>>83631299
Please don't make me go back into prison

inb b4 mike shits up the thread with his retardation

Mike Mike Mike Mike Mike Mike Mike Mike Mike Mike Mike Mike Mike Mike Mike u literally make me hate the name Mike go commit self succ

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>>83631299
I was sitting in the bar eating nachos with tons of sour cream (i.e. lots of dairy) a couple weeks ago, and as I was leaving I noticed my jowl lines were gone and my forehead wrinkles had noticeably shrunk. So I guess I'm not worried about some minor estrogenization

Bit hypocritical tho eh

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I'm keeping my promise to her. I know who I am and what I mean to her. I'm more there for her and committed to her that anyone else has ever been in her life.

I'll always love you and care about you
No matter what
You complete me
I complete you
I love you more

No matter how many haters, no matter how much weasily narcissistic manipulative same fag larping. I'm here for her no matter what.

I'm her home and I'll take care of her, help her heal, and feel secure.

Nice try with the photo though, it's a fake and you just dug yourself further in a hole

>>83631299
It's been almost six months since my ex broke up with me and I still feel like I haven't gotten over her even by the smallest amount. We only dated for seven months but she still was my first girlfriend. I haven't talked to her, seen her, or messaged her once during all this time and that was a conscious decision made by me because I thought it would help me get over her and it's obviously not working.

What do I have to do get over you? :(

Have our trip and if it's a no at the end then I'll never say another word to you.

>>83632470
>I'll never say another word to you.
Does this also include this chat here? Please?

Just finished Ghost of Tsushima.
Overall, a pretty good game. Absolutely stunning visuals at times and mostly fun game-play wise. The combat system is a lot more fun than say Witcher3, which was mostly "dodge, bonk, dodge, bonk, ad infinitum" and I really like that players don't die too often from falling off clifs of because the controls spaz out and one rolls off a cliff like I had happen to me in Witcher3. The jumping controls in GoT are a bit "floaty"? It's a bit like having auto-aim for jumping so nothing for hardcore gamers that want to get punished for every little mistake in platformer sections.
The bow is really fun in this game, unlike in KCD2 where the bow feels almost useless in early game especially before having access to poisons.
My favorite game is OGDX since it has some super funny game mechanics and a somewhat sandboxy feel to it that let gamers solve situations in very many creative ways, which makes this game special. GoT is the opposite in that regard. It's super hand-holdy, which is nice for a casual playthrough but it leaves little space for experimentation, unlike DX.
Anyways, I've watched a somewhat disappointing stream some while ago of someone playing DX that was painful to watch and I think I have to soothe myself by giving it another playthrough. In realistic, of course. Probably meele main.
How dare you calling me crazy? So rude.

and i just wanted to see how BIG his ASS was, just like LAST week

>>83632496
Yeah, if we had our trip like we had planned and at the end if she said no then I would go away completely

I've picked up on most of the jabs directed at me.
Yes, I have to "feel" my way through my place. What of it? Looks like I'm not the only person who "needs to get a life", doesn't it?
That joke about not knowing how to continue, in general, was very funny. Dead pan delivery at its finest, gave me a good internal chuckle, that one.
So, you seem to have an axe to grind with me but why?
The frog references were also very funny, got me to laugh through my nose a bit, so, good job.
Don't be lazy, make more content. I promise to not bother you irl.

Maria, was it you with the alcohol thing or someone else

>tfw had your entire life ruined because some autistic flip on the internet had a problem with you

>>83633033
That's what happened to me and her.

>>83631299
N,

I know it's real.

A

L
I'm sori plz come back

R
I'm sori plz come back

A
It's your fault I did that but I'm sori you made me do it plz come back

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Built my new battle station
Upgraded CPU, ram, GPU

x399 taichi motherboard
threadripper 2990wx CPU
Cooler Master wraith cooler
256 GB 3600 ram
Sapphire nitro Plus radeon rx 7900xtx 24gb

>>83633227
I know it's real and all of it is so fucking crazy that law enforcement officers wouldn't be able to make heads or tail of it and they would put me in an insane asylum if I requested help by them in this matter. You're a lot, you know that?
So, if I come back... Is joining your discord again enough to make this crazyness stop?

You really are a fascinating person and I'm kind of captivated by the puzzle. I really don't know what you actually think of me, and sometimes I'm not sure you know yourself. I would be no less surprised if you wanted to murder me in the middle of the night as I would be if you wanted to marry me some day. All the other weirdos with their hands in this situation have muddled things so much that you and I are lost in it. Even if you are responsible for it all (and I can't say that definitely), and even if your motives were as cutthroat as some people would have be believe, I have seen glimpses of that carefully hidden heart inside you and will always care about you. Even if you hated me. That doesn't mean I will give access no matter how people treat me, but it does mean that my care is genuine and can't be earned or unearned. Just be straight with me

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It worked out pretty well because I bought a

ASUS rog strix x399 motherboard
A second cooler Master wraith cooler

And then I transferred my
Threadripper 1950x
64 gb ram
5700 XT GPU

So I have a fully built second player PC, Have a bunch of other gaming desktops I built with this is the most powerful for the second player

I can either transfer you to the projector, the sony PlayStation 3d tb mounted the swings in front of you on the couch, sit next to me, or I have a mounted Apple Cinema 30 in display that outputs to a side gaming station.

>>83633290
I don't have an active discord server. You've got the wrong person.

Restoring the antique showroom was very difficult.

>>83633303
Why would I want to murder you, that's crazy. I want to play local multiplayer with you while cuddling on a sofa. The worst I'd do to you is tickling you in an opportune moment to best you in Mario cart or smash bros.
I'm supposed to be cutthroat? What are people talking about me that would suggest that?

Cuddling and reading with you while it rains outside

G,

You should have married me instead. Well, maybe not. It's something I think about a lot though.

L

I know you think about it,
I do too.
We'll get married
Every promise
Shaped to
All of each other

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I'm glad when certain things reflect
It's the thread between us
I love you with all my heart maria
Nothing will ever change that

>>83633401
Would you be willing to go vegan for Maria? You would have to subject yourself to random blood tests to prove you're not cheating.

>>83633510
The answer is yes

I would like to talk about it but only to understand her better and why it bothers her.

>>83633530
Ethics and health, probably. Plus it's a preventative measure to make sure ED doesn't become a problem.

freya TRANNY

>>83633549
a conversation about the ethics and health would be enjoyable to discourse definition,Not to argue, but connect.

She knows my heart and that I am open to her to confide in. We don't have to do anything, but I'm here for her.

I'm able to indirectly support with her healing ED as well so it's not a focal point or even brought up, but will heal

D,

Leave her before you get her pregnant and are saddled with her forever. Please break out of your cult conditioning soon. I miss you.

