why are you alive?why dont you just kill yourself?
I want to have a really warm bath before dyingThat, or feel the warmth of a woman, both emotionally and physicallyI still haven't had that warm bath
>>83665272well... mr smartpants, have YOU tried to kill yourself? huh? im waiting...
>>83665272one day something good will happen and the payoff of 2 decades of misery will be worth it
>>83665272there's no need to rush, I'll die anyways.
>>83665272The good times are just around the corner, just gotta make it to the end of the month
>>83665335>good times coming
>>83665335What's happening at the end of the month, anon
>>83665272I love myself and care about my well-being regardless of the misery and suffering I've been through. There is no reason to live besides survival instincts and there doesn't need to be. That's a meme for egotistical faggots. Your mother got plapped went through with the pregnancy and now you're here until you bite the dirt. Get comfortable I got 65 more years left give or take I intend to live over 100.
>>83665348Last semester of master's degree, will have much less classes, much more free time to do my hobbies. Right now my schedule is so full I've only gone to the gym 3 times in 2 months. It's extra annoying since i already have a job along with uni (software engineer in an RnD department) but i still have to study boring and for me useless classes so i can pass them. I just want to be done with it so i can focus on what i want to learn/do. But right now i'm grinding it out, studying for 5 hours a day, working for 8, losing weight and all my gains... Just 3 more weeks...
>>83665417Much fewer*Man i'm tired, i need to go to bedBye bye
>>83665310yes and i was too scared to kill myself for real so i haven't bothered since because i'm still a covvard
>>83665482so you havent reeeeeeaaally tried thats what im reading here
>>83665272I have to burdenmaxx out of pure spite OP. I imagine this is why you haven't 41%'d as well.
>>83665272I live to spite the uncaring universe
>>83665417Ganbare anon, just 3 more weeks
Things are pretty good.
>>83665272Nothing gained from living, but also nothing from dying either.There's no compelling reasons so no reason for me to move.
>>83665272I think about it every single day, my life feels like a dream I can't wake up from, I've been a NEET loser for the majority of my life at this point, and yet I can't do anything but continue to stagnate.
>>83665272got the rest of my life to kill myself!
>>83665272pettiness/hatred/spite for fake faggots like 26dollar
