how do i stop being so lazy and retardedtheres so much shit i wanna dobut even if i work on iti never improveit will go like>work on something for a couple hours>its shit>lose all motivation and bed rot for a couple weeks at least>repeati still suck at coding and drawing and guitar and 3d modeling and animationand piano etc etcsince i suck i have no motivation to do anythingughhhi hate people so much normies make me wantr to blow my brains outi wish i didnt exist
>>83633875you cant force yourself to enjoy something or have motivation
The power of other people. I think most people struggle with motivation if these things happen totally in isolation. Humans are social animals. You need to find people and make it a truly social experience. I think.
>>83633892i do enjoy itbut then i realize i suck and i cant do anythingand then i get sadand i start sulking and quitlike i love drawing but i can really only copy what I see, i cant draw anything on my ownand i love making games but since i have no art, music, or modeling skills i can only do so much with placeholders :c>>83633896i try tobut no one seems to really like me that muchunless i mask or whatever idkits hard to explain im also just kinda anti-social and stuff
Imagine me and you, I doI think about you day and nightIt's only rightTo think about the girl you loveAnd hold her tightSo happy together
>>83633915The images you post here make me want to like you if that means anything.
>>83633896>>83633938Are you the dear women guy
>>83633917what does this mean ive never touched a foid before>>83633938thank you but people dont like me irl or they hate me after a couple weeks of messaging me!!its not very fun i think its cuz im autistic and socially stunted/retardedalso i have really bad anxiety but i started medication yay!
>>83633957I don't know who that is, so I don't think so.
>>83633974I hope the medication helps.
>>83633982>I don't think soMy bad
>>83633991me too!!!i wish there was medication that motivated me to do shit toolife is so easy for me and im still so pathetic
>>83634011Same boat, same boat. Have to believe in the future, since we're going there no matter what
>>83634027i dont wanna believe in the future or be in iti just wish it would end!!i wish my life was given to someone more deserving
>>83634069But you have things you want to create, too. And I think you can make them, or approach them, and I want to experience them some day.
>>83634027>>83633875what the fuck how many anons share the exact same struggle around here? Count me in.
>>83634079i want to make them but i dont have the skills or motivation to make themalso im retarded and only have bits and pieces of ideas nothing concretecement das concrete baby>>83634084ame-chan is so me
>>83634084I think it's very common, and I think it's a bit of self-aggrandizement to think you're (not you specifically, but in general) are the only ones with dreams.
you seem like a new avatarfag :Owhat would you like from life? What are you missing?
>>83634094what meds did you get recently?>>83634120i don't really have dreams. i don't think further ahead than today's evening and consider everything beyond that wishful thinking.>>83634128he has been here a little bit already in my opinion. there are some newer ones that nobody calls new.
>>83633875Do you have a pixiv or something
>>83633875Be my friend, add me somewhere. We'll hold eachother accountable and push eachother forward.
>>83634128im not a new avatarfag i posted so much i got nicknamedi want someone i can connect withand skills to make stuff im proud of!!and a shit load of money would be cool>>83634150sertraline i think>>83634305not my art sadlyi dont post any of mine online cuz i suck>>83634354maybesorry for the late response anons i wasplaying funger 2i finally got to prvhl bop so i made a save im trying to save Levi, Pav, Tanaka, Marcoh, Olivia and Daan on one savebut i didnt know the inquisitor had Hurtingso i died after like an hour of progress my soul was CRUSHEDi hit him with black smog too butfor SOME reason he didnt get blinded??actual horeshit still love the game i wanna cosplay O'saa and Levi and Daan and Marina
I really fucking hate the word normie/ npc it sucks it sucks it sucks it sucks. Only used by people who are extremely generic themselves the people they could clone in vats and no one would be suprised, at least say normalfag you know more of a kick i know you are not a coward if you do, normie is practically a tiktok level term now. Lord forgive my utterances please, get to work then anon now i am done.
>>83634979no i understand youits like how retards on social medias will say "the incels are commenting on this post"or "is this funny on 4chan"normalfags are so retarded i want to murder them
how does one get a robot gae st1nky smelly bf to lewd over d1scord
>>83635024idk probably post threads larping as a loser faggottheres a good amount of cute boys on this boardme included probablyi love fear and hugner so much it has likethe coolest lore and gameplay everthe artstyle is so amazing tooi wanna do animations for it but im retarded and have no skills
>>83634998To copy the words, i remeber at work all of them calling me a robot and normie for not going out clubbing and drinking and gambling and not caring for politics or football or televison, and it was stupd stupid stupid they dont know anything nothing cloned all of them clones they melt into together you know hive minds thatis the word they all melt intto the same conciousness all the same it scares me ihow unified and yet all believe they are the singularity individuals it is scary;.
>>83635049anony can you not wash urself for a week for me and tell me how u smell. be my smelly neet bf
>>83635081yea i was bullied just cuzi liked video gamesor cuz i wore likebracelets???idfk man>>83635083i havent showered in like 5 days cuz i stay up late and then get too sleepy to showeri am unlovable
>>83635102>i havent showered in like 5 days cuz i stay up late and then get too sleepy to shower>i am unlovablevery cute sleepy bwoy. good for cuddle
>>83635102The world is full of sadists and deviators are the only ones who can be attacked and remain on the rung still. Thats why cruelty is to those considerd odd. bullying is bad i hated it i hated it, maybe i deserved it somewhat but it comes to a point of unneededness once yor hit bad enough to bleed i think, or money is broken and stole. Evil people evil.
>>83635127need>>83635138i don't really understand cuz I'm stupid but yes most people suck!!!
>>83633875>i still suck at coding and drawing and guitar and 3d modeling and animationYou're doing much and you're probably getting tired. You can't do or enjoy anything if you're tired. Why do you want to do all this if you don't mind me asking.
>>83635253no i usually bedrot all dayi wanna do all this cuz it's fun and i like making stuffalso i wanna be remembered after I die
>>83635260>i wanna do all this cuz it's funI understand that drawing, guitar, 3d modelling and animation are fun. But how is coding fun. It's the most excruciating task. What "fun" do you derive from coding.
>>83635260anony do u have discord. i also code and stay in bed all day.
