Happy new year Anons. How's any new years resolutions going?I discovered nihilism so have been drinking a lot hence my exercise journal is just rucking missions to the supermarket to buy booze.Post achievements or lack thereof. Probably will try a similar thread on /fit/ if this gets no traction here.Fyi I'm 250 lbs and chonking hard each of these entries is 2 miles each way. Water fast yesterday followed by bacon sammiches and meds at 19:00 was kino.Post achievements or lack thereof.
Nice work. Exercising to booze is give and take. Balance. I am keeping a record of my spaz attacks in an effort to be more mindful of my behavior. If I catch myself mindlessly saying things like "I want to kill myself" or "nigger kike faggot jew" I record it as a spaz attack. The hope is that by recognizing when I do these things, I'll be in a better position to avoid doing them.
>>83632607I have tourettes also anon. Not much you can do about it... establishing some kind of choke hold on yourself just makes it worse.
>>83632624The shit sucks as it is man. I'll be at work and spazzing out about shit I don't want anybody to hear. Luckily I work in a wood shop so it's pretty loud but the machines ain't running all the time, makes me anxious as fuck. Did you seek treatment for it before?
>>83632661Never had to seek treatment no. Most of my shit goes on inside my head and most of my friends are psychic so it isn't a problem.
>>83632683Psychotic**
>>83632571Ethanol contains 7 calories per ml so make sure you take that into account. A fifth (750ml) of 40% abv vodka contains 2,100 calories.
hurry up and die of heart failure you lying fat fuck
>>83632757Today I ate half a mug of oats with milk and sugar for breakfast and 3 eggs scrambled with beef fat in bread for dinner.Plus booze obviously.
Nihilism is really comfy NGL. Not giving a fuck about anything and accepting the fact everything is fucked and you're more or less already dead. Kinda scared I'm gonna find a home here DESU.
>>83632773>hurry up and die of heart failure you lying fat fuckIt was 30 degrees Celsius here today and it didn't bother me other than mild sunburn.That's supposed to be a sign of good cardiovascular health or something?
>>83632571You already exercise more than me. I don't have any new years resolutions, never had. You discovered nihilism, I was born into it.
>>83632571My new year's resolutions:>Get accepted into graduate schoolApplications aren't open until September>Finish a creative projectHaven't started yet>Reach HSK 4Don't know what HSK I am yet>Finish my violin bookViolin arrives in February>Take a vacation with my girlfriendWe're planning a trip over summer vacation>Save $12000 USDI have about $14000 now, but some of it is going to go to big purchases like the trip
>>83634247>I have about $14000 nowThat's a solid achievement anon congrats. Buy a motorbike.
>>83634403I appreciate that, but it's not really my accomplishment. I managed to save up $10000 in the two years after college because my parents paid for my rent. After that I decided I wanted to move to Asia and become financially independent, but in the process of doing so I spent all my money. The only reason I made it back is that my grandmother spontaneously chose to send $10k to all of her grandchildren to Christmas
