Ever since I was a kid I've had these voices in my head, like, separate people with different personalities. Sometimes I embody them, but I can't remember much when that happens. It's so embarrassing when it happens, people say I space out and I start acting different, and I can't recognize my own name. Then I space out again and I'm me again. I dunno why it happens but it keeps happening, I've just been ignoring it but I can't ignore it anymore cause it's fucking with college.I know that DID is fake and gay so I'm well aware that it isn't that, but then what is it? Every psychologist I ask about it just says "It's DID" and I don't know how to tell them "That literally dosen't exist". I've just been calling it "That weird thing that I do". I want it to stop dude. Before you say "Just stop using Tiktok" I literally avoid that site like the plague. I mostly use sites like Kiwifarms and the Sharty, and a lot of Youtube scrolling.
>>83667597>Kiwifarms>>83667597>voices
>>83667599Are you suggesting I cut Kiwifarms out my life?
>>83667597itt op is scared of being conscious
>>83668047It's a lot more than that. I didn't want to go into details but if I mustI have these voices in my head that have distinct personalities, and I mean distinct. Not like "Happy, sad, angry". I mean like, they have memories of family members I've never had, lovers I've never had, interests and hobbies and different palettes. It's like an apartment complex in my head, they even have different voices. I used to talk to them a lot but now I try my hardest to ignore them. Sometimes I'll sorta blackout and wake up somewhere different, or doing something different. When I ask around what happened, I get told "It was weird, you were talking and acting different. And you went by a different name.". One time it happened, someone told me they held my drivers license up to me and I said I didn't recognize the person in the photo.The voices in my head all have different names, just so I can differentiate them.
>>83667597>>83668096this is an impressive level of larp
>>83668096no oh god no i did not want the details, i just want to laugh at you
>>83668096https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dissociative_identity_disorder
>>83668100>>83668101I know I sound crazy but I'm being serious. Why is that so hard to believe? What, am I just crazy and that's why this happens to me?I wanna just go back to pretending it dosen't happen but I literally can't at this point. Is it just schizophrenia?
did seems based you basically get to be the protagonist in a movie
>>83668109>>83668117I honestly don't really think it's real, so I refuse to believe that's what I have.
Going to bed and bumping, goodnight r9k
>>83668121Ironic that this is typical of people with these disorders op
