zone was better than nothing
>>83501021Such a simple yet beautiful video, Russian women are peak.
>>83502443You actually got to spend multiple nights with her? Yeah it's completely over for you, you're never getting over this.It really is. At least you know she still knows you exist.
>>83502213Happened to me while I was in, just before the culture wars, and they still were ganging up on me. This was my college's most prestigious degree program too, so there was an extra incentive to be ultra-competitive. Apparently, over the last decade, these high class rules have trickled down to menial retail tier given what I've seen posted here on 4chan.
>>83502541>It really is. At least you know she still knows you exist.was meant as a reply to thisI have no idea how I'm supposed to live another 50-60 years like this.
Yes, only 3 in my life, never got with any of them not even really talked to them, not even a hello. The first one actually asked me out and I didn't answer spilling my spaghetti.
>>83501940 wtfs wrong with you probably gave you stds
