i developed schizophrenia so i can't smoke weed anymore and every time i go out to the back yard to get some fresh air or i open the window i can smell my neighbor smoking weed.i miss it guys.what the hell is going on?what are we gonna do?
I still don't understand if my high is normal. I've been smoking since i was a kid i'm 31 now. Joints don't get me to the point i'm talking about but bong rips full on dissociate me i'm talking about feeling out of body to the point i'm moving my arms around nothing feeling in my body. I'll hear my voice in my head talking to me extremely loud narrarating what i'm doing. I hear people talking about getting high and theyre like its just relaxing calm and stuff but it completely shifts my thinking and I feel disconnected from my surroundings. I think I broke my brain even right now I feel completely disconnected
>>83502464youre gonna stop smoking weed and start going to the gym to fight your demons anon you fucking idiot
>>83502485That happebmns to me as well. Volume on internal monologue is turned to max and everything else is almost on mute.>>83502464Whats schizophrenia like?
that's me too. can't smoke without getting intense visions. just switch to cigarettes, it's not the same, but they look cooler and function as an anti-psychotic
>>83502573>just switch to cigarettes,my mom ruined that for me. the smell is permanently engrained in my brain. i smell marlboro white 100s when i sleep
>>83502464You got gaslit into thinking you devolved schizophrenia
>>83502525you develop delusions and you get paranoid and you hallucinate sometimes.
>>83502668What sorts of dslusions and halucintations? Im oaranpid that electronic devices arereadong my mind or that im under surveilance. I cant tell if im crazy or if the world is just like that these days
>>83502721i don't like saying what my delusions and stuff are.
>>83502485i vape weed because i can do it in the housemy parents dont let me do flower in the house
>>83502789Damn youre missing out. Pens just dont hit like actual bud even if the buds ass.