does anyone else miss this feeling when they were younger of everything being completely novel and unexpectable? like whatever it is, it felt like there was a whole world to uncover of never seen before experiences. nowadays, i just feel like everything is too predictable. when you know how things work, you know how things are gonna work out and eventually all the novelty and possibilities of getting into something new completely evaporates. getting into new shows, new games, new movies, new hobbies, doing new activities, exploring new areas, researching new topic, like, it just feels so expectable. like i already know what it's gonna be like, and what's gonna happen after it, and what happens after that.can i just go back to being a kid who was absolutely mesmerized by vidya, cause this smells.
>>83680405>does anyone else miss this feeling when they were younger of everything being completely novel and unexpectable?Didn't read the rest.Recommendation is to become lobotomized.
>>83680405Maybe its just cause I got aboosed as a kid but shit doesn't feel any different since I was a kid when I was a kid I felt like an adult in a kids body and now I just feel like a slightly dysfunctional adult I can't really relate at all when people say they miss their childhoods, maybe its for the best desu at least there's nothing for me to 'miss'
>>83680433well i mean i was beat pretty bad and had a pretty shitty childhood all things considered so vidya and discovering new things was sort of a way for me to retreat into a vast mental world. but it just doesn't work anymore. the possibilities have collapsed and i can only see linearly now
>>83680405its time to start gambling buddy
>>83680405I think it's just laziness if you don't want to immerse yourself in a media work anymore. It has nothing to do with you suddenly become this expert predictor of things, nobody who has ever claimed that shit has been proven right
i don't miss trying to beat the first level of ghostbusters for the entire weekend, now i try to beat elden ring bosses 40 times in a row. everything is better now
>>83680405Try shrooms. They made me feel like I was a kid again and everything I was seeing was beautiful like I was seeing it for the first time.
>>83680433It's not good you were abused, but the way you are now is probably better than being a normalfag.t. similar except for the abuse
>>83680405You're not getting into "new" areas or topicsYou're spinning in circles and then crying wolf from the comfort of your own spaceLose your job if you have one. Get a job if you don't Have gay sex. If that's not your cup of tea, fuck raw chickenTalk to a homeless person. Steal someone's shoes on a subwayOnce you do all that, and the world still feels samey, follow the recommendation of the first post in this thread
>>83680405>be new human>existence feels new and novel>"shit, I better tell 4chan"Let us know when you discover the crushing futility of working 40 hours a week so you can save up enough to die somewhere nice. I look forward to it.
