>spent five figures on looksmaxxing in the last few years>Literally in debt, struggling to pay the bills, owe my mom money, have a negative net worth >Despite having the highest paying full time job I've ever had (I'm lower middle class, 61k a year, I'm not a richfag/bragfag, I'm just saying)>Still single>No sympathy from anyone because I've spent 14,000$ on surgery and I have a contract with a personal trainer I am just venting because nobody in my real life would have any sympathy for me. Also I try to be stoic and masculine and I'm ashamed to admit this to anyone I know, and I don't talk to anyone about my problems anyways because nobody wants to hear that bitch boy faggot whining and I have self respect. Also politics is entirely a separate subject but, the general cost of living is obviously up tremendously and seriously every time I further my career it doesn't actually accomplish jack shit. My rent is 1,620 for an apartment that is just as nice as my first apartment which I was paying 1000$ for in 2016, that's a fucking decade ago and everything costs more than 50% more. When the fuck is the USA going to unfuck itself? Holy shit. All this fucking work just to attempt to get an attractive girlfriend. If I could go back in time and do it all again I would have just stayed a neet loser and never moved out of my parents house. The grind is literally not yielding any fucking results.