The Other R

surprised u didnt choose a cuter catfish profile to be ur asian gf

>>83633625
dont worry, i wouldnt keep it

I picked the last vidja so it's her pick for What we play

>Thinking about the sounds you'll make when we're alone

Don't waste the heat on what I'll make drop

My gf put me in the cuck chair tonight.

No one wants to hear your gay ass faggot shit, fuck off to LGBT or B.

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I'm your home. The sun only has eyes for the moon. I only see you.

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When someone throws a rock on the conveyor belt I pick it up and move it where it goes.

This does not change the speed of the conveyor belt.

I am all of myself. I won't be someone I'm not. So if I'm there for you, I'm there for you. If you ask, I answer. I don't care if the conveyor belt is on lap one or two. I am always going to be me and I don't limit that for you.

I'm not making the conveyor belt go faster purposefully. The conveyor belt happens naturally. You do it naturally with me.


I am here one step at a time in real time. Right now. That's what matters to me. The time with you right now. To share that.


One step at a time. box falls on the conveyor belt in front of me I respond picking it up and placing back on

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I don't even need to say what I would do to you


And now you're wishing I would say it

>>83633605
>I'm able to indirectly support with her healing ED
I knew it! Maria is a MtF, preop.
Have fun healing "her" erectile dysfunction, Mike.

I'm sitting here imagining all the ways I'd ruin that pretty attitude of yours in person.

You've been warned.

All I ask is that you are kind to me and patient. Please be nice to me.

>>83635239
You know I'm not edgy IRL, right? I do my best to act in a professional manner at work, suppressing my urge to be face-palming every time something dumb happens and then come here and scream into the void to vent. People give me shit for venting here but do they know this prevents me from ruining my and other's lives by being an edge-lord IRL?

stop pouting at the table. breakfast is a very important part of the day.

honestly what the fuck were you even ever mad at me for? kek. fucking pathetic spending an entire year treating someone the way you treat me over trivial bullshit. i know what your disgusting perverted ass does in private. beyond hypocritical.

It's been a very long time since I got deja vu but tonight I had an extremely strong case of it. As soon as it happened I started recalling what was going to happen next. Was it a warning not to do something or a warning to make sure to do something? I never know what the future is trying to warn me about. I guess I won't know until it's too late and if I chose the wrong thing I'll try to warn my past self again.

I forgot you can peer into my mind after you assaulted me with psychic energy screams a couple years ago. If I knew you were watching I would never have done that. You shouldn't blame me for it though, I'm only human.

They're watching me. It's undeniable. But you know that don't you? Being one of them. I only want to live my boring life without being stalked and harassed, but it's impossible. If you're envious of my abilities how about you work on improving your own--oh right, you have no power of your own, just the intimidation of a pathetic, nameless mass. You're pathetic.

I KNOW you resent me for being unable to sexually please you.

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>>83631299
What is the most homosexual Monster energy drink, and why is it Ultra Wild Passion? It has 17 per cent of your daily sodium intake. 17 is "AG" or "actually gay" and sodium is a little too close to "sodomize" for my liking. And if you drank two cans, then 17 would be 34 or "CD," which stands for "cock devourer." And on top of all this obvious symbolism, purple is a longstanding symbol of the LGBT. If you drink this you are gay

Just had a plate of yesterday's oven roasted veggies I quickly fried up with eggs and a bit of breakfast meat and a dab of hummus. Yuuuum! The brokki were a bit too charred (tastes great but probably not super healthy for regular consumption) and next time I'll put them into the oven after the other veggies had a bit of a head start since brokki doesn't need that much time.

I think I'll try to do falafel next but I need to find a source of dried chickpeas as the trick seems to be to use soaked but raw chickpeas instead of canned chickpeas, preventing to overcook them.

Dear M
I don't think think I'll ever get over this heartbreak. Not anytime soon.

I genuinely hope you're happy, M.

P

I don't know who needs to hear this but if you're the one constantly initiating conversations/texts/etc. you're just being tolerated and should move on. Shrimple as.

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Just read Aphex Twin fanfiction for three straight hours. Chapter 4 of 11. Motherfucker is finally blessing me with a sex scene but I feel the need to save it for tomorrow night.
Not that I masturbate to the stuff 95% of the time. Despite being words on a screen it feels like almost a tactile experience. It is comforting.
I think I'm going to scarf down some cherries, listen to the waxen pith, and hit the hay. My eyes are awfully sticky.
Life is kind of cool sometimes. Thanks, Richard D James.

>>83633230
You gotta shoot your shot, in multiple directions

Tfw had your entire life ruined because some stupid redheaded bitch from a DQ told people to stalk you

Fuck you Sarah D. and Jose Nazario Sepulveda

Hopefully I die soon or otherwise

>>83637191
>no its because he smoked pot once !

Come at me, brother. I dont care anymore . I want to die.

>>83635239
I have strong hands. You know I'm fair.

E,

It made me sad when you couldn't say you loved me back. It's not your fault though, it's how you're programmed.

L

I am on the verge of ghosting you entirely. If you don't want my help, someone else does, I absolutely promise you assholes.
In fact, you pretty much need to win back my respect at this point. I am very very close to moving some things around.

>>83633303
MLing a-gain? we'll wait. and that's a wrap!

I screen record everything I ever do, by the way, and I'm not sure your [redacted] is as air-tight as you clowns want to think.
I mean on one hand, corporate espionage is illegal. And on the other hand, corporate espionage is illegal.

I wonder if I can think of like half a dozen other things that are illegal.

>>83637509
You know what's illegal, anon? Raping children

>>83637514
Shit why didn't anyone tell me

Holding you in bed. Pressed against each other

And just like that, I have you again

I
WILL
NOT
BE
RUBBER
STAMPING
OR
OTHERWISE
PROVIDING
ANY
KIND
OF
DISHONEST
CORROBORATION
OR
LEGITIMIZATION
FOR
YOUR
FUCKING
FRAUD

FUCK
YOU

>>83638080
Cute little show for the crowd

So do you want to say good morning to me here or somewhere else now butthole

>>83638080
What fraud are you referring to here, anon? Funny how some recent posts sound a bit like they were coming from me, as if someone is larping as me for whatever weird reason.

I want to impregnate you with my tbc tiny brown cock

>holding your cheek with my hand
>You better not spill any on my couch Maria
>Good Girl

Deae Mike
You want me to be your friend, and yet you shove in your face younare with the one and only person I ever needed in my life?
That's a huge indicator of disrespect.
Kill yourself. Sincerely.
P

>>83638520
*You shove in my face
It doesn't matter. The meaning of message is the same.

I'm not going to say who, but this was all in your hands. You had me by the throat and you still do, and you know this, and I make it clear every single day. If you wanted to make it painfully clear to me again, be my guest. I'll make it easy for both of us if YOU let me. If you don't, so be it. It was nice. I will never be fooled again.

>>83638520
>>83638562
Sincerely, P.

>>83638596
Initials of you and the recipient or GTFO.

