I'm currently helping my mom clean up an Airbnb for like $10 and apparently just before me, there was a party full of teenagers. I'm 18 and I literally feel like such a cucked fag. They're not supposed to have many people too, they went against the rules to invite so many people but my mom doesn't want to tell the owner because she empathizes with them. She told me that she wouldn't tell the owner because she knows how teenagers are, how they want to act like adults but really they think like children so it would be unfair to punish them like an adult. My mom kept on repeating this while I was vacuuming the house until she scolded me for not vacuuming a part that I hadn't even reached yet. Ithink she hates me, I'm such a pathetic chud. I want to cry. I literally don't even have any friends nor a stable job (not this, it's something else) nor a girlfriend to at least be intimate with. I hate myself so much, we're a Christian family too, and she constantly scolds me for not going to church with her. (I'm Christian, I just don't like being around others) She's supposed to like me being meek, not hate me like this. This is worse especially since I wasted the entire day talking to what I thought was a girl but turned out to be some fag yesterday >>83500972 he got banned though so I thankfully I won't feel guilty about not responding to him. Literally how do you deal with this? I lost the motivation to even clean the house, I'm just sitting in a bedroom typing this. It's not my fault everyone I loved left me other than this retarded faggot family. I literally have no one. I've always been a soft, sensitive, empathic, shy kid, I literally never deserved this.
My life is a literal fucking comedy. It's literally been 10 minutes and she's telling me again that there was a bunch of people and I HAVE to vacuum carefully.I get it...
