>24>College dropout>Also; homeless schizoid>No friends/family/future, far from home>Just lost my job, reason TBD>$2000 in the bank after months of trying to saveThis past year was a horrific struggle, and from there I'm pretty much worse off than from where I began. What's there left to do?
>>83669155>Also; homeless schizoid>Just lost my job, reason TBDDid you hold down a job while you were homeless? How was that? Also, how do you shower and keep clean while homeless? I'm 25 years old, and I feel like I'll end up being homeless someday.
>>83669155do you have any idea why you lose your job?
>>83669161>Did you hold down a job while you were homeless?Several, it was never easy to both present as relatively normal, get enough sleep, and make it to work on time.How do you shower and keep clean while homeless?Wherever/However. Public bathrooms, natural water sources, homeless shelters, motel rooms. Dignity is not a priority.>I'm 25 years old, and I feel like I'll end up being homeless someday.I expected much of the same. My advice is that an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure.
>>83669162A recent wave of new hires came aboard recently, for the same position as I & the others I was onboarded with, they're paid less. I assume it's downsizing.
>>83669176>Several, it was never easy to both present as relatively normal, get enough sleep, and make it to work on time.Did your employers not ask for a place of residence for you? If so, what would you say? Did you play it off like you were housed? Also, would you like pitch a tent in the woods or something to sleep? Out of curiosity, where do you live, and if in the U.S., what state?>Wherever/However. Public bathrooms, natural water sources, homeless shelters, motel rooms. Dignity is not a priority.Huh, it must be rough, anon... What ever happened to being housed with your family? Did your parents kick you out when you were younger or something?>I expected much of the same. My advice is that an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure.I think I may be too retarded to understand what this means.
>>83669195>Did your employers not ask for a place of residence for you? If so, what would you say?Obviously I gave none of my prospective employers an inkling of my actual situation, but honestly? Saying that I've been staying in a hostel or something was always met without prejudice. Yes, I've slept in the woods before. I'd still be doing it, if it wasn't so fucking cold out. Won't answer that last one for privacy's sake.>What happened?Couldn't hold down a job, we were all evicted, last spring.>I think I may be too retarded to understand what this means.It's easier to not fall into a hole than try to climb out of it.
>>83669155What is it actually like to be a schizoid? I've tried reading into it, and it honestly seems pretty good beyond the anhedonia
>>83669216>What is it actually like to be a schizoid?I think from an external perspective it could seem like a superpower, but it's quite miserable. If you flip the perspective, you'll see that the majority of people seem to have no problem, or worse, enjoy, something that is mandatory and makes YOU, exceptionally, you, miserable. That being socialization.I'd compare it to never feeling the need to sleep, or eat, or some other necessity. If you didn't feel pain, you'd walk until your feet were stumps.It's also not endearing or externally debilitating, people just think you're creepy/an asshole.
No offense OP but I'm glad that there are other people who are worse off than me/are as aimless as I am. I was thinking of going into college but I realized how fucked the tech industry is currently so I guess I'll get into HVAC (for now).A part of me wishes for the world to blow up so I can stop worrying about my future.
>>83669243>people just think you're creepy/an asshole.feel this deep in my soul
>>83669258>A part of me wishes for the world to blow up so I can stop worrying about my future.It's a comforting thought? Isn't it? Just fantasy, though. Focus on obtaining a skillset that has value, I can't name one, though, sorry.