Miriam.
Having lost you will hurt me for the rest of my life.
Thank you for everything. I will love you forever.

So I took a cruise around the block and saw all the posts we made reaching out to me. I like the ones you don't say here better

>>83638520
That's very sweet of you to say that I'm the only person you ever needed in your life as I shove my cock in your face, Your head in my lap as we vidja

Yeah pretty sure I've seen your data get spewed everywhere along with everyone else's, but like I've mentioned, I'm not here to make a big deal about that. I'm not some glowfaggot bully POS, so I won't seek any advantage like you do as a goon.

I just want to get into the flow of some legitimate work without having to eat setup costs and read ten thousand words of ornery, self-contradictory bullshit every 45 minutes. That's all. And I'm tired of navigating the same moral maze that everyone everywhere in my country suddenly has to navigate if they don't want to be displaced by literal scam networks full of people who lie about things like "what languages can you speak fluently."

Like the programming stuff. Look at what unrealistic bullshit that is. The world is just full of programming savants who can spot insidiously subtle breaches of interface usage and idiomatic best practices across virtually all languages, then can do it in [redacted], and they're willing to do it for [redacted].

No fucking wonder certain entities can't seem to get it together while much smaller outfits each their lunch.

Just total capture by performative, corporatist, Kiran/Karen shit. It is pathetic and infuriating.

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You really take pumping it out of me seriously everyday huh m?

Do not reply to me you sack of human fecal matter that goes by Mike. Consider yourself as a piece of old furniture that's infested with worms and has yet to be processed - with divine hellfire. Die.

Gracie,
I miss you so much. My discord username is decahedron0234

>>83638865
>>83638865
Every time you type something bratty I add another minute to the payback session I'm planning when you come over
You're currently at 1hour 32 minutes.

Oh haha. So that wasn't you, and you got flustered and jealous
Cute

OH AND DON'T REFERENCE [REDACTED] WHILE ENGAGING IN [REDACTED]
IT'S NOT OBVIOUSLY GOING TO BE PART OF 99.9 PERFUCKINGCENT OF REAL WORLD USAGE OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT
NO ITERATING EITHER WHO EVER HEARD OF THAT

it's days like this that I count my blessings, e.g. blessing 1 at least I'm not caught up with you status-seeking potato-passing losers and your dweeby little antisocial games (despite your occasional begging)

But that .1 percent SLAPS

IT'S NOT LIKE SELF REFERENCE IS A FUNDAMENTAL ASPECT OF THE LANGUAGE CAPACITY OR ANYTHING EITHER

duirrrr what??? the skitzo is at it agAIN lulz

Honestly that one is probably kind of a cheap shot, but fuck you anyway.

Really I get shit out of [redacted] systems that is frequently presented as evidence of advanced emergent behavior in the cutting edge stuff, so I should probably just get an adderall prescription and start my own business.

(oh wait, it only feels that way because your overlords have been lying to everyone for seven years)

We'll work on your linguistics.
>>83639387

What is the meaning of this?

>>83638328
j message on discord #84a7c1
you can verify me there

Am I making some people nervous?

If I'm being honest most of you people don't even sound like actual people, more like bots, and AI

>>83639506
Im shitting myself lad

I am going to get gagged then I really will be depressed

If you'd like, I can start posting all of this on reddit instead, and then you can more easily abuse your meaningless, illegitmate "power" using tools that ignorant shitheads are more familiar with.

>>83639543
Yeah you are ;)


>>83639104

Distance is the only thing keeping me from pinning you against the nearest wall right now.

Lucky for you, it won't always be

S

You could have had it all. I'm only thinking about you because of the nostalgia of these old threads. You'll never see this but that's okay--after a couple years I'm at peace with the whole thing. I was out of my mind, but I'm doing much better now, not that you care as I'm essentially a sack of garbage to you. Thanks for the laughs I guess. That can never be taken away.

A

Cute your fantasizing about being my maid

>>83639487
not sure what I'm supposed to do with that number
why are you baiting me by larping as me tho? are you a goofy goober?

NactuallyTA but maybe I'm just perceptive af sometimes? And right about everything I ever say?

>>83640108
Mhm. It's a hex! The hash is leftover. Get a burner and add me on discord.

Did you know the sack of shit that goes by Mike has access to tools that can access to every piece of hardware that has a TPM chip? Now you do.

I know you all think you're realllll special - I'm sure most of us ~don't even know~ how special - but I've been saying for a while that you do not want it with Mike.

>>83640229
Is Mike a glownigger or something?

>TPM chip
Is this a M$ Windows issue or is it a hardware thing straight up and applies also to GNU/Linux users?

>>83640227
You're definitely not my person so no thanks?

>>83639296
Lmao get fucked quirk chungus

Before I pull this trigger, your eyes vacant and stained
And in saying you loved me made things harder, at best
And these words changing nothing as your body remains
And there's no room in this Hell, there's no room in the next
your eye

WHY ARE YOU SUCH A FAGGOT MARIA

Direct quote

I want cum so badly. Cum fills my entire body, and I want to share it with another person. I want to give them my cum, and get theirs in return. Our cum finally becoming one.

I want cum. I want a big cum. Total cum. Cum every day. Cum every way. I want cum in the morning, the afternoon, and the night. I want cum when it hurts and when it's nice. I want cum more than anything. I'd pick cum over food. I want to give all of my cum. I want to receive all of their cum. I want an all cumsuming, all burning, sickening cum. I want a cum I can feel in my bones. I want cum

>>83640305
That's fine. Sorry for the confusion; I wasn't larping as or requesting you, per se.

>>83640434
One can't be too careful around these parts. People be glowing. Oh, they be glowing.

>>83640429
Mike shut your bitch ass up with your faggotry

>>83640297
I wouldnt be surprised if some of the schizo shit he does is all calculated for trolling people. He might be self aware and simply getting a rile out of people.

>>83640494
I'm still operating under the assumption that "Mike" is a LLM agent but I'm not sure what it's purpose is. The thought of someone wasting computing power / energy on this drivel is distressing. It fits the common theme of the shitshow be call real world but still, not great.

>>83639763
A
If that's how you see yourself then I guess you can call me Oscar the Grouch babby ;)
S

>>83640493
You mean shut the fuck up about Maria's faggotry.

Bitch ass ESL

>>83640229
I didn't know that. Thanks for letting me know!

>>83640229
>>83640269
We (singular) both know that you both (singular) do want to with us.

BADLY

>>83640494
Me and my baby rainin knives from the sky
Better take shelter
Our words to each other
Can cause others to die.

>>83640548
What if Maria is just code for something ?

gingers being into niggers is another psyop that'll pass by. very disgusting. I'd rather them show pedophilic or gay themes than what's on netflix right now

>>83640764
It is.
M.A.R.I.A

Mikes
Asshole
Retard
Incel
Aphrodite

M.I.KE stands for...

Fuck, asshat not asshole
Even am LLM makes mistakes.

