I turn 28 today and im very depressed that I never lived out any youthful fantasies. I wish I had friends and fucked a lot of girls and expirimented with drugs and made a ton of music. A decade of my life, the best years, gone due to fear and self hatred. I have not experienced the requisite amount of youthful expression to avoid being extremely bitter as a middle aged and elderly man. Im so scared. To be wrinkly, bitter, and have a chip on your shoulder is the worst fate. A pit in your stomach and pure envy any time you see a group of college kids. I fucked up so badly.
>>83520369we know bro, this is like the 50th time you told us
>>83520369is picrel you nigga?goddamn you look good for 28.
>>83520511No just a girl I find cute. Im a guy obviously
Ok now imagine being 35 (the highest age I have achieved so far)
>>83520547Is there any silver lining? How do young girls respond to you? do you even attempt with them?
Sick random SALEM / S4LEM shirt sighting. Plus I dig those simple xpritualism esque styled tattoos. Forget the actual name for that style of tattoo but I actually think they're pretty cool. Fits her well, too.Anyways, I think you robros should check out Salem if you haven't already. Fucking amazing witchhouse group. https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLy3urFar_7WNKGpo2DNf-V9yiclecwg6_&si=UTnpTOsc1z0qdnDfI have an entire Playlist I've put together on my YouTube consisting of only their works. I really think some of you might enjoy their music.
>>83520539oh i thought picrel was you avatarfagging as yourself, and that you were a cute american boy that looks like a girl. nvm.
>>83520567Just chatted with some girls from around here, calling it an attempt is a stretch. I haven't talked to a girl irl. I have been surprised they are willing to talk to a weird old loser, haven't found one that will stick around though (would prefer 25+). I wish I would have tried when I was 28, my looks have gotten worse. Everything is worse.
>>83520654I'm gonna remember this for when I don't want to go to the gym or eat goyslop
>>83520671It's not weight or fitness, it's just time. I weigh the same as I have since high school, and I am fitter/stronger than I was in my 20s.
I dont care about youthful faggot shit, I just want a girlfriend (female) who gives me cuddles, sex, a home life
>>83520654Why uglier? Did you get fatter/balder or do you just look aged?
>>83520369If it makes you feel any better you probably would've turned out bitter anyways. A couple bad experiences with women is all it'd take.
>>83521065Not fat, not bald yet but I see the hairline changing, skin aged, face more sunken. I guess it's not only age probably a lot is from being a basket case and not sleeping. No one so far has run from seeing my pic at least
>>83520369For a man, your 30s are unquestionably your best years. It's when strength peaks, you're making money in your career, probably have a house, a wife, friends, etc. I could never go back to my 20s. Why be poor, living at home, being uncertain?
>>83520598always wanted to get into them but never did so. seems good
