>just played video games most of my life>some notable people when i was 16 but they don't stick around>never experienced teenage love>never had teenager fun, got into trouble, etc>too depressed to do normal school, graduated like 8 months early from a continuation school>completely embarrassed about everything, even my own existence >almost never left my room when i was 17 and halfway through 18, only left at night to get food>joined the army at 18>graduate bct and go to ait (basically army "college", where you learn your job)>decide they want to kick me out because of my previous mental health issues>keep me there for 4 months while i'm "out processing">they don't tell you how long the process is gonna take either, you're basically in prison for an indefinite amount of time until the sirs and maams decide to do your paperwork>turn 19 while i'm there>almost kill myself like four or five times >decide i want to hitchhike back to california when i get out, do lots of preparation & research (i was in georgia at the time)>finally the day i get discharged>mandatory flight back home>cowboy dreams of sleeping outside and visiting different states and cities crushed >have to take the flight home>sad as fuck. way better than staying at a military base though>no idea what i want to do with my life nowWhen did you realize you weren't the main character?
>>83674479im almost 19 and i have done even less with my life so i dont have any meaningful input
when Buckethead topped off my diss count
>>83674500I'm 31 and haven't done all the shit OP has done either. I did experience teenage love thoughever.
>>83674479Why can't you go hitchhike or try to explore dirt cheap?
>>83674662The whole point was that there was an end goal, to eventually get home. What's the point if I'm just wandering?
>>83674684That you're doing something, literally anything. I find the concept of being a "main character" stupid, but people who act like they are don't wait for things to go their way to do things.
>>83674684>What's the point if I'm just wandering?To see weird shit that makes you go wow or huh or heehee, same as life. Try again
>>83674479Of all the stupid, made-up terms that have ever become popular "Main character syndrome" has to be the most nonsensical. How could you possibly NOT be the main character in your own life story? Even OP's post proves it, it makes him sound like the main character in a sequel to Catcher in the Rye.Anyway, sorry to hear about you getting kicked out of the military OP, but on the bright side this means you won't end up getting crippled or killed in the next war for Israel (which will start within weeks of the next democrat being elected president) so there's that. Also, don't be so hard on yourself. You're only 19, your adult life has barely started. Best thing for you to do right now is get a job and get on with your life while you figure out what you want to do. Take care OP.
>>83674479When my childhood crush made me confess to her and in the end she told me she liked her neighbor over me then as I grew every other crush or girl that claimed to love me ghosted me and recently whom I considered the love of my life and "this time is real" just blocked and ghosted me. So I guess I was just a step as they went on their way to their own happiness.
>>83674479OP apply for VA disability free $4k a month use Claude to write your documents pay doctor on Upwork $10 to sign the Nexus Letter that Claude creates. You can even upload your entire military medical record to Claude and it'll tell you what disabilities to apply for. Lastly you can use whatever AI you like it doesn't have to be Claude but just always enable thinking mode. Also claim your homeless it speeds up your claim. Apply for TDIU and/or submit HLR
>>83674760>How could you possibly NOT be the main character in your own life story?What it means is specifically that the fag thinks they deserve things other people don't, because *they* are the main character, and *no one else* is. Your interpretation is in extremely good faith. If everyone realized we are all protagonists, there would be no main character syndrome.
trannies all believe they are the main character in everyone's lives