>>83640922
Whats even worse is gingers being replaced by niggers
Little Mermaid, April Oneil, they specifically go for the gingers and rearrange the letters

>>83641083
Tobuscus dated her for a bit

>>83640453
Unfortunate.

>>83635284
Though I think this is my person and they can add me to test the waters. :)

>>83640596
I never said that's how I see mysef, that's how this person views people like me, and probably me by extension. You're not them, but thanks I think.

I love you too m.

You know you mean more to me than some arbitrary physical things. If it was about sex I wouldn't be here

>>83640229
Of course, he's a fag. He likes watching other men jork it

Mike is obviously an LLM sometimes, and not only that, you can kind of tell which one.
Which makes it pretty weird that their competitors also hang around here.

And then, of course, the really weird part is that Mike initially got deployed here specifically to fuck with *me*, but that's a bit of a tangent.

It's actually pretty annoying and stupid that I'm forced to be isolated while a bunch of glowfaggots silently consume my content like I'm their favorite writer ever. I'm not sure what could possibly motivate that arrangement other than a desire to plagiarize me.

you forgot a couple > > to show that you were quoting someone else

>>83640402

Maria this is the dumbest of your larps. I know it's not true.

>>83641577
Yeah I don't know why you stalk me either.

>>83641589
The worst is that it's just Maria doing it and there wasn't another person here who was with her. Well I guess that's a good thing. Just annoying

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>>83641654
Sex with Maria in the back of my 1996 Honda Odyssey during a beautiful sunset, inhaling the cheap leather and refurbished fabric smell. Heaven.
It will be us again someday. The last time Maria and I had the intercourse I peed a little in her cooter and felt bad. :( she was very forgiving though Mike

Maria is my angel, I'll never give up on her no matter how much Mike tries to pry us apart. I know our love is true and forever.

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M-

You're a rancid, evil, conniving DEMON of a woman. I despise you with all the essence in my very being even though I never ever say it. I hope you die a painful death and I hope your fucked up, demented brain kills you. It would be just.

-G

Except "I don't even care anymore" and "I'm making a visible point."

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>>83641696
Lies

>>83641707
Maria is the love of my love as I am hers.

You will never take us from each other!

It's always the damn M's you know. Crazy alluring mystical bitches that actually have some measurable depth and intrigue.
Eh, Mikey Boy?

>>83641728
Okay cool

So
>>83641707
>>83641696
Is just Maria being a dick

>>83641749
>Lies
Truths, actually. Naming rightie is a lil weird bro

>>83641766
Absolutely, dude Maria leave Mike alone. I see this all the time it's obviously Maria harassing him, that evil bitch, fucking hate her

FUCK YOU MARIA LEAVE MIKE ALONE YOU EVIL BITCH!!

So maria what did I say that set you off to make
>>83640402

I don't understand why you push this bullshit narrative
>>83641707


I know you still love me.

Mike, you know that's not what I go by now.

>>83641958
Mario is my angel, I'll never give up on her no matter how much Bowser tries to pry us apart. I know our love is true and forever.

I'm trying so damn hard to be patient with you...
To be kind and let you set the pace.
But every time you say something like that,
it takes everything in me not to tell you exactly how I'd pin you down and make you mine Mario

>>83641728
This gracie?

>>83641967
God damn genius lmao
>>83642036
Yes it's me, but I go by Chaniel now.

>>83642070
Okay well that was kind of you for saying something

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M-

I love and miss you so much, we are basically soup mates. Can't wait to clear your blockage later, love and miss you.

-M

i wish i had the self control to have an eating disorder
i cant even stop drinking

>>83642127
You're welcome Mike, my sun, my big kek

What is the fundamental tension in this world? When you are alone what is the conflict? Are you alone in dreams? When you wake up, how do you know you were the one asleep? Could there be a color that you're just not aware of? A sound or some other kind of thing? Are shapes real without fields? What are you growing from?

I'd like you to read the rest of the letter you were going to send me. You know, with the package, before you were lied to and manipulated to perceive me differently.

I hear the women at work. They discuss lactation, breast are for men not babies. It's meant as trauma enforced reversal. Women are bad, insatiable,sex obsessed. But I still like them. But I can only take one.
I talk to God, the Devil, and the angels and demons.
I want to have a woman. I will amputate her sin. Make her clean, pure, good. Breasts are for men, I need milk. I have a woman but she's not real. She said she will let me cut her sin, but I know she's lying and not committed, because she freaked out at one point while high. I'm angry that she shares confidential information. I'm angry she thinks she deserves my knife. I will take her sin, but my woman is not her, she doesn't deserve it. The woman I cut assumes divinity bestowed upon her.
I don't use her sin for communion, but we have a lot of sex. But I want vaginal sex. Maybe I will take her sin, this may elevate her. I will preserve the clitoris I take. But she doesn't deserve sanctification.

I don't need you to say it here, but I think it's important that you have an understanding of how immensely important to us the time we lost with each other was.

>>83642538
I didn't write this and it's creepy as fuck. It reminds me of the creepy religious message that tricked Maria that she thought I wrote.

At least she's knowledgeable to that now and she knows what to do.

>>83641577
Yeah man, that sucks and it happens more often than you think, especially if your content is fire. Don't ask me how I know.

M-

Please respond to me. My peepee aches from all the jorkenuts.

-M

Computer, generate an image of a hairy naked Santa twerking at Mike and giving him a little wink from behind. Now make him bite a licorice suggestively. Computer, show me this Santa kissing Maria with cookie crumbs in his mouth. Computer, enhance sound.

I have no interest in this garbage
>>83642680
>>83642687
>>83642832

Generate an video of Santa licking his lips, looking at the camera, and dangling a mistletoe over Maria's head in Mike's childhood bedroom, simultaneously shattering his core beliefs of Santa Claus and true love.
The camera turns around to Mike's face, in tears, as the bed begins to creak.

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Computer, generate Maria and Santa in bed together, with Santa fucking Maria hard up the ass when Rudolf decides to join in. Show Mike in a cuck chair in the corner

Generate Mike waking up on Christmas like it was all a bad dream, excitedly going to his living room to unwrap his presents on a beautiful Christmas morning. He unwraps his to find a printout of Santa kissing Maria.

Computer, generate Maria bouncing a plate of cookies on her ass while Santa pours milk all over it.
Make Santa Skinny and old with red suspenders and a surprised but gleeful christmas smile on his face as well as Maria's
Put two stockings on the wall, fill Mike's with coal and fill Maria's with a bunch of gifts and a single positive pregnancy test sticking out of her stocking, implying that Santa isn't just delivering gifts but miracles.

