I am tired of being alive. Everything just gets exceptionally worse and lose everything I has or I thought I had. My parents yell at me to get up but there is nothing worth getting up for. I hate everything about myself. I hate everyone around me and they hate me. Nothing eventful ever occurs. I just wish I died in my sleep instead of waking up to my father screaming at me. Part of me just wants to strangle him and call him a bitch.
