I am a terrible person. Low-quality. I have nothing. There is nothing for me to have. I am not able to really believe in any kind of purpose or moral. I do not care for the world, nor for myself, nor for man in general. I don't want to be here. Despite my trying, every encounter I have with other people is bad (or at best mediocre) for them and they'd be better off not meeting me. I love, but I cannot make somebody feel loved nor otherwise help them or be good to them.I need to die. I have needed to die for a long time. I am still alive only through sheer apathy for what becomes of me, and through (unfortunately) having been given false hope when I've been at my breaking point. Please, I need to be encouraged to kill myself. Or direct me to a forum or a page with that sort of writing. Please. The only thing I need is a bit of motivation, a temporary emotional kick, a push to action. I don't know how to ask any better, but, can you help me?
I guess I am sorry for being so whiny and bloggy. But I am completely genuine. I want help
>>83636242At least do drugs before that those save a lot suicidal people
>>83636401I'm not really interested in trying to save myself any more, but sure, I'm willing to do that. I've only tried stimulantia. What are you thinking of?
>>83636411Forget about saving yourself doing drugs is just plain fun and probably better than what you're doing especially if your long term well being isn't important. Ig start with legal stuff, alcohol, caffeine, whatever your pharmacies hands out without prescriptions then look into what interests you, the psychonaut wiki is a good place to start.
honestly i did expect something. maybe this is its own kind. first last bump.