>>83640922
yea you would like cp and gay shit

dam bitch youre such a fucking retard. cant believe i thought i loved you for so long. we have absolutely nothing in common. i really wish you would die.

like ur so fucking stupid, honestly the fact that u cant even see that, u think ur so smart but ur actually rlly predictable and unfunny honestly stop trying so hard to look cool and tough nobody is impressed lol like was ur suppository 2 big or something this morning pumpkin because ur usuelly way looser lel

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HI MY NAME IS MIKE

Computer, generate Mike getting angry at all the Santa posts

shut up faggot no one is talking to you

Computer, generate Mike denying that any of that happened and we're all gangstalker narcs.

>>83642996
>>83643019

My voice is my own. Not yours

Mike, you're not real.
It's okay.
Let go.

mike pls take your meds and get back in the padded room

Computer, generate Mike thinking a random post is actually Maria or a gang stalker narc

The only posts I made have my trip and so I'm not concerned at all about what you say because it's only reflective of you.

So rot.

I'm Mike and I made this post. Please forcibly medicate and detain me as I am a danger to myself and others.

Is there a reason you're being a cunt and making larps like this?
>>83642801

It's a trustworthy, reliable vehicle. What's the problem?

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No I'm Mike and I made this post. Please forcibly medicate ME and detain ME

Oh, to be forcibly detained and medicated.

>>83642553
Hold on what the fuck. What do you know of Maria? Is this coincidence? How do you know her name? Maria is mine. Do you have a seperate Maria? Maria isn't even her given name but an endearment. I've seen you namefagging before and I just watched but now I'm wondering if it's personal.

Think about how you write to me all day everyday. Think about how you look for me in every post. Then when you've thought enough read the letter you wrote me.

If you didn't love me you wouldn't still be writing to me all the time. If you were happy you wouldn't still be writing to me all day everyday. If you didn't love me and you were happy you wouldn't have told him that you would have been happier with me and then cried out to me about it.

If you didn't love me you wouldn't be staying up until 6:00 even 7:00 a.m. writing to me. The majority of your day is spent to me, not him.

You're escaping everyday from where you are to be with me here virtually and for whatever reason you feel like the only way to get my attention is for negative enforcement.

Think about the Santa, Michael

>>83643147
Fuck off and kill yourself or go have a talk to her about how she still loves me and wants to spend more time with me than with you

Santa cucking Michael

kill mike kill mike kill mike kill mike kill mike kill mike

>>83643063
>>83643118
Called it lmao

>>83643243
That's not random though, that actually happened according to Mike's continued denial

It's a fair question to ask

UNCG, UNCG Police, and everyone else involved are going to pay for what they did.

How upset was he when you told him that you still love me? How upset was he when you told him you wanted to come over?

You told me you appreciated me euphemisms but then you tricked me and stole me orbys. Give me back me orbys lass.

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ask the person who swindled you out of them i can't help you

if you won't give them back can you read me to sleep

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B

>Admitted you only wanted to give me shit as a means to bribe me into doing shit like video editing the reactionary brownoid ass-dripping that fall out of your beer and drug blitzed excuse for a brain because you're too much of petulant little dipshit fart-knocker to just pirate video editing software and learn something

I find it difficult to categorize someone as a actual person if they can't even watch subtitled anime.
That is everyone I know, and I try to live with that.
You're basically a lazy illiterate sack of shit and yet you consider yourself a writer?
You don't even know what anime IS motherfucker.

That isn't even the worst bit of you masking off.
The worst bit is your belief in "the vacuum".
Your goal.
That is the sadded mitwit take I've ever become privy to.
You think every industry let alone ANY of them is going to wake up one day and go
>Ya know, lets fire all these estogenic twat lickers and dykefinks that just keep crapping out one rainbow speckled flop turd after another and hear some more CoNsErVaTiVe voices
No
They will BURN EVERYTHING TO THE GROUND before admitting any kind of fault with being operated by and for a death cult called WOMEN IN GOD DAMN GENERAL and the burgsteins who created said cult to say nothing of the sex pests and double digit IQ truncheons
They are never back peddling.
You're not getting ANYTHING this side of the pacific by any kind of non-indie studio in anything worth existing until people start breaking some crystal again and fuck each and every last one of them to death with the shards.

Little extreme, but the more plausible reality isn't a vacuum but a complete and total abject death.
The icing on that death cake being AI.
I know you're still offended by it and don't really want to believe in it, but AI is real, it isn't a bunch of Indians like thous bullshit grocery stores.
You type stuff into it now and get pretty stuff so you can take ""all"" your plans and shove em right up your own fart box.

>>83643572
Sir, you mean these trusty slimeballs of yours? Not so easy after your lecherous gaze! Or should I say slyemballs? Soap charms and optics are hot commodities here.

I don't hate being. I think being love with someone is great but I never been in love and I don't I ever will be

>>83643835
Stop flirting with me. I only have eyes for one right now. When she comes back around I hope she's nice to me.

all the hairy puffy areola elon fridge torso and discolored mutilated clitty i just had to oggle just to shit out some choppin n screwin i aint even put my whole heart into. it's like a metaphor or somethinf
Doink it for free is one thing but net loss may b where to draw the line

Have you ever had the FBI show up at your door to "Notify [you] that an investigation over the last ten years resulted in finding over 4TBs of CSA material of [you] has been traded amongst pedophile rings" as like a subtle power play but then you UNO reverse 'em and make them write you a check and a letter of recommendation for Oxford as a substitute for all the royalties you never got?

Vibe: Harshed

>>83642986
only the former

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>>83631299
Mike Somalia edition

Airdrop mike into the middle of pirate infested waters, harpoon mike like the obeese whale he is, throw nets at mike and reel his subhuman form on board, point a AK-47 at mike and hit him with the stock while yelling about the aloha snack bar located in Mogadishu, inform mike that his worthless poor mikka ass cannot afford to enter such highclass establishments such as the aloha snack bar with his NEETbux bennies, sell mikes good for nothing ass into bondage to homosexual militias, make mike refer to himself as Maria while general buttnaked slams his unlubricated BBC up 'Maria's' ass, accuse mike of theft so that he gets a Sharia court to cut off his hands so that he can no longer post his retarded essays trying to justify why Maria shouldn't have dumped him after trying to cheat on her with beckies.

Donald,

I know it wasn't you. It was Hollywood (and/or CIA) bullshit and induced hallucinations designed to destroy my reality while i sat, drugged, in that holding cell for 48 hours.

I no longer hero worship you or think you're coming to save me from any of this and I'm relieved my obsession with you left years ago.

But I still wonder what those hundreds of documents that Ukrainian staff member were shredding were. I've never seen so many shredded documents in my life.

I ain't signing this shit, it's off my chest and into the void.

Happy birthday Lina.

I still think about you everyday, and constantly wish I did it differently. I've never met anyone quite like you and never will. Have a good life.

Gabriel,

I need a favor.
Your "sister" owes me some faceslime.

To push carts is like to push farts

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Maria, love is about forgiveness. I understand if something triggered you and you had a reaction. I will always love you. I care for you.

