woke up again award. puke.
>>83518162I thought that was an elongated penis plopped on her head and leaking cum
>>83518186way gross. get your mind out of the gutter.
>>83518239Imagine the warmth and the throbs though...
>>83518284come here nonny. right here. stand right in front of me. then i can smack you on the head for being a retard.
>>83518314Okay, that's cute too, thanks for touching me :3
>>83518162fell for the "things get better" meme award
>>83518162why puke? what is there to puke about?
>>83518816because i woke up alone with only a pillow again
>>83519013>woke up alone with only a pillow againAnd no blanket!!!!!!?? where did it go?okay, this truly is something to puke about
>>83519248i kicked it off the bed bec-- WAIT idiot i mean because im lonely not because my bedsheets are everywhere,
waking up aloneeven though i have every day of my lifenever gets better
>>83519264>kicked it off the bed bec-- oh no..>WAIT idiotHEY! watch your tone!>im lonelyow I see sorry to hear that, if I could I'd give you a hug and maybe a snuggle though.. you are a sleep kicker.. I don't wanna get roundhoused in my sleep
>>83519429empty internet words hurt... you wouldn't give me a hug or anything of the sorts.. i wouldn't be brooding like this otherwise if things worked that way. i am lonely and ur probably lonely but playing pretend like that is just a reminder of the place we are in rather than any sense of solace...>>83519286some days are jus harder than others
>>83519641it seems like it never gets better thoughwish i just always was happy
>>83519641>you wouldn't give me a hugwhy do you think so?>ur probably lonelyeh not that much, I like being alone most of the time and the only lonely thing I do is that every night before I go to sleep I imagine I'm cuddling with someone
>>83519660well at least its better for other people?haha.aha.>>83519674>why do you think so?because you are empty words on a screen miles and miles and miles away and we know nothing about each other.>eh not that muchwe are in differnt worlds
>>83519702>miles and miles and milesprobably that's why I said if I could >we are in differnt worldsyepstill, sending you a big ol hug
>>83519822i dont want "ifs buts" and other empty platitudes from faceless entities. the world sucks and should burn to the ground. your words are more harmful than helpful.
>>83519702yeah other people suck i deserve to be happynot them
>>83519899based. scorn others with nice things.
>>83518162Get used to it as it will happen again tomorrow.
>>83519844>more harmful than helpful.okay I'll stop bothering you then
holy shit dude is this another woe is me poster >>83520016godspeed anon, you sound nice, stop wasting your time on this bitch
>>83520016imagine it like this nonny. you walk past an emaciated prisoner, and you go, ah man i would give you a burger if i could. id feed you. its okay though you'll get something to eat soon yeah? until then just think of some snacks! it sucks. false hope like that just makes you hungrier.>>83520014haha, unless..? jk
>>83520086yes unless, BUT DON'T
>>83520068nothing new here, these are reruns! its the same bitter woe poster as always. pull up a chair and feel free to bitch about things too.>>83520095haha, unless..? fr im jk. its a bit.
>>83520124It better be, I just woke up too and I'm freezing.
>>83520144what are you doing waking up at this hour!???
>>83520204My sleep schedule is all fucked up, I passed out at 12 AM and wake up whenever my body feels like it.
>>83520124>pull up a chairjust looked at the images, i remember you. i have talked to you a bunch of times, but from what i could gather you don't really want to try again, and you got mad at the suggestion of starting with online friendships, so i'll bitch about that.you gotta start somewhere or you'll always live like this. nobody is coming to save you, you know this well. romanticizing your suffering is retarded.
>>83520236kind of my vibes too right meow since i have nothing to do anyway. nothing new there.>>83520331>you don't really want to try againtry what again?>you got mad at the suggestion of starting with online friendshipsbecause they're fruitless, pointless, and go nowhere. online friendships don't solve terminal touch starvation and loneliness. you're putting water into an empty stomach. all you get is a congregation of lonely saps moping about how lonely everyone is together.>you gotta start somewhere or you'll always live like thisyour mistake is presuming that this is the 'start' of my living and not the end. i'm kicking rocks at my terminus, halfway off my coil and slamming back the other half day by day.>nobody is coming to save younovel concept that. you should copyright it.>romanticizing your suffering is retarded.thinking there's any romanticizing in this frustration and anger is wrong on your part. there's nothing romantic in hatred, and i hate everything, everywhere, in every direction. i hate hopeful idiots like yourself who think there's some just world fallacy, where if you try hard enough you can manifest love and care out of thin air. worse than that, i hate sanctimonious idiots who preach such tripe when everything comes to them on a silver platter with zero struggle. i've "started somewhere" for longer than i care to try anymore. let everything rot.i sentence you to three days without power so that all perishables in your fridge become non-edible and you have to buy everything again.
>>83520755Play some games, watch some Youtube ,pick up drawing.That's what I'm trying out this time. I need a new simple change.
>>83520782nothing like that can really get me out of bed anymore. im tired of everything being a solitary experience. i need a new simple chance at life.
>>83521552Such as? do you have any in mind?
>>83521570any what in mind, sorry? could you clarify please?
>>83521578What kind of simple change would get you out of bed.
>>83521606someone to get out of bed for.
>>83521617Let that someone be yourself for a while.
>>83521649that someone has been me my entire life. id rather die than pathetically try to drink water from an empty well. im not doing this nonsense any longer, its unnatural and makes you insane, like eating human flesh.
>>83521699Well you made it this far, it can't get any worse.
>>83521759its pretty fucking worse and doesn't get any better so i think calling it quits and admitting this charade has gone on for long enough is a better fucking option.
>>83521774Someone to get out of bed wouldn't like seeing you typing that
>>83521826it's a good thing that nobody exists then, isnt it?
>>83521850We don't know yet.
>>83521911oh, come on. i do know that yet, i can easily point to my entire existence. "oh they're just around the corner Sisyphus just push the boulder a little more!". sis there reaches a point where you are too old and retarded, and that's exactly where i am. trash goods like myself sit at the bottom of the clearance bin.
>>83521956I'm in the same boat , after a forced breakup, I doubt I'll find someone even close to what I lost. But I can't rot in bed bawling my eyes out.I hate to leave but now I have to pretend to fix my sleep by scrolling my phone until I pass out.
>>83522004sleep easy anon. i hope you can find some peace in your dreams and your reel pulls are mythic in quality.
>>83518162i lurk but i relate to your thinking, good thread fellow
>>83522563it takes one to know one pthbhthbht
