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I've been on a self-introspection journey for the past year and holy shit, I've realised that I never developed any sort of real attachment to anything

I have no dream car, dream anything, I have no inherent lust towards women, I have no desire to make money nor spend money, I feel like I'm not human, man

>>83671587
i just want it all to be over. i don't want anything like
>>83671632
mentions and this makes all the pain i go through even worse

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>>83671587
Like this
>>83671632
Kinda the same, I do like some things but otherwise Im only looking forward to indulging a larp occasionally, like being someone who golfs during the day and drives through nature at night.

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>>83671655
I don't know about you, man but I don't want to be like pic related
I want to know that there IS an end
Like, whatever the fuck I'm doing actually means something

>>83671681
It's like full-on monk-like loss of attachments, anon, but instead of "carving" it out, as in chipping away at attachments piece by piece

Mine was never there in the first place!
Why the fuck would I strive to be the richest, hottest fuck if it means nothing to me

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>>83671587
lm stupid

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Doing stupid shit and trying to make life work somehow.

you are clearly attached to browsing 4chan and numbing your internal voice

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Waiting to see if this former employment background check is going to bite me in the ass or not.

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>>83671717
you're alright, for a namefag

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>>83671587
i'm just smiling through the pain.

>>83671632
Take the homesteading pill.

It works because the end goal of homesteading is always to be a lazy NEET. Its a very neat little trick. "since i want to NEET i'm not going to have money I should just grow and raise as much of my own food as possible" "I need to set up these solar panels to get power for my gaming PC for free" "I can't buy a house I should build one"

Its almost like playing minecraft where in the effort to make life easier you end up doing a lot of work but its always fulfilling because you're always working towards the NEET goal.

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>>83671587
no money
no job
no girl
no positive outcome in my future

still I must boogie, boogie-2-nite.

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I'm the CEO of KFC

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I look and feel like this

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Im just extremely frustrated and sad all the time. I have no idea on how to act and even function as an adult. I dont know how to be independent from my parents. They treat as like some kind of pet.

Like I see people outside way younger than me and they are their own person. They have their own schedule, their own hobbies, their jobs and their own life. Meanwhile, I just feel like an accessory to my parents. I dont have my own life, I dont have any of my own experiances. I have not lived a single second in the real world and I dont know how too. I dont exist without my parents. It just makes me so frustrated seeing people effortlessly do mundane things that to me feel like a herculean task. Like simply going on a walk outside or going to the store to buy things by themselves. Thx for reading my gay blogpost.

>>83671798
>"don't be neet now"
>"be neet later"
what the hell, man
might just give it a go

20-year plan, yup

>>83671888
how did you end up in this situation? autistic/disabled, extremely lazy, or the parents are really that controlling?

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me right now at this exact moment

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I feel so retarded all the time but I'm actively trying to make it better. I'm on the dating market, smoking better pot, actually turning in my school work. Maybe 2026 is my year, nonnys.

>>83671977
I would say it's because my parents were really protective over me, especially my mother. They wanted me to happy at all cost, which sounds good but it has done more damage to me in the long run. They would never push me to do things that made me uncomfortable or upset and would just handle everything for me. They never let me grow or handle my own problems. I've essentially being living the same life since I was 10 years old. I would just come home from school and play vidya. I've never been officially diagnosed with a mental disability like autism but I wouldn't be surprised at all of there was something wrong with my brain. I'm a massive sperg when it comes to talking to people. Also whenever I rarely go outside by myself, I always feel like im 'doing something wrong' or 'breaking the rules'. It drives me fucking nuts.

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>>83671587
>get one reply from 40+ applications
>it's a shitty manual job i probably can't physically do
>no money for drugs

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>>83671587
I had the worst year my life. Went to jail because of marijuana-induce psychosis, which fucked up my physical and mental health. I'm finally out now, and I've been slowly losing muscle and mobility because of laziness due to lack of motivation. I can't force myself to eat healthy and go to the gym anymore because I have nothing to look forward to at the end of the day, and my willpower is all spent. I also have to find a job which is going to suck since I have no degree.
>>83671798
Based as fuck. I would definitely love to homestead at some point.
>>83671918
My coworker at my last job scoffed when I told him I just wanted to live on a farm with some cows and chickens and tend to them all day. Who in their right mind wants to engage in this fake and gay society? I want to be as self-sufficient as possible so I can check out from the clown show.

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Stuck in limbo. Don't know what I want to do with my life. Missed out on teen love. Missing out on 20s love.

>>83671632
This is unironically what enlightenment looks like. The only desire you have left to rid yourself of is the desire to desire. You're so close to peace. I'm jealous.

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I want to kill myself but I'm too pussy to do it but my life is beyond recovery and every day is a new form of torment.

>>83673259
Kek, what? He sounds like he's depressed and didn't form normal, healthy attachments in his youth. All he's done is some mild introspection. That's just step 1 of self-therapy for someone who's severely traumatized.

Pro-tip: the Buddha talked about things like right action, speech, and livelihood because if you live the wrong way, you develop defilements that make enlightenment harder to reach.

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>>83673380
>anon describes enlightenment to a tee in an attempt to highlight what he thinks is lunacy
Many such cases.

>>83671632
Take a shitload of LSD exactly once and never again. It'll either hit the reset button or permanently kill the part of you that still wants to attach to frivolous things. Either way you'll be fine.

>>83673445
My point is that, unlike you're suggesting, that anon is nowhere near enlightenment.

>>83673832
He's actually right on the precipice of it. It just doesn't look like what you'd expect.