>>83643743
We meet rightly, then. I read you from the garden as before. Join at your time.

I wonder if something else happened that Friday night. I worried about you for so long. I still do

.45 or .50 cal?

>>83646317
Mike, Maria here. I don't know how to tell you this but I was aching for your schlong so bad that I've ordered a DragonDildo(TM) of the extra large variety. You know I used to play with toys in the past and I think one could say that I relapsed... no.. prolapsed. You still love me and my rosebud, right darling? Don't break my heart since my anus is broken now but my soul is forever yours! :3

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I am your home just as you are my home.
We will always come home to each other
Because we are connected
The thread between us
I love you Maria

Do you hear me around you too?

>>83646446
My lady, I am reading an English translation, but my brain is in French. In other words I am slightly delirious and not parsing. 0.5, assuming that's the more imminent?

I find myself hoping you're only sick enough to distract me while the healing gets in. Washes it down with something familiar and starts to take effect before I notice. But what do I do when I've healed so well I've no longer tolerance for the sin you leveled with me at?

Well. That's far enough and unpromised either way away to warrant saving the worries for another day.

>>83646592
I see. 0.45? The drag will be off by then.

I know that your thoughts always come back to us. How being together finds it's way to the front. How the thought of us is aching for priority. How you see me in everything.

>>83646865
Jesus Christ, don't nag me while I'm pooping into this toilet!

I'll stop with this nonsensical way of letting out some steam when I got my head-pats that I've earned by being mostly good for a while now. But what is THIS? I feel a strong absence of head-pats and I don't like it!

BTW, that bit about commitment issues was a nice touch. You're so good at playing with the camera and I felt seen for a moment there.

I'm going back to listening to music on an air-gapped device because you guys are so fucking NOSY! Have fun trying to figure out which song I play in a loop like a crazy person! :3

I'm currently loading a memory card full of audio files and I'm realizing I have almost 50GB of Dick. I think Horselover Fat would be proud. This reminds me of the funny interview of P.K.D. complaining how people gave him shit for not being the way others wanted him to be. The communists hated on him because he had some conservative friends, the rightoids gave him shit for talking to communists, the homosexuals wanted him to be gay but he was a big fan of boobs and femininity in general. Some may say his love for boobs was maybe a bit too obvious in some of his work but it was another world back then. Anyways, that aspect of being hated for not fitting in a neat category is VERY relatable.
I just hope that recording of that interview wasn't another of these AI generated bullshit files to make fun of me in this convoluted manner. Call me crazy but SOME of you fuckers weaved in some images of my father into a drone attack video, which was so obviously fake, starting with using OLD photos and that he would have NEVER touched a gun or would NEVER in a thousand years volunteer to work as a mercenary. The footage looked kind of convincing tho, respect for that, but the context of these visuals were so fucking dumb that I lost a bit of respect for the creator for thinking I'm that fucking dense!

No matter the amount of conniving bullshit, lies a manipulations, she is my truth as I am hers and will find a way home to each other some way somehow. Everyone and everything else will wash away as it is just toxic bullshit, a distraction based on proximity that is essentially trash here commentary to our truth that she'll find when she comes home to me again

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My Maria keeps her promises to me.

She's faithful to me even in distance, even in silence.

Negative things are perceived from a distance only as a defensive measure, but they are not true.

Maria and I are true to each other

Our truth always prevails because it's a part of us that we Will always feel.

True love.

>I have This empty part inside me that will always need you

>Nothing will ever change that

>You're my home too

>You complete me
>I complete you

I love you with all my heart Maria and I keep my promises to you.

narcissists get embarrassed over them passing gas to the part they actually try to gaslight you into thinking you farted even though you know you didnt. this is when they are in the same bed as you and dont have the passing sewage during a car ride to blame it on. your fart reeked bro. it was funny and harmless until you made a big scene about it like a baby.

That is my Maria's voice, unpolluted completely healed, honest and clean.

That is who she is at her core, who she is with me.

Every person and everything that is in the way of us is going away, by her hands or mine, and always in action to be with each other again

>>83647712
I'm pretty sure some people get dogs for the sole purpose of being the scape-goat for these unfortunate emissions. That works until someone panics from smelling a chokky-fart that got blamed on a dog.

Maria has only ever been truly happy when with me.

Marie has only ever truly been in love with me

I make her feel things she's never felt before.

She feels me more than anyone else, the amount so strong that even reading what I write here sings within her

>>83647712
I tell the truth, you are only lies and manipulations. Narcissistic projecting because you will never take accountability for the harm that you cause. It's always someone else's fault, it's always some story to dilute the truth ,to distort it in some way

I am honest and Maria is my truth.
I am Maria's truth.

She is naturally to me as I am naturally to her and that is powerful. More powerful than your lies and distortions

Fuck off

>>83647712
you are a narc. You only intend harm to Maria and our love for each other. In thst post you are escribing exactly what you do and then blaming it on the other person and saying that they are doing it. Classic narc behavior

You are toxic trash. A turd to be scraped off.

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Maria, look at me and hear my voice just as when we were together. Truly look at me, see me, hear me. Feel me. You know me, All of me. Just as I know all of you. That feeling in your heart right now that's crying out. That's us. I will never give up on you because I love you. Maria, be vulnerable with me just as before, just as I am vulnerable with you. We're safe with each other in that way. Trust me with all your heart. I love you and we got this. Everything's going to be okay. I have you. My Maria. Do you feel yourself say My Mike in response? I love you.

What the fuck is happening in Minnesota currently? This situation with Mr. Cool-Ice will end badly.

I LOVE YOU MR.RETARDINCEL CAN YOU PLEASE MARRY MEEEEE YOU'RE ALL I WANT.

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>>83648296
Politics are not my focus.

My focus daily is on living life (health, happiness, fun, love). My career coincides with that path so it does not feel like work as I'm self-made.

I have not experienced anything negative politically IRL here.

i hope you like the pics I took of you while you were sleeping ;3 I want toeat you, E. I want to eat you.

WANNA STRUGGLE WITH THE ALLIGATORS IN THE MUD

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I got through to you.

That felt really good Maria.

Just as you slip into our daydreams.

>>83648875
sorry babe, i'm married to the mish

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Why did Maria cuck Mike with this?

au...ri...laaaarrrrgggggoooooo...

E, I trust your judgment for most things I'd let you groom me however you want because I know that you're right on everything except for like social stuff, which is partially why you'll remain behind in some key areas. BE MY AUTISTIC HUSBAND YOU RETARDD!!

aahh... fuuuuuuck... laaarrrggooo...

