Currently in bed staring outside the window at the blue sky, thinking how much of a failure that I am, how much time has been wasted, how tragic my life is where I lacked guidance and wisdom and that itself led me to my current situation, thinking of the life I wanted and yet currently don't have, thinking how it's probably already too late even if I tried turning things around now. Because no matter what happens, reality always wins, everything else is just cope.
go bang a teenage girl, you'll feel better.
>>83666138>go bang a teenage girl, you'll feel better.I'm not gay but this will solve nothing.
>>83666131>Because no matter what happens, reality always winsYep.Here's some wisdom for you: Eat more fiber
>>83666131Same situation as you so now I have to accept that the ideal is gone and now it's time to pick up the pieces and craft a life I can be fulfilled with.
>>83666138I forget sometimes that there are non cucked nations on earth that have legalized prostitution
>>83666138This would make life worth living for me but it's out of reach. Even some menopausal roastie is too.
It's too late past 30. >employers will be agist if you don't have any job experience >red flag to women if you have no life and relationship experience>you missed out on the sexiest females in your teens and early twenties>you could not just freely travel like a lot of people in their early 20s because people your age aren't really doing that now (they'll be settle with families of their own)yeah it's over. I see no real point doing anything. working would only make me more miserable and alone.
