I genuinely should've never gone down the KF/Sharty pipeline, my life has been significantly worse since then. I was just curious at first cause I was attracted to the edginess but now I'm addicted to scrolling these sites despite how much I genuinely hate them. I hate them so much, they're not even funny, but I'm unironically addicted. I remember when I was so much more lively, I had so many interests and such a love for life. I miss when I'd wake up and not think "I wish I didn't wake up.". I've dropped so many of my interests, in the fear that they're "troonslop" or there's something about them that's satanic that I didn't even realize. I've just been floating through life now, waking up, scrolling KF and the Sharty, checking Ruben Sim's tweets, eat, go to sleep, wake up in the middle of the night to do it all over again, sleep again, wake up, and repeat the cycle. Even my friends have noticed I just seem so much sadder nowadays. My family comments on how I seem so tired now. I wish I could go back to when I didn't know about any off this shit and I was just a spergy fandom autist. I just scroll these sites, watching as the stuff I'm allowed to enjoy gets ticked off one by one, my own thoughts walking on eggshells to make sure I'm chuddy enough. I hate it, I hate it, I wish I could die.
>>83666682>no paragraph breakdidn't read lol
>>83666682i dont know why i assumed there would be even one sentence worth reading in that paragraph
>>83666682Josh is a fat pooner.
imagine being addicted to the fucking sharty
this is a call from realityget off your damn phoneand go for a walk outside
>>83666682>>83666709All kiwifarms users are loser pervert retards like you and me...
>>83666709Yeshua Wolf Moon?
>>83666691I've gotten used to avoiding paragraph breaks on imageboards, on the sharty it's called "reddit spacing".>>83666718I know it'd be better for me but I just can't bring myself to do it, I'm so disappointed in myself. Why am I actively doing something that's ruining my life?>>83666711How could you not be? It's very dopamine rich.
I don't know where my addiction stems from, cause I unironically do not like these sites. Like the few times I'm medicated and lucid, I always think "Why the fuck would I ever go on (insert site here), it's horrible there, lmao." but I just keep doing it and I dunno why. I think it's because of the passionate hatred they have for anyone outside of it. Imagine you're a retard like me, and you come across some people who insist that if you're not with them then you're a pedotrannygoonnigger. You think "Well I don't want to be a pedotrannygoonnigger, whatever that is." so you join them. But you fucking hate it. But you can't stop cause you don't want to be a pedotrannygoonnigger.
these sites are like a cognitohazardyou get obsessed at laughing at losers- like "at least my life isnt THAT bad" but then become obsessed with not being like them, with wanting to avoid things you sincerely like because youre too worried about being cringe. im even afraid to socialize with people who i know go to these sites because i fear that ill get a thread made after me, but the truth is that im too boring to be a lolcow. you probably are too. but it doesnt stop you from losing interest in things you'd otherwise like because youre worried about being like these retards
>>83666682This is literally just an autistic obsession.
>>83666917OCD? Origami in Oregon.
>>83666913I couldn't have said it better, this quite literally perfectly sums up how I feel.They made a thread on my post, I honestly appreciate the words of encouragement but to an extent they're bs. I'd take them a lot more to heart if it weren't for the fact that every other post on /onions/ is doxing someone for making popular troonslop or being a fandom figurehead. That's not even me being snappy, it's just fact. It's not as simple as "Just don't force anything on the Sharty". Again, you're either with them or against them. Also the EPI meme is stressful, I thought EPI was showing porn to minors, but there'll be times when there's porn that minors have no access to and they still call it EPI. There'll be time something isn't porn and it's still called EPI. I don't want to do anything bad but the moral ruleset is so fucking confusing.
the sharty is silly i love checking in on those crazy kids once in a while. kf is miserable though
>>83666948>open sharty>catalogue is entirely spam of some forced meme that was never funny>close the sharty
>>83666948For me it's the opposite, the sharty's more miserable for me but KF is. Well it's bad but it's less upsetting. For me KF is more comforting since their no raid rule, so my misery with it is contained within the website and only the website. I only have to deal with them if I decide to. I see the sharty on Pinterest now.
>>83666961The posts on pinterest and other social media are mostly from normies that absorbed sharty culture through cultural osmosis but have never actually used it. It's weird.
>>83666971Well, no. They had an operation to post basedjaks on Pinterest to recruit Pinterest girls.
Despite the link being posted in the thread, no basedteens have commented here, which I'm genuinely appreciative of. I do just want a space to get away, so thank you for letting me have that.
