My therapist didn't believe me when I said I never had friends. Am I truly that much of a stand alone case? She asked why don't I befriend other neurodivergent people and I said straight up they disgust me since it makes me more self aware of how others view me.Has therapy ever worked for you?
>>83667945>they disgust me since it makes me more self aware of how others view meHoly shit, I've never seen this feel expressed so succinctly. I feel the same way. When I go to my LGS or anime cons or whatever I'm fucking disgusted by other autists because they're all the parts of myself that I hate in human form.
>>83667945to quote the sopranos>therapy is a racket for the jewseven if you entertain going to a "therapist", you shouldn't go to a female unless your goal is to stare at her boobs
>>83667966It's a mirror to how people also perceive you and what others think of them. I've realized after a while that talking makes people hate me more so being quiet guy has its pros even if I'm lonely. Chronic stress of being judged is a burden
>>83667945No, I use it to be a parasite, I pretend I'm "mentally ill" there so I can keep using my parents' money for weed and whatever substance I want to do. Talking with a normalfaggot won't solve any of the societal and biological issues that affect me, only total nuclear death would.
