Maybe being a schizo is blessing. I'm too social retarded to ever establish a relationship, which is essentially a constant wallet train in exchange for some mid pussy. I'm too crippled by medication side effects to work. I sleep 12-14 hrs a day, go to the gym at 2 am, play some vidya and repeat. I'm awake for maybe 12 hours. I'm miserable, but at least I'm not a wagie. I hope I die in my sleep at age 30 from complications induced by my goy pills.
>>83670235with all those problems why do you crave to live like "normal" people? If some of those things can't change then play along. It is sad for sure but I wish I was able to play games and lose time on image boards all day, but I can't. Take what you have and cherish it. As you said at least you're not a wagie, wagie people (myself included) crave for the moment when we can just play games mindlessly and lose time on social network
>>83670276I was going to school for engineering before my mental health collapsed. I have this image in my head of how my professional life was supposed to play out, and it's hard to shake the expectations I had for myself then. I constantly feel ashamed of myself. Image boards and vidya are nice for a while, but I always find myself craving something more. Maybe that's just the societal programming. Only a slave quantifies the value of it's existence through how productive they are.
>>83670305I see. Can't you find some home office work? Or achieve great things on video games or internet contribution
>have the schizophrenia diagnosis and the related schizobux>not actually ill (or at least not to a degree where I'd need to take the meds)the reason I'm grateful to be a loser
Have you considered not taking the poison pills?
>>83671738awful advice don't tell a schizophrenic to go off their meds
>>83672019THANK YOU KIND NANNY WE COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT YOU. WEAR YOUR SEATBELTS GET YOUR SHOTS EVERYONE! NANNY OVER HERE CANT HELP HIMSELF BUT REMIND US SO WE MUST!!
>>83671738No I agree with you, ive been off meds for 2 years and the five years taking them is a terrible regret, what a massive amount of time wasted. The side effects are enough for ten different psychiatric diagnoses on their own if they werent universal effects>>83672019 This other guy has no clue what hes talking about he's never taken them hes just regurgitating what other people told him
>>83670235You dont need to take the pills to get ss, My executive function is in the top .5% of people who dont have schizophrenia so I cant comment if someone else can work
>>83672599I took them for 2-3 and it took me at least 5 years to recover. It's been a decade since I last took em now. Look up jerry marzinsky on youtube. He doesn't have all the answers or even all the right answers but he will point you in the right direction and frame of mind to stave away the episodes. Trust.