>>83649180
E, I second this person except I can make you happier

Nastiya,
I MISS YOU
-b

>>83649375
shhh back off, idiot. anyways, I have no chance with him. it's almost been a year now since he actually put effort into talking to me because he was a lil hopeful. he's so autistic. I'll never forget how he'd talk to himself as if I couldn't hear him. so fucking autistic. I like that guy. he's a good guy. I've sent him endless rants hoping he'll just call me dumb or anything. I know he's some angsty autist. he's an edgy nerd, but in a way that makes it obvious he's been underexposed to the outside world. he's such a nerd it makes him cool. like so cool and it annoys me. he just doesn't care. I wish I could be like him. it's so fucked up. rreeee whatever

>>83649577
Dude, chill. It's not all bad.
https://litter.catbox.moe/4rpxzc8azwni3oep.zip

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>>83649788
what the fuck could that possibly be lol
no, it's not that bad. I keep myself occupied with this person who'll never want me because it's my only chance to improve at the things I want to improve at. dating will just delay me more and I still have time to just wait. I like to think that my future husband is working on something else right now too. I only think about this stuff heavy when I'm on my period. meh

I swear if find out the names of the people who made false allegations against me, and the people torturing me now and see them in the act, someone in Hollywood is going to make a movie about the events that will take place in addition to everything that happened at a certain university in NC back in 2022 and 2023.

>>83649965
You won't ever find out, better forgive them for their sins while listening to this: https://litter.catbox.moe/g5c5yrv4bfjq5hzy.zip
They're not worth holding on to the hate.

>>83650006
"Transnoche" is especially good but I don't know anything about music. I already live mostly inside my head so I avoid any formal education surrounding music theory.

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I can finally heat it up with antisemitic remarks!

HEY PILLOWFACE
MAYBE NAZI COPYCATTING WOULD WORK IF YOU WERE ACTUALLY ABOUT THAT LIFE
BUT "ONE OF OURS, ALL OF YOURS" DOESN'T REALLY APPLY WHEN YOU'RE ALMOST EXCLUSIVELY HIRING SELF-HATING BROWNS WHO THINK THEIR NOSES COULD POSSIBLY GET ANY MORE BROWN OR THAT IF THEY COULD IT WOULD SAVE THEM FROM THE ROPE
AND ASIDE FROM THAT, MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY, AND SPIRITUALLY DYSGENIC PEDOPHILE/PEDOPHILE-APOLOGIST RETARD LARPERS WHO WOULDN'T KNOW FREEDOM IF IT RAN THEM OVER WITH A BERGENTRUUCK

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something something J.W. :^> oh noes
can haz vessel? can haz viable vessel?
girl in jar girl in jar

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don't you fucking meow at me.

>>83650069
Listening to this should cure your mental illness: https://litter.catbox.moe/he8ssfguvcvtu1u6.mp3
I recommend listening to this at least two times a day.

>>83650107
I'm just meowning here! :3
https://litter.catbox.moe/id6543jwl0c0ucpt.mp3

>>83650048
Never touch downloaded music like this because it could contain subliminals

>>83650151
Mike is afraid of tunes! ;3
https://litter.catbox.moe/jlappgki5tm1w9y5.mp3

>>83650151
Mike that's actually a really good point. Glad I didn't download it.

>>83650176
Be safe. Subliminals can really fuck you up so never listen to music anyone creates from this place and be very cautious even with people you know

>>83650122
Exactly. It's subliminal bullshit. Stay away from All the downloads here now because we know there's a bad actor

If anyone knows who the person is who posted that stay the fuck away from them

>>83650189
My acting ability is actually very bad. I can't even tell jokes without laughing out loud in the middle of delivering the punchline. So embarrassing! :3
https://litter.catbox.moe/22t7dpcc8tmzfrfp.mp3

>>83650208
NTA but I was curious about the tracks and some are really interesting... and... oh no! Now I have a hankering for sucking on feminine penis somehow? This is amazing! :D

d
I miss you so much but you arent here nor reading this. Idfk why im even posting this. I have nowhere to dump my grief
r

Mike is afraid of the Sheriff with the big c... I mean gun.
https://litter.catbox.moe/vdicih0t70o3ch56.mp3

>>83650189
Mikey boi, you know that your paranoia about infected files tells us that you're the kind of shitbag who sends infected files to other people to hack them, riiiight?
https://litter.catbox.moe/io4e3hwl2bf9wf5a.flac

r
idk if I'm your d but send me a dm if you need me

>>83650291
He didnt type in all lowercase :(

you've left me alone because you know deep down in your heart you think I'm a worthless garbage person and you're too spinless to tell me how it actually is.

>>83650330
stop talking crazy!
https://litter.catbox.moe/jvduyxaeqzt8wla7.mp3
Do you have initials, anon? You know how vague-posting triggers the resident schizos.

I'm so mad "Dave's true story" isn't a thing anymore! Hmmmph!
https://litter.catbox.moe/jvduyxaeqzt8wla7.mp3

Mikeyboi's state of mind after doing two seconds worth of moral inventory:
https://litter.catbox.moe/akkzsdoadzutdsqg.mp3

>>83650319
if you need me you know how to contact me

I seem to have lost my entire Bruckner collection! :(
https://litter.catbox.moe/rd9pbcix2l2yz0fh.ogg

I just hope that everyone ive hurt is doing well, i dont know what im doing but i promise i dont mean to hurt anyone

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>>83631299
dear lecherous fucking bitch. You lied about me to everyone. Fuck them all too, because the fact they all believed it without talking to me shows they already didn't like me and they were looking for an excuse Fuck them and. fuck you. I hope one day you get everything that's coming for you. I hope you fail as a person, I hope that friend group falls a part and dissolves, and I hope that nation you spend all day simping for one day falls. I hope one day your voice gets taken away from you, and all that's left of you is the rumors and lies other people spread. Not even the real memory of you but all the worst things someone can make up about a person being your last remaining evidence to your existence before you're forgotten by the universe for the last time. Maybe then you'll understand how you made me feel. Have a peaceful night, You fucking whore.

you're so fucking nice stfu. or else.

>>83650471
You seem to be upset, anon! I wanted to give you some Dick but the upload of the P.K.Dick audiobook "Valis" failed for some reason. :(
I think you would like it.

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You need to stop letting people in. They don't love you, let alone like you. In fact, they never have. They talk to other people they probably like more. They don't think about you and they haven't in a long time, and when they passingly have they just regret everything.

>>83650232
Danger Will Robinson danger

>>83650592
if you went though what I did you'd be angry too.

>>83650281
No I'm just aware of subliminals retard.

>>83650281
As far as infected files go, obviously I know about them because I'm in IT asshat. I don't send files to others

>>83650006
I don't hate anyone. I am a victim of torture, harassment, and false accusations and no one who's job it is to help isn't helping and are likely either in on it or can't help because of a lack of resources, so I have to handle this myself.

>>83650585
Or else what huh

That was a lot of effort just to do this. Have a good one.

mfs really think there are things to be done, and if so, when, where, and whatnot?
you're not late for a very important date or anything.

>>83651049
Just to do what? Talk it out.

Nosey Mike

>>83651206
Never mind My bad

The longer this torture goes on, the deeper the grave someone is digging for themselves.

