>>83669139
who told you that you have to do this until you die naturally

>>83669139
>I can't believe I have to do this shit again and again
I have never heard anything so divine!

>>83669139
Try giving up possessions and quitting your job. Worked for me I feel way better about life letting all normalfag shit go and neeting.

>>83669146
My own biology/self-preservation
This big round blob in the centre of my skull

I would not object to dying in a war or some freak accident but I know something inside me, something I have no control over will kick in and take myself out of harm's way

Genuinely one of the most peaceful moments of my life has been the few minutes into my attempts, and then survival mode kicks in and I stop myself and just stare up into the Heavens

>>83669167
if you have money to spend you can go out in peaceful ways that only require the willpower to sit there and accept death is coming, carbon monoxide poisoning for example

>>83669165
>Try giving up possessions and quitting your job
circumstances surrounding my upbring have lead me to not permit myself to own muchs stuff, and I literally took a year off of work to sort-of "find myself"
All I got is more confusion and less clarity than ever

Call it anhedonia or whatever but I've (sub)conciously "trained" my brain to not feel anything that comes from the external, be it joy or grief
I'm at that moment in life right now where I eat one meal a day, sleep like 6 hours a day, and just... ruminate

>>83669139
Did you know that snake cocks are covered in spikes? This effectively make it the specie best adapted for the auto-felatio length world record

>>83669139
what if incarnation is real... would be pretty fucked up because any negative karma you accumulate and don't resolve in this life you'd have to deal with in the next life

>>83669377
No retard. It's the worst species for sucking your own cock. Because your dick gets stuck in your throat. And you die. This IS the image of the snake eating its own tail. Imagine choking to death on your own dick. Forever.

>>83669386
If he eats his own tail he might reach his dick, are you a snake deepthroat fetishist detector? The point is that the snake's throat is very elastic, so he can get his dick stuck down his throat and still breath.