Engine just randomly turned off when I was chilling in a parking lot (battery stayed on, at first I didn't know what happened) Engine didn't make any noises or smoke or smell or anything so idk if the engine still could have seized up or if that means something else probably happened but I can't imagine it's goodI have someone I can stay with for a little while, and i'm in the process of being hired for a second job, and I can use Uber, but I'm still really scared. Life just got way harder and I hate this shit. Nothing can ever work out for me. I wish I wasn't such a failure. How are some people so good at life, even just mediocre average people, while I'm such shit at it? I wish things were better goddammit
I feel that. I drive a lemon too but with the opposite problems. It's actually a 2008 mitsubishi with a jatco CVT so it could hypothetically fail catastrophically at any time. But right now my problems are mostly electrical. There's some kind of parasitic drain and if I leave the car sitting for more than a couple days the battery will die completely. The hood release is also stuck so I just have a piece of string tied around it and coming out though the gasket by the headlight that I pull when I need it open.My life is dumb. I'm also in a lot of debt from doing a college degree that has been a total net loss.
>>83511943I hope things work out for you. I wish things could just work out for everyone. It feels like now that I'm miserably failing at everything, I'm not "allowed" to say that because it's, like, inherently saying I wish things worked out for me and it's greedy or something, but I've always been an idealist sort