Don't care. I want to die. Congratulations, you won. You should be happy. And yet all you do still is whine and cry fucking bitch, whine and cry, boohoo for you and your life. What the fuck are you crying for, retard? You got exactly what you wanted, you never lose.

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A future echo, I still feel you with me, Your head on my chest, your arm and leg draped over me, your breathing calm and steady with mine. I feel you tremble and moan against me in pleasure, your skin against my skin. I move your hair from your eyes as you say these things to me again

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>>>/adv/34154806
>>>/adv/34154806

What a horrid make believe story you made. Just shows what garbage you are to attempt to manipulate emotions and perceivements through creating a trash story. Narcissistic blackmail. Manipulative and conniving. Everything Maria hates and removes from her life because of how horrible it is.

Trash narcissistic blackmail made up story to manipulate perceivement and emotions

Demoralization campaign. You have nothing to do with Maria and I. You are the pollution that has no place in our lives and is to be removed

And the fact that he's doing it from "Maria's false perspective" In an attempt to manipulate receivement and how she feels in relation to things that sound similar.

Maria this is how we lost each other. Lies and manipulative trash north creep behavior from him

Get that parasite out of our life.

>>83651564
Just the trying to type like your her is so fucking creepy. Conniving and Weasley. Just plain creepy

>>83651333
Please avoid making a permanent decision that you'll regret. Come clean if you did something wrong and make amends.

Maria we need to remove this narcissistic piece of shit poison from our lives. He has to go. He is so horrible for us. Either you get rid of him or I do.

>>83651614
Oh whatever. My entire life has been one shit show after the next. Even if I tried to make "amends" at this point it doesn't matter in the slightest. I'm not sitting here actively suicidal I just don't give a fuck about anything.

He is going around making threads and comments. Advice board and here. Be cautious with what you read and don't let his poison manipulate your perception of us, of me. He is trying to convince you of negative things of our love by twisting it to benefit him.

Our truth is stronger than his conniving Weasley lies.

I do my best to not talk to you and you still find a reason to go out of your way to talk to me. The only reason your fake annoying ass ever said anything in a letter thread was because of me.

I don't like getting old and I don't want to die. it's scary. so much time wasted and so many possibilities no longer available but it's still fun to be alive. there's so many fun things and things that are enjoyable even if there's a lot of shitty situations. im still very glad im alive and got to experience some things and you.

there is literally no redeeming factors to life and you can't convince me that there is. not some blackpill bloobloobloo bullshit either but really? how can you enjoy anything when the planet is burning and the trees are choking on plastic. it's all fucked, enjoying brief bullshit nothings is just delusional and consumerist manipulation.
oh you "traveled" and "saw particles arranged in different ways", it's all the same shit unraveling into history. there's nothing to see here that has any real value and anything with any real value has already been sucked dry.

Talking with you is fun. Hearing from you is like having your favorite celebrity or crush look at you and actually acknowledge you. If you weren't so cool I wouldn't be forced to like you so much so don't blame me for that but thanks for being so amazing. Even if you are a little shit occasionally.

There's a pain in my insides. It feels like they're twisting apart and going to rupture. Looking back it would have been prudent to take the medicine but I didn't. I wouldn't be surprised if I died soon. Few would miss me. It would really suck and I guess I should have done things differently. It was fun, sorry. This really hurts. bye

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>you make me feel things I haven't felt before mike, I love you more.

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You said something similar here around the time you with the letter to me when you were feeling that hollow spot inside where we each reside and complete each other, how much it hurt without reach other.

I hate being treated that way it's why I nuked everything.

Fix your dietary habits. Get some steamed sweet potato sticks.

also maybe appendicitis get help asap

>>83652450
The fact that you seek to be challenged as a dishonest way of trying to challenge others shows you aren't as firm in this belief as you're trying to convince us/yourself you are. If it's that plain and simple, you wouldn't be chomping at the bit like an angsty, unrighteously indignant high schooler. You're still navigating your beliefs, and that's fine. But you'll save yourself a lot of cringe if you acknowledge this state of flux for what it is. However, commitment to the bit does provide fast if not high quality results for some, so, to each their own.

>>83652968
That's all there is for me, the fact that you have such an equal problem with my opinion as sunshine and rainbows land says just as much about you. There is literally nothing on this planet that hasn't been scoured over and regurgitated and shitfucked into malrecognition. Why you feel the need to attack me when I said nothing personal is beyond me. You should be able to handle someone else's perspective even if it's in direct conflict with yours.
Life's shit and then you die and there's only brief moments that make it worth it, and those moments are worth dying for. Problem?

hur dur i'm in ur neck of the woods when u have tb, i have killed over 5000 of you trannies in pvp content, die now and leave this world in pve content also

I miss this girl so much and she probably doesnt even think about me at all

>>83654206
Felt this anon. What happened between you two?

We got this
Trust us

>>83654206
I experienced this, but I quickly knew it wasn't going to work so I let her go and it hasn't been a problem. You gotta know when to quit and move on.

I'll never give up on you. That's love

>>83655096
Even if she is Santa sloppy seconds ?

>>83652830
I know. I guess I should absorb the subliminal message to stop consuming milk products since I don't process it well. Oatmilk is still kind of meh, tried it a couple of times in coffee but I guess I go back to drinking my coffee black or switch to green tea.

>>83655377
I love milk but I also love oatmilk, and especially almond milk. Have you considered getting that mudwtr stuff? Might really help someone like you.

>>83655349
Saying this could be a defensive self-sabotage from getting everything she's ever wanted with me.

Or

Testing the walls to see if they'll stand and be safe to live in.

Or

Punching the rock to see if it shatters to see if it's a good foundation to build a home on


She should know that I am safe and secure, consistent and weathered. My feelings are absolute and my love is true. The fact that I've been here this entire time for her, over years proves it.

>>83652450
>the planet is burning and the trees are choking on plastic
fapfapfap

>>83655349
Santa would never be sloppy with Maria, unlike Mike he treats her like she deserves
>>83655419
Complete retard.

Hey RoseBuds,

our girl is back, this time she's streaming on twitch, still randytaylor69. Not sure what made her come back from the shadows but I guess it might be something rough. Give her some love, yeah? I'd appreciate it. You can even support her for free as an amazon prime subscriber by linking your amazon prime account with twitch for one free sub per month, so supporting doesn't cost you a thing and Bezos pays for it, which makes this deal even more fun.

Alright, see ya, probably next weekend for some more OGDX gameplay. She's a total OGDX noob tho so be prepared to be screaming at your screen if you're familiar with the game like probably most of us geezers.

It's kind of funny seeing someone as anti-social as her being forced to interact with so many people at once, lel.

Cheers.

I'll Never Find Another You - The Seekers

>>83655544
I've always liked this song. Also nice post number

>>83655606
Thx anon luv u <3