I had the feels for months for this completely crazy girl but i never confessed to her because it would have never worked anyway. Still i decided to remain friend with her because i enjoyed being in her company. A week ago we had a fight over some stupid shit i dont even remember about and she decided to block me, saying that now she doesnt want to even be friend with me anymore. I am now here in the middle of working trying to write a goodbye message while holding up tears. Why the hell did i decide to get back into the game after so many years? I feel so miserable